I miss you so much. I could really use some time in your lap and your unmatchable wisdom right now. I am so scared, Uncle Leo, what happens if I dont make it through this time in my life? How will Zach ever get straight? What will happen to Ansley? I have never been more scared in my life. I want to thank you for saving my life. I have no doubt you are the miracle that spared me. I hate I am stressing Aunt Peggy and mom out so much, they do not need all this worry. I am being as strong as I possibly can, I know that is the family genes, sometimes I wish I could have a breakdown and get it over with but then I know, who will be there to help everybody when they need it. I sure hope you, Granny and the big man upstairs stay with me as we get through this next phase. I love and miss you more than I ever thought humanly possible. Please kiss Granny for me. Please stay by my side, I need you