I just thought I say I love you and goodbye. we will miss you dearly. I promise I won't cry. I will never forget our talks ,conversations on the phone. how happy you were to see me when I finally came home. you worried so much about me. I worried about you too. I know this is the hardest thing we've ever had to do. I know you'll always be with me wherever I will go. no one needs to show me, I will always know. I don't know what to do, lisa, I never thought I'd lose you. where I'll go from here I  still haven't got a clue. I  hope you'll watch over me, be my guiding light giving the strength I need to get over this bad nightmare. you're my guardian angel, baby,   sitting on my shoulder, whispered your words of wisdom to me as I cope with this. I don't want to say goodbye, but we'll meet again someday. we'll pick up where we left off before you went away.  baby I wish you could have stayed but I know you in a better place I wish I could talk to you sweetheart I would love to hear your voice again, baby I love you and miss you alot xoxo 

if I had five minutes the day you passed away, I would have had time to tell you all the things I needed to say. I never got to tell you how much you mean to me or that you were the best wife,   better than any woman could be. the last time I talked to you, I wish I would have known. I would have said I love you and kept you on the phone. if I only had five minutes the morning you passed away, I'd give you one last hug so tight and see your great big hug. I'd tell you that I don't think I could live without you, not even for a while. I'd kiss your cheek and take your hand and tell you it's okay to go and tell you that I will miss you more than you'll ever know. but you were gone so quickly. one last car ride you'd take. before you even knew it, you were standing at heaven gate. now God has called upon you. it's time to get your wings, to leave this life behind you, and enjoy all of heaven beautiful things. so wait for me in heaven, lisa don't let me  come alone. the day the angels come for me, please be there to bring me home. baby can't wait till you bring me home one day,    every body misses you you light up the room and make everybody happy with your presence you sister misses you alot so does your mom especially me. and everyone else to baby I take to you when I go to bed every night hoping one day you will come talk to me well baby good night I love you and miss you alot xoxo 

You were sick and tired and we all knew that God would soon come to take you. you fought so hard, so very long, but through the pain, you stayed strong. we all knew there would come a day when God would come to carry you away .    it doesn't makes it easier to say goodbye, and I try so hard not to cry. I can't help but feel destroyed, or even maybe a little cheated. but how very selfish would I be to hope and pray you could stay with me. so as you laid there, tubes running to and from you, I hope you wouldn't go and leave me. say hi to loved ones waiting on the other side. l know some day you'll be there when I  take that glorious ride to heaven to be with you. sweetheart I'm always thinking of you this house is not the same without you I sit outside on the swing wishing you was beside me the song just a swinging Lisa Jackson she looking good just a swinging I miss our car ride I miss playing corn hole could never beat you, miss going to dollar tree,and gabes and also going out to eat apples bees Buffalo wild wings and everywhere we went to baby I'm so heartbroken I want them days back remember the one house we lived in you moped the floor it was so slick you it the floor I try to help you up and I hit the floor we laugh half of the night I miss all of them memories the best memories was when we got married you was so beautiful in that wedding dress I miss them moments how can I go on without you I just can't do it I had a piece of heaven down here with you when I joined you one day I will have the whole thing in heaven my soul mate, best friend, lover, wife and my little shortey my wife Lisa Marie Jackson good night baby I love you and miss you so much 

as tears roll down my face, I know you're in a better place. I close my eyes to see your face, suddenly I feel a warm embrace. with a smile so wide, it brings tears to my eyes. I try so hard not to cry, all of my pain I cannot hide. you always knew what to say to anyone having a bad day. I don't know if I will ever understand, but it must be part of God's plan. as I look up toward the blue sky, I imagine you spreading your wings to fly. be sure to give your husband a sign so he knows you are in heaven and everything is fine. tell everyone there I send my love to all of the angels up above. as the tears roll down my face, I know you're in a better place. baby hope you're having a good afternoon I am trying to if I can talk and see your face that would be great how everyone doing up there when you died in UK hospital that night I was holding your hand didn't want to let you go because when I came home I knew you wouldn't be there well I love you baby and miss you Lisa Jackson ❤ Steve Jackson ❤ forever and always xoxo 

Light a candle, see it glow, watch it dance, when you feel low, think of me, think of Light, I'll always be here day or night, a candle flickers, out of sight, but in your heart, I still burn bright, think of not sadness, that I'm not near, think of gladness, and joyous cheer, I have not left, I am not gone, I'm here to stay, so when you Light a candle and you see it glow and you watch it dance in your heart you'll know that I would never leave you even when you feel so blue I'm sitting up here with the lord and now watching over you. baby you watching over me I bet you are smiling like a beautiful angel can't wait to see you again we will be smiling together in the home you built for us in heaven I bet it is beautiful well sweetheart give everyone in the family a kiss for me I love you and miss you day and night xoxo 

If heaven had a window and God granted me a view of all the beauty it beholds ,I'd only look for you. I'd listen for your laughter that was always music to me. your beautiful hair and hazel eyes are what I'd wish most to see. if I could only view once more the smile that warmed my heart, I'd treasure that moment as long as I live and we must be apart. here on earth I search for you and pray to God for signs, and every day that passes you're still with me in my mind. I know you're happy in heaven, you've earned your mansion indeed. I imagine your kitchen table and you waiting there for me. I love you and I miss you more than words can say, and what I wouldn't give just to talk to you today. I hope that you can hear me and listen to my thoughts, and wherever this life takes me you know I've not forgotten that once upon a time I was blessed and loved, it's true, and if heaven had a  window I'd only look for you. baby I wish heaven had a window I would be looking right at you so I can see that beautiful smile that I miss alot one day I will be knocking on your door we will sit at the kitchen table smiling at each other and then we will take a long walk hand in hand and say will you marry me again because heaven is where special couples are meant to be good night baby I love you and miss you alot 

If you could have seen the devastation, shattered hearts you'd leave behind, would you still have left this world that day? would it have made you change your mind? If you'd know we'd cry so violently and struggle just to breathe, would that have made a difference? would you still have chosen to leave? you left without a warning, you left without saying goodbye. you left with only questions. the most important is why? why did you believe you had to face this world alone why did you suffer silently? we would have helped if we had known. how long had you been hurting before deciding you were done? I'm glad your pain has ended, but our pain has just begun. so when you see us start to fall apart, when our pain is to much to bear, please take our hands and guide us, remind us that you're there. help us hold on to the part of you, you left us with your song . keep playing it in heaven. we'll write the words and sing along. baby I  got to admit I didn't think you would leave this soon I was not prepared for this if I known I would spent more time with you I feel like I got robbed of our happiness I need to talk to you ask why did they take you away from me goddammit that not fair God excuse my language I am just pissed off it is hard to look beside me,around the house, outside and can't find my wife I need answers why this happened did I do something wrong please let me know I am lost and alone without Lisa just remember I love you and miss you ps I need answers XOXO 

I'm sitting here in my room, looking at your picture, wondering why you couldn't be a part of my future. uncontrollable tears stream down my face, while my heartbeat starts to race. asking God why he took you from my life, it was more painful than stabbing me in the heart with a knife. I still needed you here. you were the one to make everything so clear. you are a part of me, and I am a part of you. when you died, a part of me died to. I never knew how hard it was to lose someone you love until the day you went to heaven above. even though I can't see you, I know you're up there watching over me. I miss you more and more everyday, and all I can do is pray. in my heart you shall forever remain  death is nothing at all. it does not count. I have only slipped into the next room. nothing has happened. everything remains exactly as it was. I am I ,and you are you, and the old life that we lived so fondly together is untouched, unchanged. whatever we were to each other, that we are still. call me by the old familiar name. speak of me in the easy way which you always do. laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes that we enjoyed together. play, smile, think of me, pray for me. let my name Lisa Jackson ring in your ears until you see me again life means all that it ever meant. it is the same as it ever was. why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? I am waiting for you,  for an internal, somewhere very near, just around the corner. all is well, nothing is hurt, nothing is lost. one brief moment and all will be as it was before. how we shall laugh at the trouble of parting when we meet again. sweetheart I hope you are doing good up there I know you're but I like to hear from you well baby I love you and miss you alot can't wait to see you again 

I haven't write for awhile I miss you  like crazy I wish you was here with us the kids started school on August 11th  I can't believe Maddie in high school and kk 7th grade and Jr in 5th grade and Ethan in pk I miss you texting me and been watching lil man for Jessica he got so big I talk to him about you all the time and he just smiles really big I tell him how much you love him and ik you miss everyone down here we miss you to I just wish you was here I am lost without my big sister will goodnight sissy I love you and come see me soon I love you see you and talk with u tell daddy I love him and miss him see ya again one day

When you remember me, please do not cry. my body may not be there. It has chosen to sleep. I'm not that far away. my soul lives on, looking down watching over you and every one. and when you feel sad and life seems so blue, just remember that. my spirit has its arms around you. and on those special days, times that you wish I could see, that cool breeze flowing past you well, that will be me,so don't be sad. have no fear. God has taken me under his wing, but I'll always be near. I still watch you every minute, every day. my love and soul are with you, and that's where they will stay. well baby I know God has you now but I need you to its not fair I have to live without you down here at home day after day, night after night it is really hard to do well guess I will quit be selfish I just love you and miss you, tell everyone I said hi up there and miss them all especially you when you married me, it made me feel special all over and I knew you loved me forever good night Lisa Jackson ❤ I love you too the moon and back xoxo 

I have nightmares and can't sleep. the loss of you is a wound so deep. my mind recorded the times we had. knowing there will be no more memories makes me sad. I struggle for answers to what went wrong. I'll miss you my whole life, however long. my world has changed to black and gray. my tears come frequently every day. I don't think my heart will heal. I still can't accept that this is real. keeping you close is not enough. happiness and smiling is so tough. I don't know who I am, I only know I'm not me.a husband who lost his wife is what people see. how can I go on without you here? finding out your in heaven and iam missing you down here. I'm trusting God and the promises he said. I picture a beautiful reunion in my head. one more day, just one more time to hold my wife and ease my mind. I hope you knew how much you meant and how much I loved the wife God sent. my heart, my soul will never be the same. I will always cry when I hear your name. I can't erase the day you left, it will always haunt me. a life cut short, a scream in the night, something not meant to see. the hurt I have losing you is a hurt like no other, a broken heart of a grieving husband. tonight I can't sleep. my pain to deep because I am missing you. well sweet angel I am really hoping this is a bad dream I know its not my smile is gone, my spirit is gone, have no enthusiasm any more you remember the movie when the lights went out in Georgia well when you left my lights went out in me remember the song endless love that will always be you and me that song will always be our song in heaven love you baby hope to see you one day and then will dance all night good night Lisa Jackson ❤

Lisa, I wish I could wake up and see you standing there. then I would know that it was just a nightmare. Lisa, I remember when you was younger and how you would hold my hand, and as you grew older you became my wife. Lisa, I have 21 years of memories that I will treasure and keep safe in my heart. we share a bond that time and distance can never break us apart. Lisa, oh how my heart aches so. I would love to have you back and never let you go. Lisa, there was happiness, now there is sadness. Lisa, how I long to hear your voice and see your beautiful smile and have you back for just a little while. Lisa, until that day I see you again, I will look to the sky and search among the stars for my wife and best friend. love, husband forever and always. well sweetheart it has been hot outside I am glad you are out of this heat and everything else, I wish I could talk to you that would be great keep watching over me and rest of the family love you and miss you, it should me there not you that how I feel you are a beautiful person and best wife in the world good night baby ❤

I only have a picture now, a frozen piece of time to remind me of how it was, when you were here, and mine. I see your smiling eyes, each morning when I wake, I talk to you, and place a kiss, upon your lovely face. how much I miss you being here, I really can't say, the ache is deep inside my heart, and never goes away. I hear it mentioned often, that time will heal the pain, but if I'm being honest, I hope it will remain. I need to feel you constantly, to get me through the day, I love you so very much, why did you go away? the angels came and took you, that really wasn't fair, they took my beautiful wife that who was my whole life. if only they they had asked me, I would take your place, I would have done so willingly, leaving this world to you, you should have had so many years to go, to watch your life go on forever and forever. well baby I wish you was here so I can see your smiling face you light up the room that why everyone loves you especially me well I love you and miss you when I sleep and wake up goodnight sweetheart fly high and watch us and help us through this pain 

Please,don't cry. I'm not really gone. when you look out the window, I'll be standing on the lawn. please, don't cry. I'll see you again. don't be sad, keep up your chin. Please, don't cry. I'm really not dead. when you cry yourself to sleep, I'll be by your bed. please, don't cry. just because we had to part, as long as you remember me, I'll be in your heart. please, don't cry. I'm not gone forever. I'll be a cool and gentle breeze in hot summer weather. please, don't cry. don't run and hide. when you need a shoulder to lean on, I'll be by your side. please, don't cry. when you're sad and weak, I'll be there to kiss you on the cheek. please, don't cry. this is just a goodbye. so please, oh please, Baby, do not cry. well sweetheart going on two months doesn't seem like it since you left us it is hard every night when you not here I'm used to the laughing, sitting outside, and going places an be coming home from work and seeing your smile, I miss watching TV with you before we go to bed, I just miss you period you better rest up there before you know it I will be there with you well baby goodnight I love you and miss you alot ❤

When I try to take a break and relax in my life, my heart, it does ache ,and all I think is how I. Miss my wife. it hurts me so bad, all this pain inside, thinking of the love we had and the tears I have cried. I think of the places that we went to, how I love you with all my heart and all the things we didn't get to do, but most of all how we have been torn apart. I miss you so and love you forever. I didn't want to let you go, but I tell myself it was God will. every day I see things you've done. it is lonely here without you here. I will try to be strong but it is hard. my love for you is unconditional and enduring. to you I promise to always be reassuring. my love for you protects you and is honorable. to you I I promise to always be faithful. my love for you is understanding and passionate. to you I promise to always be compassionate. my love for you is thoughtful and cherishing. to you I promise to always be devoted and caring. my love for you is patient and kind. to you I promise this always until the end of time. my love for you is selfless and forgiving. to you I promise this always, for as long I live. my love for you is devoted and encouraging. to you I promise to always to love you forever. I promise to show you, my wife, that I love you in all that I do. I can promise these things because with all my heart love you. baby I haven't heard from you tonight like I did last night you can come whenever you get ready I'll be here good night sweetheart tell everyone I said hi I love you baby forever 

They said time would ease the pain. every day I still feel the same. I wake every morning reaching for you, my pillow soaked with my tears like the morning dew. we were sure this was we could beat, knowing it would be no small feat. the ribbons of pink now means much more, just never thought this would come knocking on our door. we thought we had more time together, thinking every day you were getting better. every day, rain or shine, seemed to be lined with gold. we still talked of our future plans of growing old together. we hope you would survive this. I still remember our last kiss we thought we could beat this virus for sure. now for others I can hope for a cure I sit and wait as the time goes by. unable to find any escape from grief. I glance at the clock only to find many hours to go before relief. the comforts I seek from emotions so stark that I hope to find in the arms of sleep seem to elude my frantic gasp in the dark, and my only choice is to wait and cry. the crushing weight of being alone is only lifted when my fears come true that you are not here, so this is my life, day and night, always feeling heavy with sadness. there is no way my heart will ever be right again and my mind sinks ever more into madness. well baby that poem was for you and me because I wish I could hold you day and night that why you are so special to me and always will be Lisa Marie Jackson I love you and miss you I hope to hear from you soon good night sweet angel 

Hey sweetheart it's me your husband again to tell you I love you and miss you this is like a bad storm it is raining like tears coming out of the sky I know it is God was of saying the angels are watching over all of you. shall I withering fall like a autumn leaf, from this deep sorrow- from this painful grief? how can I go on or find a way to be strong? will I ever again enjoy life's sweetsong ? sometimes a warm memory sheds light in the dark and eases the pain like the song of a meadow lark. then it fits away on silent wings and I'm alone, hungering for more of the light it had shone. shall griefs bitter cold sadness consume me, like a winter storm on the vast angry sea? how can I fill the void and deep desperate need to replace my heart with hope's lovely seed? then I look at a photo of your playful smiling face and for a moment I escape to a very happy place, remembering the laughter and all you would do, cherishing the honest, caring, loving spirit of you. springs cheerful flowers bring life anew and allow me to forget the agony of missing you? will spring burst of new life bring fresh hope and teach my grieving soul how to cope? sometimes I'll read a treasured card you have given me and each words special meaning makes me see, the precious gift of love I was fortunate to receive, and I never realized you'd never want to see me grief shall summers warm brilliant sun bring bring new light, and free all my pain? will it's gentle breeze chase grief dark clouds away, and show me a clear path towards a better day yet the lesson of kindness and love you taught me until I journey to that peaceful place and see you again. good night sweetheart have a night I love you and miss you alot and may the stars shine bright on your angel face love you baby 

Hey beautiful I miss you more than you know it is unreal that you are not here to talk to me i.miss you laying on the bed playing your game and texting people I miss sitting outside with you on the swing I hate everything now because you ain't here I hope I ain't being selfish your up there and I am alone down here how fair is that we'll going to write you another poem here it is, tears fall from my eyes. as tears roll down my face, I know your in a better place. I close my eyes to see your face, suddenly I feel a warm embrace. with a smile so wide, it brings tears to my eyes. I try so hard not to cry, all of my pain I cannot hide. you always know just what to say to anyone having a bad day. I don't know if I will ever understand, but it must be part of God's plan. as I look up toward the sky, I imagine you spreading your wings to fly. be sure to give your husband a sign so he knows you are in heaven and everything is fine. tell everyone there I send my love to all of the angels up above. as the tears roll down my face, I know you're in a better place baby can't wait to see you again so we can lock eyes forever take care of our kids so we can see them together imagine they look like you that why they are so beautiful good night baby XOXO I love you 

Hey sweet angel I walk around this house hoping to see your smile I need someone to talk to it is so depressing looking at the walls hoping you will appear and say baby it's going to be alright I just don't know never been through this is more painful than I will ever imagine I don't sleep, don't eat much and feel my world is destroyed forever. remembering my wife Lisa Marie Jackson. our hearts are filled with memories, our eyes are full of tears. Our lives are filled with missing you, each day that you are gone. we pray you found the peace in death you couldn't not find on earth. we hope we became the family you are proud of . each day your love lives on, in our hearts and minds. each and every day our love for you goes on, it's the ties that binds. your inspiration led us on, pursuing happiness. I awake each morning to start a new day but the pain of losing you never goes away. I try to do things but I can't and as the minute, second, and hours pass I think of you. I want to call you and just hear your voice then I remember that I have no choice. For you are not there and now my heart cries just to see you again to tell you goodbye to say baby I love you and always will .the day that you left I just didn't know that you was going where I couldn't go. and now all my memories of you are so dear but gosh , how I miss and wish you was here. who now can hear me when I need to cry? it's so hard to tell you baby goodbye. someday I know all will be well and I'll see you again with stories to tell of how you was were missed and how much we love you and good it is to finally be home. until then my memories of you I'll keep near and I will cherish until I see you again. baby I got a message for God almighty I know I haven't been perfect but can you see in your power please I am begging you can I talk to my wife soon thank you sir and amen. well baby I wish you a good night I love you and miss baby iam losing faith in every thing good night sweetheart 

Hey sweetheart how my beautiful wife doing me so,so I  still waiting for you to come and see me and talk to me would be like iam beside you how the family doing hope good Sophie still doing good still looking for her mama well I am going to write you another lovely poem. until we meet again. alone in my darkness I still see your face , sometimes your presence and your warm embrace. I look around the house, it's calling your name, but nothing I see here quite feels the same. I then feel a shiver run right down my spine. I hear you say , baby, everything is fine. I'm here watching over you, I'm right by your side. the rough and the smooth I will gently guide, so I close my eyes and I see you smile, and I can see you for a while, and I know one day that we will meet together forever, our journey complete. and then the family will reunited forever baby I will dream and hope you come in my dreams tonight until then I love and miss you alot sweet dreams beautiful angel

We miss you down here me and mom was talking about you last night and she cried some much she said she wish she could bring you back to us I told her ik I wish I could turn back time and bring you back but God called you home bc he need you more then we do here i wish you would come and see me and talk to me for awhile but I love you sissy till we meet again beautiful angel goodnight

Hey baby try to keep this house clean for you can't do it like you. how everybody up there I hope good well down here not to good especially me just missing you alot and Sophie to missing you I remember once you said when I am gone you going to miss me you right we do miss you you to young to die can't believe it 38 years old. well got you another poem. MISSING You. I sit alone now in the darkness of despair. I cry my silent tears. my heart is broken into a million tiny pieces. the silence is deafening to my ears. the darkness frightens me. the shadows climb the wall. I hear foot steps walking, passing through the hall the loneliness surrounds me, it takes my breath away. since that awful, dreadful day. without a clue, without a hint of what yet to be, God called you home to be with him and took you away from me. I walk,I talk, I carry on when the sun pokes out its head, but when darkness falls and evening comes, I cannot go to bed. for this is when I miss you most of all. when I curl into a little ball and cry those silent tears. watching the shadows and missing you ileave you with a purple butterfly that lights up the sky when you are smiling down on us you are standing beside God and tell him that is the love of my life I left behind for now have a good night baby 

Goodnight sissy I love you and I miss you so much I can't believe it already August it don't seem real that you are gone I know you are happy up there with daddy give him a big kiss and hug for me tell him i miss him and miss his cooking and yall make sure yall watch over us but we need yall to come see me soon you can so I can see ur sweet angel face will I talk to you tomorrow sissy love your lil sister amy

Hey sweetheart we are in a new month August wish you was here to spend it with me them holidays are getting close spending my holidays with the love of my life my special lady Lisa Jackson your the only thing on my mind and always will be, you know when they till death do you apart well I am still here when I go we will become one, this poem is called. STILLNESS. eternal lights flicker in a distance sky. where have you gone, why did you die?when I first saw you, you stole my heart, and until this awful day, we have never been apart. I looked to the heavens, hoping to see you smile. where have you gone? I'm searching for you. my painfully cries fill the dark of the night. I need your arms to hold me tight. where have you gone? show me the place so I can once again see the smile on your face. we met life challenges and somehow made it through. but how do I do it alone without you? I know you are in my heart, but I long to see your face. memories of yesterday leave only a trace. there's emptiness now that nothing can fill. I so need to find you so I  to ,can be still. well baby wish you was here we had tacos and thought about you tell the rest of the family especially Albert we all will see you one day you are gone should spent more time with you hope you forgive me love you forever ❤ baby 

hey baby angel it is still hard here without you it seems been run over by a big truck because you're not here so I Can give you a big kiss and hug until the rooster crow going to write you another poem. I'll wait until I wake. the haunted glaze over my eyes has become an all too familiar sight. it reflects the emptiness inside of me , my soul plight. there's total darkness now when everything was once bright. how I long for the day you welcome me into your light. my love is still strong but now it ached with a passion. never imagined this is how it hurts when one spirit is broken there is nothing anymore that what left of me I can take. I pray it's your face I see when from this nightmare I awake. the haunted glaze in my eyes speaks of the loss of you, a dream tearing me apart, and there's nothing I can do. I want to wake up and see that none of this was ever true and the one waking me up with a smile is your smiling face well babyi just want to tell you love you and miss you come talk to me and we'll laugh and smile together 

Hey baby I still ain't doing good without you why did this happen to us is God punished me or you you didn't deserve it .maybe I did there is no Steve without Lisa I wish  people leave me alone Amy is the only one know what I am going through seen your mom the other day mow her yard she is hurting like me and Amy I wish you come so I know you alright here another poem for you called. A CALL FROM Heaven. I lie awake long in to the night, hoping that maybe you just might give me a call to say your ok and let me know you made it through the day. I would give everything that I have to make you feel not sad . I know the pain is sometimes too great, but the love was something you can never mistake. I long for the day when I see you again. then we can talk about where all we've been. we can think about all the times we had, how we've missed each other ever so bad. I feel like I've been cheated and robbed so blind. God took you away when I thought you were mine. now I'm stuck here and feel so alone as I sit and wait right beside the phone. you gave me a life and everything I have. I couldn't say no, even when I was mad. you gave me hope and love that I hold so dear. you took away everything that I ever feared. as the pain never seems to fade but the memories are still strong, maybe I will see you in a dream tonight. that's all I can hope for until the day when we are in heaven for an eternity can't wait till the day they call my name and see your smile face and welcome home baby. I love you baby I am hurting without you hope to see you soon 

I watched Lincoln yesterday and he getting so big i tell him about you all the time how much you love him and that you are watching over him God I miss you  so much sissy I just wish I had one more day with you when you told me you was sick it break my heart and that morning that Steve and and Danny come to tell me you was on the way to hospital I prayed so hard for u to get better and wen  I seen you for the last time my heart died that day I just want to know y God had to take you home it not fair and ik your not fair away from us but I just need you here with us sissy I love you  so much sissy  goodnight 

Hey sweetheart I wish I could talk to you it would know that you're alright I just don't know what to do I see the stars like a twinkle in your eyes, I see the rain and the tears in your eyes, I see the darkness and then I know I am alone. How grateful I would be have just one more day. if I could have just one more day and wishes did come true, I'd spend every glorious moment side by side with you. recalling all the years we shared and memories we made, how grateful I would be to have just one more day. where the tears I've shed are not in vain and only fall in bliss. so many things I'd let you know about the days you missed. I wouldn't have make pretend you never went away. how grateful I would I would be to have just one more day when that day came to a close and the sun began to set, a million times I'd let you know I never will forget the heart of gold you left behind when you enter heaven gate. how grateful I would be to have just one more day well baby sweet dreams I you forever and beyond and that is what love is

Hey sweetheart I wish you would come down here talk to me I would loved to hear your voice and see you if it only for a short time I am going to write this poem to show you how I feel, if tears could build a stairway. if tears  could build a stairway and memories were a lane, we would walk right up to heaven and bring you back again. no farewell words were spoken no time to say goodbye , you were gone before we knew it and only God  knows why our hearts still ache in sadness, and our tears still flow, what it meant to lose you no one will ever know but now we know you want us to mourn no more sorry we still hurt everyday to remember all the happy times life still has much in store. since you'll never be forgotten we pledge you today, a hallowed place within our hearts is where you will always stay. in memory of my wife April 8 1983 June 17 2021 love you forever ❤ baby l

Hey sweetheart it is your loving husband to talk to my beautiful angel how are you doing tonight me like always trying to figure out what happened and why your not here I still can't believe it your gone and I feel so alone and lost well here another poem for you. LET ME! Let me take care of your broken heart. and show you how to fly. let me hold you gently by the  hand and kiss your tears goodbye. Let me lead you to tomorrow light and out of needlessly rain, cause all I want right now is to see you smile again. let me sing you all the songs I wrote till you sleep in my embrace, and I'll keep you safe and warm until the sun light stroke your face. let me bring you up the mountains peak, and I'll let you touch the skies to remind you of the strength I see when I look into your eyes. let me kiss and show you what love is and the happiness it brings you'll sail again like a butterfly endowed with pretty wings. let me do all these to let you see our fates are intertwined you're the precious gem I've waited long to find. the earth and sky conspired to make us meet. they knew we both belong to each other like words and lovely notes give life to every song. so fly with me, my beautiful one it's time we leave the past. I'm yours to keep, and you are mine. we're finally home at last until we meet again here looking at you baby I will be dreaming about you baby tonight I love you and always will nobody can ever replace you because I won't let them 

Hey baby I am still thinking alot about you I feel like I am in a bad dream and can't wake up and when I do wake up and scream I know God come took you from me I am writing you this poem show how much pain I am in. in loving memory of a very special wife. when God was making wife as far as I can see, he made a special soul mate especially for me,he made a perfect lady, compassionate and kind, with more love and affection then you could ever wish to find, he gave my darling wife a heart of solid gold, she gave me wonderful memories only my heart can hold, she was someone I could talk to that no can replace, she was someone I could laugh with tears ran down my face, next time we meet will be at heaven door, when I see you standing there I won't cry anymore, I will put my arms around you and kiss your smiling face, then the pieces of my broken heart will fall back into place miss you so much sweetheart and can't wait till our eyes lock together at each other when we first met 

hey baby wish I could be there with you life would be good again me and you would be back together the way it be I wrote something for you broken chain! We little knew that morning that God was going to call your name. in life we loved you dearly, in death we do the same. it broke our hearts to lose you. you did not go alone, for part of us went with you the day God called you home. you left us peaceful memories, your love is still our guide, and through we cannot see you, you're are always at our side. Our family chain is broken, and nothing seems the same, but as God calls us one by one, the chain will link again and I believe that to be true Lisa when I talk to you tonight I want you to watch over me and the family especially your sister Amy she having a rough time with our family you and your dad needs to show them how to respect a lady that does everything for them we all love Amy and want her to be happy 

I wish I had one more day with you I miss you so much and I wish I could be with you I hate been here bc I get treated like crap  by my kids and Chris he acting so different just being rude and stuff to me and I don't have no more to talk to about bc your gone sissy it not fair I don't want to be here anymore I want to be with u and daddy but goodnight my sweet angel I love you 

Hey baby going to write you one more because you are special it is called walk in my shoes. if you walked in my shoes for a day, you'd know how I love you in such a way. you'd share the aching of my heart for every moment we spend apart. you'd feel electricity when I touch your skin and the warmth I receive from seeing you grin. you'd see me tumble into your eyes, how they brighten up the greyest skies. you'd smell the sweetness of your aura  you'd hear how saying three simple words is like hearing the sweetest song of birds. if you walked in .my shoes for the rest of your life, you'd know that I'm thankful that you're are my wife. good night baby love you

Hey baby I am sitting here thinking of you and missing you alot we are married for 17 years and still are it will hurt when our anniversary comes up it will kill me here is another poem for you. a sense of love. love is not something you see. it means everything to me. it's needing to have you in my life, so much that I made you my wife. love is not something you hear. it's always wanting to have you near. it's needing to feel your lips each day so much that no words could ever say. love is not something you taste. it's never letting it go to waste. it's needing to see you even when we fight. so much or I'll miss you day and night. love is not something you touch. it's knowing that you mean so much. it's needing your skin when I'm in bed, so much that you make me lose my head. love is not something you smell. it's something that you're proud to tell. it's needing to always make you smile, so much that you make my life worth while our love is so special that why our marriage was like a piece of heaven you are a beautiful angel what else can a husband ask for but a beautiful wife that now lives in heaven maybe one day I will knock on your door and our new life will begin good night sweetheart I love you forever 

I am writing a poem for a special lady the love of my life, my soul mate and a beautiful woman, my wife Lisa Marie Jackson. it is called LITTLE SIGNS when a loved one passes on,their spirit never dies. and as we journey on alone. they're always by our side. yes I have to believe from little things we see. each day a little message an angel reveals to me. a whisper of the breeze on a quiet summer's day is a voice from an angel who sadly passed away. the gentle falling rain that lingers upon my face are the tears falling from heaven from a wife I cannot not replace and never will. the first snowflakes of winter are and angel frozen tears a reminder of the love we share telling me you are near. a falling leaf in autumn is just another sign to let me know you're watching me and I am still on your mind. yes, all these little signs, they help me believe that death is not the end and you're still here with me baby I wish I could see, touch, feel and kiss and hold you in my arms again maybe one day when I see you again love you ❤ Lisa Jackson 

Hey sweetheart it is getting harder every day without you here I go to bed crying and wake up crying it is I miss you so much I know God has you but why can't I have you for one day am I being selfish maybe it is just I love you. my poem tonight, reflections! remember all those happy days, those times we called our own in all those well- loved places where I now grieve alone. and those great memories, which you thought we knew so well, are fading, as time passes, with her words her kiss her smell. but then there is that moment, when you feel she is beside you in that old familiar. but as you turn to see her smile or receive a tender touch. there's only a dark shadow of the one you loved so much and tears begin to fall in thar hole of deep despair, and memories overwhelm you- more than your heart can bear. as you remember her gentle grace and her love so soft but strong, your heart will simply miss a beat as you miss her, her song . to rewind the clock  say how much you care, you want to silence the talk that she's not there to share. but you smile and talk amiable to family and friends and hope they don't notice your world is at an end. but she knows your pain is unbearable because she can feel it that if she had to choose again, she would still choose you because she loves you baby have a good night ant tell your dad from every body happy birthday love you forever 

Hey baby it is your husband to tell you I love and miss you alot. It is hard without you here it is like walking in the dark alone. this poem is for you it is called. Lisa Jackson garden. You can no longer see me,but please know that I am there I am the flowers in the garden, I am the wind beneath your hair the memories that I left behind, shall forever be with you. as for me I am in heaven now, where my life will be different. No longer do I suffer, no longer do I feel pain I'm at peace watching you from heaven now until we meet again. I have always loved flowers with nature I was one my flowers are in heaven now as my time on earth is done. I am planting my roses in heaven my lilies and daises to for I want my garden to be perfect on the day God  calls for you when you walk through the gates of heaven. I will take you by the hand and lead you to my eternal garden while we will never part again and then our magical love story will last forever because we are together in heaven forever love you baby can't wait to see you again 

Hey lisa it uncle dave i was writing you to tell you we love you and miss you down here i hope you are happy and free up there tell everyone up there we love and miss them down here

I got another one for you roses are red violets are blue I'd drive everyday to be with you. roses are red violets are blue my fiery love burns just for you it's me and you together a lifetime of love, just for two. you will always be my special lady. when flowers bloom with thoughts of you. because your sweet, candy for you. breakfast in bed my gift for you. the night is ours just me and you. love never crossed my mind until the day I met you Chili is hot and so are you all times stands still when I kiss you and together we shine lm happy, and thrilled to know that your mine roses are red violets are pink, it's a good thing because I love you until I see you again I'm marking my calendar so good night baby I love you forever 

Hey sweetheart I hope you are having a good night up there in lovey heaven me I still doing alright thinking about you all the time it is poem time it is called. My everything. You're my love, my life, the air I breathe. You're my soul, my happiness, the all that I need. You're my light, my darkness, the stars in the sky. You're my ups, my downs. the reason I live. You're my strength, my weakness, the love from the start. You're my heartache, my pain, the beat of my heart ❤. You're my tears,, my joy, the love that you bring. You're my world, my galaxy, you're my everything baby 

Hey sissy I just wanted to  say I love you and miss you I wish you was here with us things are different without you I miss your texts and seeing your smile and your funny jokes ik you are happy up there with daddy  and his birthday coming up I am sure yall be having good old time together give him a kiss for me and tell him I love him and miss him goodnight my sweet beautiful angel 

Hey baby it is me again I have a bad night crying and missing you alot day and night are the same the pain always the same this poem is for you it is called guardian Angel! You are so beautiful in every way. So amazingly wonderful, I think of you every day. this is so hard to deal with. I miss you so much, all their is to do is grieve. can't call, text or touch. l know your no longer here, it's so hard to say every now I cry alot of tears. then I remember you're with me everyday. not in sight, sound or touch but always in presence, I know you will always watch. you'll always leave me with your beautiful presence. you were my soul mate, we both knew. nothing can prevent fate, not even me or you. I'll always love you. I promise never to forget the wife who was so true and left no regret for loving me.i hate to see your life so short the world is an airport and you my sweetheart, have flown free. off to a new start, a whole new world, always in my heart, all tattered and curled. give us a big smile, even though we're all hurt. we live ours lives in a different style. Knowing your resting is our only comfort. you are my world, my absolute all.now my heart has been broken I promise to never fall. my life is dedicated to you. I'll try to live my life you'll help me, I know it's true sweetheart remember I will love and never forget you as long as I live

hey baby I am writing you this poem because I sitting here thinking about you I will write you another one tonight this is called one last kiss. I have thought the feelings and emotions inside that fills and empty me,like a fast rolling tide. there are moments of pain, of sorrow and hate, leaving me to ponder many hours of sleep. I love you, lisa. It's your presence I miss, and I terribly long for that last kiss. but the greatest pain of all that hurts me so deep, is missing your love, by my side to having you by my side always wanting more, and having you feel the same, to mutually adore. you see my love, I given you my heart and revealed the depth  of my soul, and now I am left feeling hopelessly empty, praying this immeasurable pain. It's is selfish, I know to feel this way, but it's how I feel each and every day always hoping and praying for the next time we meet for you to allow me, once again to feel loved. and rest assured, I will see you again, for it's not a question of if but a question of when. and when that times comes I'll be in total happiness for no longer will I wait for that one last kiss 

hey sweetheart I am really missing you alot I don't think my heart will ever heal again you are the best in this world and that will ever be my world is destroyed the pain never stops I am writing you another poem hope you like it it is called my soul mate. I still say I love you, but now there no reply. I always feel your presence as if you never left my side. I remember your comforting voice. now there not a sound. only echoes from the past that follow me around. you're always by my side, but I can't hold your hand. the reason why God took you I fine hard to understand. summer days seem much shorter. darks nights just linger on dreams turn in to nightmares when the one you love has gone. but real love never fades .it still burns like the sun.although you're are far away, those memories go on and on.my wife spirit will never die she shines like the stars.i know you're sleeping in heaven, but you're sleeping in my heart baby I just want to say I love you and miss you alot talk to you tomorrow because you're are the best tell everyone up there the whole family loves everyone of them 

Hey baby wonder what you are doing if I know you are helping someone in need you are my special smiling angel I wish we could go back when we got married life was good back then we are married for 17 years and I treasure them special memories for ever I am going to  send you another poem to show how much I love you it is called you're my forever ! You're are so special - more than you know and more than I show you're my soul mate, you're my lover, you're all I know. It's your smile and it's your eyes, it's is your heart and it's your cries. I'll love you forever, even long after we die. You're my friend and you're my life. You're my light and you're my wife. You're my shoulder and my strength. I would die for you and go to any length. You're the person I need and the one who is there. I have you right now, and it seems fair. Cause right now isn't enough and forever is to soon. Without you I will die and not know what to do. You're are more than a friend and more than a wife to. You're my forever, and forever isn't long enough for me and you. there a place in heaven waiy just for you. I pray there is room right there beside you for me to. You're a beautiful soul, and I could forgive you never. I just pray that we are always together now and forever baby I wrote that for you that how I feel about you good night sweet angel I love you

I miss you  alot I keep all in bc I stay strong for the kids and mom but I still can't believe you are gone I miss are texting and late night phone calls and you asking me what I am doing I just want my sissy back I want to see you one more time just hear your voice again and laugh I love you talk to you again soon

Hey baby I miss you so much wish you was here I had a dream last night I remember when we first met I was in my backyard and seen you in yours you was smiling it looked so beautiful I remember the first I kissed you I knew we was meant to  be together forever we was so special together I will let our love live forever in our dreams I know you are looking down at me try to help me through this hell this poem is really fitting for my wife I love you Lisa I love you so much you are the only one who came in my life I love you till my last breath love you honey your beloved husband Steve you are the sun in the morning and the last thing I see before I go to sleep good night beautiful angel I love you forever 

I miss you so much i miss all the fun we used to have together shopping and going to the for walks and me staying with you uncle steve and us staying up all night and all the picture we took together i love you so much aunt lisa you are a beautiful angel now so watch over us

Baby I have been thinking about you all day you been gone for a month today it is so hard without you I look at your picture see you smiling I get sad and mad at the same time you area beautiful woman when I met you and still are mu beautiful wife I miss our going shopping on weekends walking around the block I am so lonely and depressed without you we was married 17 years I want you back for 17 more it is time for my poem to you roses are red violets are blue I want you to know that I love you have a good night baby I will try to