Mom... I Love & Miss You Very Much!! I'm sorry that I have not been around. What I am most sorry about is that we were not that close. There was so much left between us that was left unsaid & now we will never have the chance. I am so sorry I was not the daughter you wanted me to be!!! I am sorry that I was so stubborn & didn't call you more.

I am trying to stay strong (runs in the family) and help to get your family moving in the right direction....I can not quit crying when I think about Joseph and his little face so sad....and I'm so sorry but it will take me a while to come around & get close to Joshua again but you know why....he's at that hard age & I barely survived when Geoffrey went through it...rest in peace sweetie!