Happy birthday, dad, hearts more broken than usual this year. Can’t stop crying, which isn’t like me as I hate crying haha. Forever missing you and forever ever heartbroken.
Your ‘POD’ x x x

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‘ALEX’ ... if your Dad could get back to you , NOTHING IN THE UNIVERSE would stop Him !

He’s with you , but your not allowed to see Him ....

That’s the rules when you go to Heaven ... 

You are part of Him ... So he’s gone nowhere....

He’s sending thousands of kisses from Heaven for you , just close your eyes and he’ll let you’ know he’s right next to you ,
Probably doing your head in trying to snuggle you xxx
I love you & so proud of what a beautiful, gentle , kind young lady you are xxxxxxx

Happy birthday, dad. Hearts more broken than usual this year. Can’t seem to stop crying and you know what I’m like over crying. Forever missing you and forever ever heartbroken.
Your ‘POD’ xxx

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“HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUNSHINE”
ALWAYS
XXX

Thinking of you
Missing my Lovely Mum and my Mollie big time xxx
Thinking of Uncle Stan and Richie’s Mum and Dad .... His Mums gona keep everyone on their toes over there...
Give Peggy an Pauline biggest hugs for me , miss them every day xxx
Ask Uncle Stan what the F’in hell he’s done and ask him or me Auntie Jan to sort this mess out ASAP Pleeeeeease xxx
Loves to Bam Bam and Tigs and my Nans an Auntie Mary an everyone I’ve left out cos there’s more over there than here now xxx
Miss you xxx All xxx

Always xxx
Could still strangle u for doing one xxx

‘Happy Birthday my Lovely Mum’
Think about you every single day xxx
Hope our Mollie found you ok ?
Look after her Mum till I get there to look after you both again xxxxxx
All the universe
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Give my Lovely , Lovely Mum a kiss for me and wish her and my Nans , Richies Mum Pat , Mrs B wish them all . a “Happy Mother’s Day” cos they’re all the Best Mums I the Universe xxx

Thinking of you xxx
Always
Jan xxxxxxx

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARK”
Another year , another birthday we’re you don’t actually get older...
Another year that you spend with my Lovely Mum , my Mollie , Paige ....
Wots all that about ?
Thinking of you ALL and really sad again ....
Why couldn’t things just stay the way they were 20yrs ago xxx
Always , always
Jan xxx

Sorry
I’m just so very very sad .
I miss my Mum more than ever ... our Mollie dog Massively xxx
Say hi to everyone and tell them I think I’ll be seeing them soon xxx

3 long , long years my Mums been gone ‘somewhere’ ???
Miss her so much , I doubt you will be in the same place as my lovely,gentle ,kind Mum considering the mess you’ve left behind
Being part of you has been a CURSE
Makes me wish you AWAY AWAY AWAY
WHEN ARE U GOING TO FIX THE SHIT U HAVE LEFT BEHIND ????
But God is supposed to be all forgiving so maybe you’ve been given a reprieve....
Hold my lovely Mum and tell her I’m only writing this to you cos I can’t write to her ...
Tell her I LOVE AND MISS HER MORE THAN EVER xxx
Sorry for the rant ... just so very sad and miss my Lovely Mum and Mollie so much xxx

Mark
Adam and Alex were all you ever cared about....
I have always known your life was your kids...
Pleeeeeease whisper into that ugly ear an tell her to ‘get her warped shit together’
Unless u have risen from wer u are .....
I will stick to what my heart says an that is ...YOUR ADAM AND YOUR ALEX ARE/WERE YOUR WORLD....
Sort that crank out and SORT IT OUT FOR ADAM AND ALEX .... they’ve had enough heartbreak xxxx

Miss ya .....
xxxxx

Hia
Amber had a gorgeous baby girl yesterday xxx
I miss My Mum ,My Mollie massively , all the world xxx
I wish you wer all back here , it’s so lonely without you all xxx
Love to you and My lovely Mum , My beautiful Mollie , Tigs , Paige, Auntie Jan & Uncle Stan ,My Nanny and everyone u got over there ....
Can’t wait to see u all xxxxxxx

Hia
My Dad was 82 yrs old yesterday .
I miss My Mum ,My Mollie massively , all the world xxx
I wish you wer all back here , it’s so lonely without you all xxx
Love to you and My lovely Mum , My beautiful Mollie , Tigs , Paige, Auntie Jan & Uncle Stan ,My Nanny and everyone u got over there ....
Can’t wait to see u all xxxxxxx

Hia
Tell my lovely Mum an Auntie Jan that my lickle Uncle Stans on his way xxx
Make sure your there to meet him an show him around till he finds his own way xxx
Love to you all ... Tell my Mollie I miss her the biggest time ... every minute of everyday , I miss her and love her forever xxx

Goodnight & Godbless my Mollie xxxxxxxxxx
Love you forever and ever and ever xxx
THANKYOU MOLLIE xxxx
I know what a broken heart feels like now , it really hurts , I am so sorry xxx
Miss you my best friend in the Universe...
See u at the bridge , wait for me xxxxxx

I’ve ran out of words for once .....
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Only kidding , I’ll never run outa words especially cos u can’t answer back anymore !
Give Peggy all my love and birthday hugs and tell Tommy he had a boss day , he’d of loved it , they did him proud xxx
Say hi to Richies Dad for me and everyone else.
Kisses for Tigster and Bam Bam and I save the best for last ....
Tell my Lovely Mum , I still miss her all the world and think bout her every single day an I love love love her xxx
Oh an little Pauline’s on her way so there’ll be no sleep up there for anyone cos she’ll be whole and happy again now and wanting to party she’ll be pairing your socks before u know it xxx

Iya, daddy, think it’s about time I finally wrote something to you Ay?
Sorry I never have done, just never really knew what to say.
I think it’s finally starting to settle in now that you’re never coming back,
and I really don’t want it to. I like to keep imaging you’re just off on a mad adventure somewhere, maybe you are....
everybody misses you terribly, I miss you above and beyond. I’m trying my best to fill your role and keeping everyone together, trying to fill the role of the joker and making everyone laugh wherever I go. It’s a tough job but someone’s got to do it, haven’t they.

You really were so special to me, dad, and I just wish I could see you one last time. Just to say the goodbye I was meant to say.

But I guess this will do.

I didn’t think I’d ever be able to sit and finally write on here,
but I think this is me finally letting you go and accepting that you’re gone.

I know you’re fine, and happy where you are. I can feel it.
I miss you ever so terribly, and I’m sorry you never got to see me grow up.

Forever missing you, your heartbroken Alex x x x

To our Mark xxx
Thinking of You Always
Raymond , Jackie & Boys xxx

Oh wot a tangled web you’ve spun ha ???
For once I’ve got my listing ears on .... Help me sort all this so everyone’s ok ??
Not funny u know .... aim that sting were it belongs ha
I don’t miss you cos there’s no need ,you’re still meddling...
So you haven’t gone anywhere ‘sneaky sneaky’ xxxxxxx

Happy Christmas,Happy New Year,Happy 50 to me ha
Missed you all xxxxxx
Missing you Mum xxx
Give Paige another telling off tomorrow cos she messed up so many of our lives by leaving us xxxx. 
Mark if you got your listening ears on ....we need a bit of inspiration ????

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR TOMORROW SUNSHINE"
You know !
'Always'
Love
Me xxx

"Happy Birthday "
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Thinking of you all xxx
Miss my Lovely Lovely Mum so much xxx

Give my Lovely , Lovely Mum a really long cuddle from me and make sure you tell Her I miss and love her always xxxxxxx

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'That songs for my 'Lovely Mum' xxx

Thinking of My Lovely Mum , you , Paige , tigs and Bam
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Not well , feel rubbish , got shingles AGAIN !
Miss My Lovely Mum big time , can't stop thinking bout Paige lately and You xxxxxxx
Probably cos we laid my Mums ashes to rest last week and leaving her in the dark in a cemetery just felt shit like I'd abandoned her , it really brought all the loss and this death thing of u and Peggy home to me ....
(I sneaked our tiggers ashes in with my Mum so ther together again now )
Miss all of you and proper sad again xxx
Love u all xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Still as gutted as the day you left , the day Paige left , my Mum , devo'd miss Bam , Tigs xxx

Hi'a
Thinking of you , my Lovely Mum and Paige xxxxxxxx

Always x

5 whole yrs ....Jesus were does the time go :(((((
Ur sooooo missed down here
Always in my thoughts <3
Rest in paradise xxx

Hia
Give Paige a big birthday hug for me .....
Tell her 'I'm thinking of her".... As I always do , just going to be a bit more today xxxxxxx Always

I'm up to my elbows in chicken , garlic, onions and thyme.....
Yeh u guessed it ....Doing your favourite dinner .... Pot Roast !
Wer having it in our Hayley's, cos I know u wud love being ther with the kids and your two favourite girls in the world .....Alex and Hayley xxx
Don't expect it next year , it's someone else's turn ha
5yrs deserved something special , I hope you know .... I just hope you know xxx

Ps Tell my Mum 'I Love and miss Her all the world' xxx

Woke up again ... " Thinking of You All "
Miss ,miss , miss You All xxxxxxxxxx
Massive luv' s to My Mum , Paige , Tigs an Bam xxxxxxx
Always xxxxxx

Almost 5 whole years ...
Never thought we would get passed 5 minutes , then days , then months ...... 5 yrs ??????

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Hia
Sorry I haven't said hello for a few weeks !
Missing my Lovely Mum big time , will u tell her I'm still thinking of her and missing her xxx
Did Bam get there ok ?
Miss him so much , give him as many sweets as he can eat and a forever cuddle off me ... Everything's different without him , house is empty xxx
Miss u a bit as well ha
Tell everyone I am thinking bout them and ask Peggy to take Bam for big walks xxx
Love u all xxxxxxx

This candle is for Bam xxxxxxx
Please take care of him and I've given him a few messages for you all !
Tell him I love him and I'm sorry I didn't realise he was so poorly sooner xxxxxxx

Thers a song called 'jealous' by labrythn that u shud all listen to up there cos it explains everything u all left us with down here xxxxxx
Merry Christmas etc etc ... not that xmas is any gud no more but hey ho
Give my Lovely Mum the biggest hug ever and tell her , I miss her more than ever xxx
Give Paige a massive cuddle an tell her , this has been the saddest and loneliest Christmas ever without you all and ask her to make sure my Mum and our Tigger are ok xxxxxxxxxxx

Oh an the reason the message is late is cos none of u cud be bothered so ther u go