Let the memory of Matthew be with us forever
  • 47 years old
  • Born on March 15, 1971 in Arizona, United States.
  • Passed away on March 15, 2018 in Woodsville, New Hampshire, United States.

This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Matthew Mitchell, 47, born on March 15, 1971 and passed away on March 15, 2018. We will remember him forever.

Who am I today since we walked away?

I am the one to blame, the one to hate and stray?

I liived and loved for you, and fought to prove I could be the one,

but you couldn't see it, and you saw me as  a lost husband!

Why did you lie?

Why did I make you cry?

Why did I think I had the answers in goodbye?

Because I gave up myself, my passions to push you more,

You were not ready to be a star  to fulfill my empty core.

 

So who am I now, another year older, falling from my grace,

lost who I was wanting to be, to make you my grace,

In this ugly world and its people of human nature and two faced!

 

I was dead inside, thinking you would be what kept me alive....

Your beauty so new to you, and I pushed you!  I gave you the reason for Good BYE!

I was paralyzed, the cancer inside...

Loving with anger, and no trust...

Letting go will save me to live,        YOU!

created hurt and pain, in my life of you to lust.

 

I'm living again and a second chance to shine, You are not my sunshine!!!

you leaving me was my rebirth and my victory so sweet and divine.....

 

The hate of your family and others that think I am less,

You all are only human and my strength and prides left with no distress!

 

I AM A PHOENIX, and my ASHES are my SINS, my MISTAKES, I accept only my part.

You live  your own lives in MADNESS of judgement and bull shit all from the start!!

 

Your not a friend, your not even my enemy, you cant cause me HARM!

I am a man of CHRIST, better than your will to hate me, loud like an ALARM!

See I am stronger and I own my own shit!

I can accept my own faults!

 

You cant take anything away from me I didnt give away,

Your only a memory, and no one can come between what I allowed to stay.

So WATCH me RISE, as I watched you fall,

Strength from above, I reached out to crawl......

 

Away from the pain and all of the hurt that was caused from your lies,

Here comes the PHOENIX to rise... from  our ashes ,no tears no cries.

I am alive, I died, died inside from the heart I gave.. that  you could not see, because your pains of your past are luggage you brought and put on me!

Its time to live, today's is my rebirth, my past died today as nothing I will CARRY...

I have said my apologies, and answers from above, and I am saved from my Monestary.............................................................................


Thank you for everything, may my past REST IN PEACE, and I am living again for me this time, to make me whole.

God bless and may your past be your past....

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