Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Well Carla came and took me to see Dr.Ahmed. The way I understand him, I'm doing better then I was.I go back in a year. But he said if anything changes to call and he'd get me in to see him. I like this doctor. He listen to you and answer if you have a question or a concern. He has me on a pill I take at night cause at first my headaches would wake me up. He asked me if I needed to increase the dose or if I was ok with what I was taking. I told him I really didn't think it needed increased. He said if later on I feel I needed to to call. So Thor took a shot but it hurt him for some reason but I was able to give him a full dose. I wish he'd get better and put on some weight.Well Michael going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much.Carla and Karma came and took me to the store. We went to Bob Evans first for lunch. I got my tobacco then to wal mart.I couldn't believe how much I spent.Food prices up still. And to think I can't get snap anymore.Going to close so I can get this posted. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi sweetheart,I love and miss you so much. Didn't do anything today. Just messed around with the furnace trying to figure out what can be wrong with it.It finally started running but it kept running so I had to turn down the thermostat so it would turn off. As soon as I get money saved up I'll call that guy that fixed it before. Almost think I should sell but rent is so high and hard to find someone that accepts pets. And mostly I love it here. Just need to get things fixed up inside and outside.I'll probably have hire someone to do the floors. Jeannie said Tom would do it for me but I don't know. He knows how to lay flooring cause of his job. I'd pay him. We'll see.Well Michael going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Didn't do anything today. Still feeling a little out of source.Thor took a shot today. He was up and down last night. It's like every 2 hrs. This is what makes me so tired thru the day. The doctor says I need to get 7-8 hrs. of straight. And that's probably why I sleep and feel tired so much. I wish you were here and well. I feel so alone with out you. I wonder how you would be if I was the one who went first.Would you be able to move on with your life?? I know for sure it's hard. Well Michael going to close before I start crying. Please wait for me. Til we meet again . Love you so.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much.Didn't do anything today. Not feeling good. Had a slight fever, headache, runny nose and spent a lot of time in the bathroom.Thor took one shot today, better than none.Well Hon I'm going to close and go to bed. Going to take some meds first. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Not much done today. Did up dishes, cleaned out litter boxes and re-planted the mini rose brush I brought awhile back. I hope it pops back ok. Having trouble with the damn furnace. Doesn't want to kick on. When it does it keeps running. Gets cold as hell in here when it doesn't kick on. I'll be so glad when it warms up.I'll have to get someone in here this summer to look at it. Also get the ducts cleaned. So I'll have to start saving up money. I wish we would have gotten an electric one if there is such of a thing. Should have brought a hose with a fireplace.Oh well live and learn.Can't be the thermostat cause this one was put in about a year or so ago . Unless I didn't do it right. But it worked fine last winter.Well Michael I going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Well nothing done today.Got bills made out will put in mail box in the morning. Not feeling too good today. Still very cold out. But a warm up in about 3-4 days. I'm ready for spring.Well Carla didn't get anywhere with the that principle. Said he would look further into it. But yet Camarcus is still suspend.I don't know.Ever since he got into trouble he seems to be labeled as a bad kid.Thor wouldn't let me give him a shot this morning. He kept rearing bad on me. But he did take one tonight.I don't know if you can see him but he's so damn skinny. I don't understand cause he eats good. Well Michael I'm going to close for now. Please wait on me. Til we meet again. Love you so much. 

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much.Well didn't do a lot today. Just a load of clothes and dishes. Thor one shot today. I fixed supper today and he ate good plus his own food. I spent most of day in my second home (bathroom),lol. I guess Carla is going to the school in the morning to see what the story is about why Camarcus got suspend for 4 days. I just don't know about him anymore. He doesn't come out with her anymore. It was really cold out again today. Hope it gets warm and stay that way. Well Michael going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Carla and Karma came and got me and took me to the store. Had to get some milk and bread also some treats and cereal. Then home. Oh and some tobacco. Pretty cold today. Camarcus wasn't with them again. I guess Kimmy asked to borrow money off of Carla. She must be having a hard time. I really don't know what's going on with her . She doesn't call or come out. The pick 3 number was 129. I don't play them anymore. Going to call Mom tomorrow to see how shes doing. I've got to get over to see her. Maybe Carla will take me then just pick up a few things at her Kroger store.Well Michael going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. I got the car cleaned off as much as I could and put it in the garage. Got part of deck done so Thor could get off of it. My fingers got so cold they hurt so I couldn't get everything done. Need to get heavier gloves. The ones I got are too thin. Hopefully this is the last. We probably got over a foot of snow.Suppose to get in the 50's sometime next week.Well Michael going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much.Well we finally got a big snow. It looks like we've already got about a foot and still snowing. I forgot to get shovel out of garage so I'll have to get up in morning to get snow off of deck for Thor to get off easier. Ran out of cigarettes so now I'm trying to fill tubes by hand cause the tobacco is too fine for the machine.I knew I should have gotten some last week but thought I had enough to last until next week.I guess that's why I shouldn't think, lol. It must gotten colder cause furnace keeps running. Hope propane last until it gets warm out.Well Michael going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again.Love you so.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much.Not much done today. Winds were high so in morning I'll go out and see how many more limbs came down.Hopefully none. Suppose get some snow tomorrow and I think Sat. Then Tues. into Sat is suppose to be in the high 50's.Well Hon, sorry to make this short but I'm tired and probably go to bed early. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Happy Valentines my sweetie, love of my life.Didn't do anything today. Thor up and down again last night. Chrissie got my stamps and also Thor a thing of insulin. She wouldn't take any money.Then her and Levi had flowers sent to me. Really pretty ones.They've sent them ever since you left. I guess Autumn asked Jenny if she wanted to go down to Myrtle Beach with them. Only reason she was asked is because they needed to have an extra car for all the kids and probably stick her with the 2 little ones. Just like she's done with Carla. You go on vacation to relax. I just couldn't go cause I couldn't afford to board Thor for 5 days. Plus I don't have the money to go. Oh well. Well Michael going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Not much done today, just dishes. Wasn't feeling all that great.Carla is going to take me to Moms Sun.Haven't heard from Mandy. So I guess I don't matter anymore.Haven't heard from Kimmy either.I don't know anymore. Things have really changed since you been gone.I'm going to see if you can give dogs anything differently then shots. Just having trouble getting him to take them. I'm hoping there is. Let me tell you about these animals. When I go to bed at nights I have to figure out how to get in bed cause all 3 of them are in there, it's a trip. Annie and Thor are really jealous of each other. Well Michael going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so much. 

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much.Didn't do anything today. Thor had the every 2 hour night. Plus I was up and down going to the bathroom. I put on one of your depends in case it happen thru the night. So I just slept off and on.So that was my day. I'll try and get somethings done.We was suppose to get rain but didn't.But we are suppose to get snow later on this week.Well Michael going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Chrissie came and took me to Aaron's party. Carla brought car back today. Chrissie said if the weather was warm next weekend she would start cutting up the limbs. But I think we are suppose to get snow sometime this week. We'll see. Oh and she brought 2 new tires for the front of mower. I didn't know she was going to do it. I can kick her little butt sometimes. Watched the Super Bowl game , the Chiefs won. It went into overtime. Well Michael I'm going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Carla came out today and took me to the store so I could pick up a few things. I forgot to get my stamps. Oh well crap happens. Chrissie is going to pick me up tomorrow to go to Aaron's birthday party. They are only going to have ice cream and cake. And Jenny is buying it. Super Bowl tomorrow.The 49's and the Chiefs. I did a load of blankets , finished dusting front room. I forgot I brought the little pot of roses. They are red with white stripes. Going to put them in a bigger planter to grow bigger ten when it gets warm I'll transfer them outside. Hopefully I don't kill them , lol. Oh my Michael I wish with all being you were here but well. I miss you so much.It doesn't seem fair that God took you so soon. I wish I would have taken you to LMH. But I guess you can go back and change things.Well Michael going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Got a little bit done today. Did up dishes and got most of front room done.Just got to finish dusting bookcases,sweep and mop. I'll do litter boxes before going to bed. Then I'll start on rest in the morning.I got were the cats sharpen their paws on wood part of couch and chair stain with those stain pens I got awhile back. I want to save up to get a new one and maybe a chair. We're had these for quite a few years. First I'll get kitchen floor done first, then bathroom done. Well Michael going to close for now. Please wait for me.Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Not feeling good today. About all I did today was dishes. Thor was up about every 2 hours again last night.Getting hard to get a descent night sleep anymore. Too bad they don't have sleeping pills for dogs, lol. My eyes have been watering up all day. Probably getting a head cold cause my nose has been a little stuffy also. We Michael I hate to close so early but I'm tired. Will probably go to bed and try to sleep in case Thor has a bad night. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Didn't do anything today. Was really tired. Thor was up about every 2 hours. I hate when this happens cause it makes me so tired the next day. Thor did one shot today. The weather wasn't too bad today.I went to look at the back again and yell it's a mess. I wish I could give him a bath. But he just can't in the tub. And I don't want to hurt him by trying to get him in and then out. Got a headache. Going to take some pills then probably go to bed early. I guess Autumn got car fixed so Carla is going to be bringing ours back. I guess she wants to go down April 19th and the 20th. Well Michael going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Sorry for missing so many days lately not writing. It's just most days I don't feel good and fall asleep early. I started picking up Thor's poo. Not a whole lot done cause back started to hurt bad. I'll go out in morning but I'll put on one of those wraps for pain first .That way I should be able to get it finished. I went to check tree out by shed and another big limb fell off. It's a mess back there. It'll probably take a good 2-3 days to cut up and clear out. Makes me get a headache just thinking about, lol. Thor and I ate a good supper tonight. Steak pieces, and mash potatoes.Well Michael going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Carla and Karma came today. Camarcus didn't. We came up to see you and get Christmas stuff off. Then to Kroger and then home. Short stay cause they didn't get out here until a little after 4:00. I did a load of clothes and that was about it.Oh swept rug. I had to use some of my casino money to pick up a few things.I've got to start figuring my money since I don't get Snap anymore.I guess I got use to having it. Oh well, crap happens. Well Michael going to close for now. Please wait for me, Til we meet again. Love you so.

Febuary2,2024  Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Sorry I didn't write yesterday. I was feeling bad and slept most of day and went to bed early.Another day of headaches and some dizziness. Today I made myself do the little bit. Did up dishes, swept and mopped kitchen floor and made some chocolate chip cookies, which for reason gave made have heartburn.It seems as if I'm going backwards when I should be going forward for all this crap happening to me.Well Michael going to close and go to bed early. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so                                                                 

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much.Very tired today. Didn't get anything done today that I wanted too. Made chili today and had some for supper. Now I have heartburn. Thor took one shot today. Don't know what else to do with him. Breaks my heart to see him this way. I just wish he'd put some weight back on. I'm going to see if there's anything else but the shot I can give him. Worth the try. Had headache again, still have it. I go next month to see Dr.Ahmed maybe he'll know what I can do. I'm on so many pills now that I don't really want anymore. I think my lung scan came back ok. They use all these medical words. Well Michael going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again.Love you so.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Chrissie took me to get all my test ran. The bone destiny test came back as still at risk for fracture. Dr office called and she still wants me to get the shot twice a year. The mammogram test I believe is ok. Haven't got result on lung scan. Got house payment paid , then Chrissie took me to Bob Evans for lunch. Then to Wal Mart to get her pick up order, I went in and got my milk and some snacks and stuff to fix chili. Then home. Only got dishes done up today. Want to try and get some cleaning done tomorrow. Tired tonight. Well Michael going to close for now so I can get this posted. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Happy Birthday sweetheart I love and miss you so much.Didn't do anything today, wasn't feeling good. Sis called today to check up on me. I went to give Thor his shot and for some reason again it hurt him when I started putting meds in. I don't know why it hurts him. He's getting so thin it makes me what to cry. I'm going to start feeding him more often thru the day. He already eats 3 to 4 times so I'll try 5 small meals to see if that will help. I may take him into vet to see what he thinks and to see if he knows what is going on with him. I'm starting to get dizzy spells again.I'm getting tired more again. What is going on with me Michael ???? Well going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Didn't do anything today. I did fix a nice supper for me and Thor. Not feeling good today. I told Carla she needed not come out cause of not feeling good. Bobby must haven't got Autumns car fix. It rained off and on so that must be why he didn't do it.I don't know who is taking me Tues. to get my test ran. Oh well. Well Michael I'm going to close for now. Probably head to bed. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much.Sorry I didn't write yesterday. Wasn't feeling good and went to bed early. Damn furnace isn't working to good. I'll probably have to have someone come and look at. I just had someone fix it I'm thinking just about two years ago. It doesn't want to click on when the temp goes down. I have to turn it way down then slowly turn it back up. Then it only runs a little bit.I put in a new thermostat in this year.Who knows want the hell is wrong now. Well Michael I'm going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Still not feeling too good. Chrissie got Thor some insulin. Once again she wouldn't take any money. Been raining again today. Just a light rain. I did go out and pick up some fallen limbs. That tree by shed had a lot off. Some too big for me to pick up. Chrissie said not to worry about it. Her and Levi will get them in the spring. Put I'll try cutting them up once it starts to warm up. So much needs done.I've got to start feeling better so I can do things.Well Michael going to close for now. I wish you were still here and well. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Jan.24,2024                                                          Hi sweetheart , I love and miss you so much. Sorry I haven't wrote last couple of days or so. Haven't felt good and been sleeping alot. You've been gone for 5 years today. It's hard not having you here. There's days were I think you'd be coming thru the door from work but it's just isn't going to happen. Chrissie and Levi took me to Watts for dinner. I finally got their cinnamon rolls. Got one shot in Thor today. Mom called today checking on me.Well Michael going to close for now, still not feeling good. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Carla and Karma came and took me to the store.We went to Five Below first so I could get my chocolate Neeco Wafers,then to smoke shop and then Bob Evans for lunch. After we got done we went to Wal mart then home. Thor peed in laundry room and then a spot in kitchen. THEN he pooped in the front room. He wouldn't let me give him his shot. Now I'm tired.Probably go to bed early. Well Michael going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Well your Packers lost to the 49's. 21-24.So now they won't be going to play offs. I'm going to let Carla use car for a week cause Autumns power steering is leaking. They're pretty sure it's one of the hoses.She wanted to borrow mine but Carla told her no that she could use hers if I let her use ours. I've got to go to store tomorrow and pick up a few things. Going to be cold so I'll have to bundle up good. Well Hon going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Well another very cold day.I had to set furnace clear a little pass 80 to get heat to click on. I should have worked on things. But when you can't hardly function doesn't help. Going to see if I've got any plastic to put up in rooms without registers. Just hope for the best. Carla called and their furnace went out and that slum of a landlord isn't sending anyone out to look at it until who knows when. She's had trouble with in for at least the past 3-4 years. As many repairs she's paid out she could have gotten a new one. I told Carla to let metro know about it. Lets hope the damn pipes don't freeze and bust. This spring I'm going to get ducts cleaned and get furnace checked out. So I'll have to start putting a little bit of money each month to get it done. Again I should have had it done before now.Well Michael going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Sorry I didn't write yesterday. I wasn't feeling good and fell asleep. Anyway, I did up dishes, started truck and car up. Put car in garage. Suppose to get alot of snow tonight into Fri. I put car in garage in case it gets bad and If Mike plows over here it would be out of the way. I'm already sick of this weather, want the warm to come back. Got animal things ordered. His damn box of bones won't be here until Feb. 5th, why I don't know. So I'll have to get a small box Sun. when I go to store until then. My gums are so sore. Well Michael going to close for now. Got to try and give Thor another shot. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Nothing done today. It was cold so me and animals just laid around to try and keep warm. Same coldness tomorrow. I've got to get trash out early tomorrow. So when Thor is up like he always is between 6-7 I'll do it then. Nose still running and headaches. Don't know why they have started back up. It might be today cause I haven't really ate again thing. Too tired to heat anything up. I've got to get out of this damn rut!! They brought propane today$635.00 for only 200 gallons. Never ends. I'm going to have to do somethings to weatherize this place. I guess it'll have to figure out things to do. I'd like build screens with plastic for front porch and doors. I'll figure it out. Well Michael I'm going to close . Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Not much done today. I cooked meat and carrots for supper but didn't eat so I'll heat up and do mash potatoes tomorrow. I just didn't feel good today. Really tired. Got to write out bills tomorrow and get into mail. No mail ran today. MLK day. Thor got one shot today. He tighten up but I finally got him to relax. Well Michael I hate to make this short but I feel sleepy, which isn't unusual. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Carla and Karma came down and took me to the store. Got treats for animals. Hope it last until next week. Still not feeling great. Tomorrow I'm going to try and get things done.Got a message from Mandy asking when I'll be in Mt.Vernon. I told her probably next Sun. She said to let her know so she could give me my Christmas present. She said both of their cars aren't running good. That's the excuse she gives for not going to Moms.I hope you don't get mad but I think this is the last time I do from them. They don't call and they don't bother to come see me. I don't know we'll see. I think I'll see if Carla wants to go over to Mom's Sunday. But I'll only be able to stay a little while cause of having to go to store. We'll figure it out. Well Michael going to close Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much.Thor got one shot in today.Going start cooking again so I can try and put weight on him. I don't know if you can see him or not but he's so skinny. His back legs look like toothpicks. It really worries me.Wind was bad all day yesterday and thru the night. From what I see a lot of big limbs down in the back yard. Next time it warms up I'll go and pick them up.Didn't do anything today. I'm going to try and make a schedule For when to go to bed early, meals and Thor's shots. Hopefully I can do it. Well Michael going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Well only got dishes done up.Didn't get yard cleaned up. It was cold and raining.It's going to get colder the next few days. High wind tonight & I think into tomorrow. I'll check tank again tomorrow to see if I need to order propane. Wish I could do a full fill but that's way to much money. Since the electric is going up. Thor got one shot in. Looked up about what to feed him to get weight back on him and it said to feed him high protein food .Like chicken , lamb, turkey and beef. I already know what vegetables to give him. Hopefully it will work. I think I'll give him oatmeal on top of his dry food every other day,we'll see. Well Michael I'm going to close for now. Please wait on me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Nothing done today. I slept ALL day long . Couldn't stay awake for any period of time. I don't know what is going on with me. It doesn't seem to me the doctors don't know either. Is it all the pills I'm taking or is it all in my head???? I can't keep going on like this. This is no way to live ! What I'm I going to do Michael ?? Finally got Thor's shot done. He's so skinny Michael and I don't know what more I can do. Going to go on line again and see what I can do. Well Hon going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Another cold and windy day.Didn't do anything today. Was tired as usual.Got one shot in today going to try and do another if it's not too late after talking to Carla.She's trying to find a place at Myrtle Beach for in July for 4 days. Cost a lot of money for amount of sleeping area she needs. I guess the kids are taking a friend with them. I was going to try and go but I can't afford to board Thor that long plus help with room etc. Anyway I'd probably would have a hard time walking a lot.If it wasn't for this damn stroke I could.Well Michael going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much.Bad day today weather wise. Cold, snowy wet rain and winds high. It looks like it's going to be cold for awhile. I just can't wait for warm weather to get here. Didn't do anything today, just tried to stay warm.Got a sore spot on my lower gum. I think it was caused by eating some peanuts.So it will be awhile for it to get better. Got one shot in Thor today, going to try and get another one done. I just won't fight him on it. He stiffens up on me. Try to relax him, sometimes it works other times it doesn't.Well Michael going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.  1/9/24

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Well this is what I did today. Cleaned out litter boxes, did up dishes and did 2 loads of laundry. Also got meat wrapped for freezing. Made lasagna for supper. I didn't like the taste so Thor got most of it. Since the damn stroke my taste buds aren't the same. I was hoping they'd get better but so far no. Got electric bill today, it was 105.00 both credit cards max out. So I'll owe 500.00 total for them. Got to quit using them. Alot was for Christmas and I use for animal food when I'm running low on money.So I'll have to try a budget. I probably won't be able to put money back for casino this month. Oh well I'll figure something out. Well Hon I'm going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Carla and Karma came out for awhile. Didn't go anywhere, no money for a couple or so weeks til I get a check.I miss not having my snap.The new amount of S.S. kicks in this month. So that will be alittle extra. I checked tank today. It's still 30% so I won't have to order more profane for a week or so.Thor took both shots today. Hopefully he'll let give both. The bag food I ordered this time is High Protein with real chicken and turkey.It only a couple of dollars more. I just wish he'd put the weight on and keep eat. He eats good. I did fix us a nice breakfast. French toast, sausage patties and scramble eggs. Maybe if I start cooking again and give him some he'll put on the weight. Chrissie called this evening. She still hasn't got a deer yet. Season ends first weekend of February. So why don't you put a nice buck out there for her, lol. Well Michael I'm going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so much. 

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much.Well I feel like a broken record, but nothing done again today. I always tired and not feeling good. What is wrong with me Michael????? I'm so tired of feeling this way. It's pretty bad when you can't even cook a meal when you feel so damn tired. Chrissie went and got Thor's insulin. She wouldn't take any money. I'm going to have to try and see if I can drive so I can do things on my own. Thor took shot tonight. Well Michael I'm going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Didn't do anything today, just not feeling good. Sorry I didn't write yesterday. Had body aches and slept most of the day. Carla didn't call until late and by that time it was too late to post. I slept most of the day today also. Still got a slight sore throat. I can't believe how tired I've been.Seems like I can't function here lately. If it wasn't for having to take care of animals I'd probably sleep my life away. Well Michael going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much.Another day of not doing anything again. Tired and not feeling good again. Headaches starting again.Got mad at Thor today. He peed on the floor, why I have no idea. I was able to get a shot in him today. Going to send Chrissie a message to see if she can take me to get him a thing of insulin so I don't run out over the weekend. They close at noon on Fri. and Sat. I've been paying for it the last few times and I forget to keep it back so I'll have to use my credit card. I don't get snap anymore so I have to budget for my food and taxable stuff. Well Michael I'm going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so. 

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Didn't get done what I wanted too except the dishes. Not feeling very good. Got up with a little bit of a sore throat, nose running a little and headaches. Probably getting a cold. Was going to do Thor's poo but it was cold and the way I felt wouldn't probably got much done. Well going to go to bed after Carla calls, which is getting late. Just please wait on me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi Hon. I love and miss you so much.Sorry I didn't write yesterday. Carla and Karma came and took me to store. They were late coming out so I didn't get up there to see you. And last night I went to bed. Carla and Chrissie called at midnight but not Kim. I had one drink , was tired so it hit me. LOL. Not a drinker but I'd already had taken my pills, so that's probably why. Didn't do anything today cause was tired. Thor up and down. I'll see if one of girls will take me next weekend to see Mom and take her gifts. Well Michael going to close for now. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you so.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Didn't get much done today. Thor up and down a lot last night. Not much happening today. I thought I'd hear from Mandy but didn't. I'll see if Carla will bring me up to see you tomorrow.Then to Kroger's to pick up a few things. Well Michael I hate to close so early but I'm tired. Please wait on me. Til we meet again. Love you so.