Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Went into town today to pick up a few things. Got Thor his food and bag bones. Also got stuff to do sloppy joes and shredded chicken. Then went to Carla's to pick up my crock pots. I got her a open sweater thing and gift card from us. Hope she likes it. One I wanted wasn't her size so I had to pick out something else. Then came home. Was too late to start on leafs so maybe I can do some before I go tomorrow.Got an headache again tonight. Going to go to bed until Carla calls. Please wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. What the Hell is wrong with me !!!??? I slept the day away. I can't get out of this damn rut I'm in. I think I'm starting to give up !! I've got so many things to do but I'm not giving a shit !! I'm tired of not having you here !! I'm tired of being lonely!! Why did God take you ?? I'm so tired Michael. Why didn't you fight harder ?? I could have gotten you better. You helped me get thru mine why couldn't you gave me a chance to get you better ?? Why ??I'm so sorry Michael. I'm just so angry. I need you here with me.I waited so long to get you and then you were gone.We were to grow old together. Start doing things together. Again I'm sorry for my harsh words. Please forgive me. Wait for me Michael. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Another day I didn't do anything. Wet and cold out so I didn't get leafs done again. Suppose to get more tomorrow from 2 different systems.It's suppose to be done by Fri. so maybe I can get it done then.Roots from the front tree are getting bad. I wish I knew what to do about them.It's hard to go over grass with mower cause of how big and high up from ground they are. Don't know. Maybe I can get gutters done before it rains too bad.Another I don't know !!! It's so damn lonely without you here. Why did God take you ????? All I can ask is to wait for me. I'll be there one day forever. Til we meet again.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Didn't do anything today, which isn't unusual for me. Didn't get leafs done cause it was still wet out. Then it rained again this evening so who knows. Brad and Britt came by this morning. I guess they had went by a food bank and brought me a few things. They also got her Grandma some stuff too. Not much but a few things. I've had a bad headache and my eyes hurting. I wish you were here and well. I love you sweetheart. Please wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Didn't get anything done today. Cold outside so I didn't get leafs done. Carla and kids brought supper out tonight. They really didn't stay long cause of kids having school tomorrow. That's ok cause Thor was off the hook. Arms still sore. Been putting creme on to try and ease the ache.I wish you were here and well. Been raining a little bit so hopefully I can do leafs tomorrow. Tired tonight. Please wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Not much happened today. Carla and kids didn't make it out today. I didn't get back out in yard today.My body and hands still sore. So I'll try tomorrow. I've got to get those gutters cleaned.Carla said they'd be out tomorrow and bring supper.She's got so much on her plate. The other girls also but Carla more. Talked to Jenny today about Carla's party Sat. I'm going to do sloppy joes and shred chicken plus buns. I guess she's doing rest of it. I did do a couple loads of clothes. Guess what Thor did ?? Peed on rug!!! I was sweeping bathroom and came out and there it was . I was so mad . I wish you were here. Please wait for me sweetheart. Til we meet again.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Well I did the leafs today. Only a small patch left.My hands, feet and body hurts like HELL !! I'm too old for this shit ! Still leafs on trees so hopefully one more time. The gutters are filled. If I can I'll get ladder out and do them. Maybe Chrissie and Levi will come over tomorrow and I'll break down and have him do it. If not it'll be me.You'd think one of the Grandson's would do it. I'm sorry Michael , I just hurt too bad. Please wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much.Body sore today so I really didn't do anything. Today was Levi's birthday. They ask me to go to dinner with them. Chrissie was taking him to Longhorn and wanted me to go.Had a nice time. You should see the yard, filled with leafs again ! Makes me mad cause I had it done yesterday. Storms today so if it dries out some I'll take blower to it.Chrissie said they'd come and do it but I'll try and do it myself. That damn light outside is acting up again. Oh well, one thing after another. Please wait for me. Til we meet again,

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Well I got yard mowed. I started just to mow to get leafs into field but ended up mowing the whole yard.Harold was mowing and stopped by to tell me to blow leafs into the field and he'd help me burn them.I'll use blower every 2-3 days to try and keep on top of it. Body sore now. As usual, lol. Going to put some things in shed to put truck in garage.Doesn't look like I'll be able to fix it right now. Either tomorrow or Sat. I'll take car to sweep it out so I'll come by to see you. If I don't go with Chrissie tomorrow I'll do it then. I wish with all my heart that you were here. Just wait for me Michael. Til we meet again.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Took Thor to Vet today. Got everything done he needed plus 6mos. of meds. Costed me 247.80. Then went and got gas and yes his push up. Then home. Was going to do gutters but it was a misty rain out. So try tomorrow. And guess what I figured out ? They cut my Snap from 132.00 a mo. to 47.00 a mo. Carla said to call down and find out why. That's almost 90.00. That's bullshit. Not feeling to good again today. Going to go to bed early. Please wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. I tried doing things today. Got 2 small loads of clothes done today. Dishes done up, litter boxes done.That's about it. Was raining so I couldn't do gutters. After I take Thor to Vet's tomorrow and it's not raining out I'll clean them.Suppose to rain a little bit but hopefully will be done by time I get home.Then I'll start raking since leaves will be wet. Start near edge maybe by Thurs they will be drier and I can use the blower. I'll do my best. Read a little bit today. Haven't done that in awhile. I'm still not feeling good. Tired as hell again. I wish you were here. Just wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Not feeling good today. Headaches body aches and nose running. Hopefully it's from the Flu shot. Rain off and on. Even if I felt like it I couldn't do gutters. I'll try in a day or so. I think I'm going to bed early.Hopefully Carla will call early tonight. Thor had his hip hurting again today. I rubbed it down and seemed to got better. Sorry to make this short but I think I'm going to bed. Just please wait for me sweetheart. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much.Not feeling well today. So bad I asked Carla to wait until next Sunday to come out. Head hurts really bad. I just took hot shower to see if it gets any better. Probably going to bed after I write this.At least until Carla calls in awhile. Your Packers lost to Tampa Bay. Aaron threw 2 int in a row. I think his head was up his butt today, lol. Talked to Chrissie today. Was calling to check on me.Between my head and my back I don't know what hurts the worse. I'm going to get off of here and go to bed. Please wait for me Michael. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much.I went and did car payment. Then went into town. Got cat food, etc. Thor his one bones. They were out of the bag ones so I got him some dental sticks. His breathe stinks anyways, lol.Stopped and seen Carla and Chrissie. They have one hell of a mess on their hands.Kim never showed up to help.I don't know about her anymore. She's changed alot. I worry about her frame of mind.Then I came home. They came and plowed the soy beans to so now I'll use blower to do leaves. I miss you so and lonely without you. Just please wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Another lonely day without you here. Didn't do anything today mainly slept the day away.I've got to go and make car payment in the morning then go into town. The cats are almost out of food.They are still eating like little pigs. I really need to change things up. Need to set an early bedtime and quit sleeping are the time. But I can't seem to follow thru. I think after town I'll do leafs before it gets to bad. If I can do them maybe twice a week it won't be too much for me.I'm sure Chrissie and Levi would help but I don't like bothering them.They've got their own to take care of.Starting to get cold out now. Not looking forward to that. Please wait for me Michael. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Got cold out today and rained off and on. I guess the cold weather is setting in. They're saying we may get frost tonight and tomorrow night also. I checked propane it's on 35 so I'll have to be ordering it soon. Another damn bill ! Never seems to end.I don't know if it's because I don't feel well or what, but I can't take being alone anymore.My days seem so long and I can't sleep at nights. I just feel so tired . There's things I need to get done but the tiredness just makes it hard to do. I just wish you were here. I know I keep saying this over and over again.But it's how I feel. Just please wait for me Michael. Til we meet again.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much.The only thing I did today was dishes and laundry. Hung sheets and blanket on line since today may be the last warm day. I went and got spaghetti for supper tonight.I always get enough for 2 meals. I'll be glad when new season gets started for my shows. Body still aches a little. I may do gutters tomorrow. Just got to be careful on ladder. Sorry Hon got to close now too close to midnight. Just wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. I went and got my mammogram done today. Those damn things hurt, glad only once a year, lol.Then I went to Jenny's for awhile. Really couldn't get two words in at times, lol. Then I went and got tobacco and papers. I got all the yard mowed. Sore as hell. I don't know how much longer I can keep up doing this. It's killing my back.I could cry. I may have to get someone to do it next year. I got Thor's appointment made, he goes next Wed. And yes I have to put him in car.If Levi doesn't get truck fixed I'll call around to see how much it'll cost. Only thing is I'll have to have it towed to where ever. That'll cost.Please wait for me sweetheart. Til we meet again.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. I talked to Sis today about your Dad's base. Ends up it's ok. I went up to Kroger's today. I ran into Karen, I guess she's been in a mess.Next time I come up I'll tell you all about it. I got some small pumpkins and put by the Mums. Looks nice. Did you see them ? Guess what? The flowers I put in vase are gone. I guess that's no surprise.But ones Terry and Sis put in was still there.Came home. Brad and Britt came and took me to Texas Roadhouse for supper.We had a nice time. They both work at Fed Ex now. Third shift for both of them. Got to go get mammogram in morning.I'm tired and my lower back hurts. I wish you were here sweetheart. It's so hard not having you here. Please wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. I got that strip fixed and swept floor. That's all I did today. Still not feeling well. Having trouble with left eye again. May have to go back if it doesn't get any better. I've still got some of that cream he gave me when I had that infection so maybe I'll try it for a night or two.I don't know. I'll be by tomorrow, I want to see if I can find a number for Mom to call.I'll stop by their site to see what she's talking about.Forgot to tell you your Packers won against the Falcons the other night.30-16. They are doing good. Just wait for me sweetheart. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. I got weather stripping around door. Got to nail a spot cause couldn't get glue to come out of tube. Will do more tomorrow if it doesn't rain, if it does I'll do it Mon. Still not feeling good,this shot is doing a number on me. Went to bed last night around 9 Thor had me up at 1 then again at a little after 4.He didn't sleep in the bed all night. He did that once before. I guess Carla and Chrissie is upset with Kim cause she's not helping them out. I guess Tina's husband, Dale is coming back up in a week or so to get get rest of Judy's things. So they need to get their Dad's stuff done cause house goes to Judy now and they wanted to get it up for sell. It's a mess. Well Hon I'm going to close , not feeling good. Just wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much.I went and got my CT Scan done this morning. Then I went to Wal Mart to get Thor's bag of bones cause he was out. I also went and got my flu shot while I was there. Then went to bank and had money put into checking. When I got home there was message to call Dr. Reed's office. My scan came back ok. So my lungs are good.Then Mom called. She was upset because their base on their plot was damaged. I guess Terry and Sis took her up.She called funeral home to see if they had a phone number to cemetery and she said when she called it , it was to fire department. I looked on our papers and there was no number on it. So I'll go up tomorrow and see if there's a number on outside of building to call. Not feeling good. I think it's the shot so I'm going to bed early. Please wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. I wish you were here. I got another load of clothes done today. I went to Cramer's funeral today only because of the girls. I hope you didn't get mad but I needed to be there for them. Carla and Chrissie did fine, on the other hand Kim was a mess. But Carla and Chrissie said you were their Dad and didn't show any emotion. And Rick cried like an idiot, he didn't even know him. Of course he was already drinking. Chrissie said it smelled like whiskey. My body aches , I think the shoes I was wearing last 2 days were the cause. So I put the cream on after hot shower. Please wait for me Michael. Til we meet again.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Didn't do much today. About only thing I got done was sheets and my throw blanket. I got a load of clothes to do up yet.Was going to work in yard but my back for some reason is still bothering me.i hope that bugle isn't getting worse. Cause I won't do any back surgery.People my age don't do well. LOL. I just wish you were here Michael and well.Please just wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Didn't do a damn thing today. Wasn't really feeling good. Just really tired. I can't keep doing all this sleeping.Seems like I have to make myself to do anything. Was going to work in yard but didn't. Maybe tomorrow. All those damn weeds I cut down by that tree has grown back. If I get them down I'll burn this time myself. I had it looking descent, not now. Forgot to call Vet about Thor so I'll have to get it done. Got to take more money out of bank. Trash bill due then cost of Thor.Never ends. I should have tried to work again, still might have to. At least a part time one. Oh Michael I don't know how I'm going to make it.I wish we never got the car.Just added 2 more bills. But I know you wanted me to have a descent one.I love you for that. Just wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi My Michael, I love and miss you so much.Didn't really do anything today.I did winter clothes out and summer ones put away. I still have all of yours.I've been wanting to give your things to a homeless shelter where some who needs them can keep warm this winter , but I can't seem to let go. Will you give me a sign when it's time to let go of them?? I need to call Vet and get Thor in soon.There's an arm and a leg .lol Body still aches a little from all that mowing. They need to put shocks on them , LOL.Will probably get someone to service it next spring. It really needs new blades .Maybe Kris can sharpen for me. You need to be here Michael !! Please wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Well I got the whole yard mowed today. I got it done just right before it started raining. Other than that I didn't do anything. Talked to Chrissie a little bit today. Course I talk to Carla every day. I want to try and get gutters cleaned out tomorrow and get some limbs pruned . Was never able to get my ladder so I'll have to use the big one to do the gutters. Body aches a little and tired , may go to bed early. Since Carla didn't get out today she's going to come out after kids get out of school.I told her she didn't have to but she said no she doesn't want to go with out seeing me. I wish you were here. Will you please wait for me ?? Til we meet again.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. I went into town and got my pills and cat stuff. Dummy me I got a 40lb. box of litter and had a hard time getting it out of cart. It was a little cheaper to buy that way. I won't do it again, lol.Then I went to Arby's and got me and Thor a sandwich. Then home. Was going to start yard but it was cooling down, so I start it tomorrow. Carla probably won't be out cause their Dad passed away this evening, so I'll start around noon.Levi got their water line fixed so now they have water. Chrissie a happy camper, lol.My name wasn't called to night but I have another ticket to enter. Will you wait for me Michael ?? Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. I went over to see Mom today. She looks good but she's lost some weight since the last time I seen her. I was there for about 4 1/2 hrs. Time just got away. She liked her flowers.Then I came home and ate. Was going to start mowing but it chilled down fast so hopefully I can tomorrow. Chrissie called their water line busted and it's were they have to pay to repair it.I told her they can shower over here . I told her when it rains it pours. I called to have Dr. refill my one med. but will pick it up in morning. Was too tired when I left Mom's to do it. Hopefully they called it in. Will need to get more cat food also they're eating like little pigs, lol. I wish you were here with me. Please wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Well I did 2 loads of clothes . Then I went out into garage to try and make room for Levi to pull truck in when he goes to fix it. Got some things to put in shed , if there's room, but it started storming. So I'll try and finish up after I get back from Mom's or Sat. I'd like to make room big enough for both vehicles .I don't know if they will. I'll have Levi put bags in back when the snow gets bad. He's going to get a hold of his friend about the trans line. Said he'd do oil change also. I'm going to go get filter and oil before he does, lol. Going over to see Mom in morning.I'll come by to see you. It's so lonely without you. Please wait for me Michael.Til wait we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. I came up to see you today. Did you see me ?? I meet a lady there today. Her husband passed away a couple of years ago. She' also still having a hard time dealing with it. I guess his family gave her a rough time and has nothing to do with her just like Mindi did me.I don't understand still why she dropped out of my life. I never did anything to her. I just figured she never did like me. When I left there I went and made house payment. Then up to Kroger's . Got tomato juice also got Mom a real nice pot of flowers. Going over in morning to see her. Took Chrissie and Levi some soup over. Levi is stopping after work with that guy to get the cans. He's the one that lives beside Terry and Sis.Then he said he'd make room for truck to get it fix. I may drive it this winter and put car in garage.Not sure. Please wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi Hon,I love and miss you very much. Didn't get anything done today. I just not feeling well. Bad, bad headache. I did go get gas for mower. And got me and Thor spaghetti for super. I'll wait to go to Mom's Thurs. The store in Utica had no tomato juice so I'll have to go up to Krogers to get some.I seen where Packers are playing but it's an old game. I've got to do house payment so I'll probably do that tomorrow.Well Hon, not feeling good so I'm making this short. Remember to wait for me. I wish you were here and well. Til we meet again. 

Hi My Michael. I love and miss you so much. I came up and planted the Mums. I think they look nice. Do you like them ? Hope so. Did you hear me talk to you ? Then I went up to Krogers to get things to fix cabbage rolls. Going to take some to Mom along with the soup. It's done except cooking longer cause some of the potatoes aren't done all the way.Raining still. I've got to go ahead and use the big ladder to clean the gutters out. Rain flowing over so there must be leafs and crap in them.I don't really like using it but have no choice. Needs done. Please wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Alot happen today. Carla and kids came out. Then Chrissie and Levi came while they were still here. Levi showed Chrissie how to do the chain saw. And she cut it down for me. Then she powered wash backside of house and garage. Said she'd do the rest next weekend. Looks really nice. Talked to Mom today . She said she was doing ok. Told her I was going to make some veg. soup. and I bring her some to freeze. Also take her the pic. of you and Denver. Talked to Mandy. Everything there is a mess. Freya's getting out of control. Will got that job at Amazon. Logan came by to see them.I guess he's lost alot of weight. Mindi went into their Face Book account and deleted all of us. I figured it was her.He confronted her on it. He was really upset. I guess he's going to go and try to get a job at Amazon. And Chris is a mess. Cutting himself. They got him in a Physo.ward. He's getting counsel.Sorry Hon , got to sign off before 12:00. Please wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Well some bad news. I took truck over to Levi before going into town to make sure I had enough fluid in it. Guess what ??? It's the line. It's all rusted and a break in it. That's were it's leaking. He said he would do it for me. I guess he had to put a new one on his truck.He's going to get his friend to get a discount for it. He's the one that did it for the battery. I'm so sick and tired of it all. Just one damn thing after another. When the hell is it going to end !!!!!!!! You should be here with me you were my rock you're the one the one that kept me going !! Now I can just give it up !! I'm sorry Hon, I'm just angry for losing you. Just wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. I went into town today to get the animals their food and treats. Then I went to Taco Bell. One of my favorite food. LOL. Got my tobacco and papers. Trying to stock up for winter. Then I got gas, then home. Didn't get truck in so I'm going to try going in the morning.I called and they are open til 5:00. I guess I'm just afraid to drive it that far. I just don't know anywhere closer to take it. Hopefully nothing else is wrong with it. I got you a pretty pot of yellow Mums to place in front of stone. Will probably bring them up Sun.It was pretty warm out today, suppose to be close to 80's for next 2-3 days. I'll get some yard work done and other things. I just wish you were here and well. Please wait for me Michael. Til we meet again.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Didn't do much today. Only 2 loads of clothes. Gave Thor a bath. Tried to call Mom but she never called back. I didn't try again. Been in bathroom almost all day. And an awful headache. Can't seem to get rid of it. I could cry but would only make it worse. I may take truck in tomorrow. Depends on how I feeling.I've got to get it done. I called bank and had Candy put money in checking to cover cost of it.Money getting low so I have to start watching it. Too old to work, lol.If I make , I make if not start selling things.Well Hon I'm going too sign off, not feeling well. Just please wait for me. Love you so. Til we meet again.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Got a little emotional today. I wish you were here and well. I got back mowed today. A little trim done but not all. Started to trim bank but gave up. I'll try to mow it tomorrow. I'll push myself to get it done. It's getting to high.I got vent swept out so when it's time to turn on heat. Did up some dishes. I called again about trans. and also oil change .Will run about 260.00 so I'm going to go ahead and have it done. Maybe tomorrow or Fri. One thing after another. Then I'll stop and get ladder so I can start on gutters. That one on side of garage needs to be replaced so I'll check price on a piece it and try to do it. So much to do and only one of me !! Michael please wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Well I went and talked to that guy. All we did was go over this planning book. Telling me what infor I need to leave for the girls when I pass. Then I'll go back in to talk prices. Probably could have done it today but some guy came and wanted to talk about getting infor for himself. You make appointments !! Don't try and take my time. Then I came up and cleaned up flowers and mulch. Then the tree butchers came so I had to move the car. So I didn't get it as good as I wanted to so I'll be back up and do a little more. Then home. I just had a coughing spell and was so bad I threw up. It's this damn stingy crap I've had for years. Need to really try to quit smoking.Patches never worked so what's left ? Just wait for me Michael. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. I put a qt. in truck, but it's still leaking. Don't know if it's what I put in or not. Just going to have to pay someone to do it. Quick lube wants 219.00 to do it but I also need to get oil changed. I'll call and see how much to do both and take it in. Then I mowed front and part of back. Got a bad headache so I quit. Will finish tomorrow. Got limb cut and hauled back. Was a bitch but it's finally done.I go to see that guy tomorrow so I'll put things in car and when finished come up and take out flowers. Put silk ones in.Not feeling good so I'll probably go to bed early. Please Michael just wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much.Carla and kids came out today. They brought out KFC as a late lunch. I got the heaters in from the garage. Cause it's going to be getting colder at nights. I got filters in registers except bedroom. Need to take sweeper down vents before turning heat on. Going to hold off of that until I really need to. Suppose to get a few days of 70 degrees this coming week. Going to try and go in to get ladder tomorrow if I'm feeling better. That way I can work on cleaning gutters sometime this week. Leafs starting to fall a little bit.I wish you were here Hon and well. Lonely without you. I can scream at times. Your Packers won 42 to 20 .Please wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Didn't do anything today. Cold and bad headache.I went in and got me and Thor pizza from Villa this evening. It was pretty good. Wasn't very warm cause on way back there was a wreck by Northridge and 62. Had road blocked.I turned and went around in school lot.Mary brought over some shampoo, hand soap, deodorant and some lotion from pantry. She a nice lady. I guess Mike hasn't been well.I wish you were here and well. Going to try and get truck done tomorrow. Just didn't feel like it today. Tired and got to get this posted so please wait for me. Til we meet again. 

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much.Well I came and seen you today. Did you see me ? Did you hear me talk to you? It's so lonely without you here. Flowers are still blooming good. I'll be up either tomorrow or Sun. to take them out and cleanup around stone. I'll put in silk flowers also. Then I went to bank and did car payment. Went to Auto Zone and got trans. fluid. They only had 2 qts. so I got them plus funnels. Levi said to put in only 1 qt. to see if it's enough. He said it'd be ok to take into town.So I'll go in and get ladder and fan plus some salt. Probably low.I don't know if he's going to change it or whether I'll just take it in and have it done.Don't know yet. I'm tired . Thor's belly made noises all night and Annie kept giving him crap. So not much sleep.Please wait for me Michael. Til we meet again.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Didn't do anything today was sore from yesterday. And it's starting to get cold out so I really need to get things done. I've got to make car payment tomorrow so I'll come up to see you. I still get so tired. I'm so lonely without you here. I got Thor a heavy duty tire toy awhile back and he just now ate a hole in it. I just don't know about him.He eats up everything you get. SMH .I love you Michael. The funeral home called today about seeing if I was interested in per-arrangement plans so I go up Tues at 1:00 to talk to them.The more I do the less the girls have to. I just hope I can afford it. Oh well.Please wait for me Michael. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Got a few things done today. Got post on side porch and garage painted. Put a trim piece on edge of deck so Thor's chain doesn't get hung up on it. Then that shelf we were going to put up on the front porch to replace the other one, I did it. Will paint it when I do the trim inside. Don't know if it'll stay but it's up, lol.Did 3 loads of wash also. One clothes rest sheets and blankets. So I'm sore as hell.Probably won't be able to move in morning. That's what you call getting old. Need to call and check on Mom also.Just wait for me Michael. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much.Well I got rest of yard mowed today. Filled mower tire cause it was low. If it doesn't rain tomorrow I'm going to finish the painting and do the bricks around flower bed. I'm super tired tonight. Stomach aches and a bad headache. Might go to bed early.I miss you so damn much Michael. Why did God have to take you !!!!!!!!! Please wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much.Didn't do much today. I did get front and a little bit of back mowed . Will get rest of it done in the morning cause rain is coming in late Tues. into Wed. Then going to try and lay that brick boarder. Need to get painting done. Like to get that front gutter cleaned out. I may put some fluid in so I can go and buy the ladder I want and fan for this room. Starting to cool down at nights so I'll get AC out. Need to get some more plastic for windows.I'll be up to get flowers off and put silk ones in vases. Get it all cleaned up for the winter months. I miss you so much Michael. I just wish you were here and well. Just wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Didn't do much today. Carla and kids came out. Then Chrissie and Kimmy came later. They had to sign some papers so Carla can take them down to court to be filed.It's to get guardianship back from some lawyer over their Dad. I guess they found him wondering the street and was put in nursing home. I guess they didn't know at first who he was but later found out and not knowing he had girls they gave it to some retired lawyer. Long story.They've got their work cut out for them if the judge grants it. Makes me wanting to get my ass on the ball about a will so they don't have to worry about me when I join you.Chrissie told Carla and Kimmy about her and Levi. Kim just set there and didn't say a word. She was high as hell !! Oh well. Just wait for me Michael. Til we meet again. 

Hi sweetheart I love and miss you so much.Didn't do much today. Worked on computer room a little bit. But was still sore from yesterday.So not much done.I made some lasagna today for supper. Not too bad but couldn't eat much. Never do. Thor just sit there and watches and whines a little even though he knows he'll get some. Sometimes it makes me mad that he does that. Carla was telling me when she called tonight that Brad and Britt broke up. I guess he found out she was cheating on him and he told her to get out and not come back. I guess her Dad brought a u-haul and moved her out. I only hope he can afford the house on his own.I don't know how he found out . I haven't to Chrissie for a couple of days.I tell you things going to hell since you been gone. I really wish you were here and well.Just please wait for me. Til we meet again. 

Hi My Michael, I love and miss you so much. I went into town today, Got cat food and Thor his bags of bones.I was really sore again today. Just getting old or from staying active.Probably the latter part. But when you don't give a crap it's hard to do anything. I did get rest of yard mowed. Hopefully I can finish the trim in back before it rains. Suppose to and also Sun. The Packers play Sun. against I think the Ravens. I'll watch it if it's still on Fox channel. Starting to pick up extra stuff to fix veg. soup and chili to freeze for winter months. Probably do it Oct. I wish you were here Hon. and well. Will you wait for me ? Will you still remember me when I get there ? I love you. Til we meet again.