Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Went to town today to pick up a few things then I came and seen you. I water the flowers and the plants. Got to bring some plant food and put on them, looking a little droopy. It was super hot out today. I'm going to have the boys put the AC in to where I get it ready to hook up. I miss you so much, it's lonely without you here. The girls and I are going tomorrow. Got your pic. in my purse so I can put it on my machine.I know it's not going to be the same but at least I'll have you with me in my heart and mind. Michael I know I keep asking you this and know you will but please wait for me. I love you My Michael. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much.I got the trim done but not able to mow.It started raining so I try tomorrow. Thor has been laying in kitchen off and on all day.I found the snake I ran over the other day when I mowed.2 pieces. You know I'm thinking I'll never be able to keep things up.But I'll do my best. Carla's got poison ivy, she's got to go to Drs. to get something cause everything she's doing isn't working. I just wish you were here and well. I gets so lonely without you.We'll be together one day in each others arms forever. Til we meet again. I love you Michael Allan !!

Hi My Michael, I love and miss you so much. Lonely once again today without you .Really didn't do anything today. So hot out and by the time the sun starts to go down I don't feel like doing anything. But I've got to do yard again. I asked trash man if he could take that stove and he said yes, so I'm going to see if the boys will put it by road so they can haul it next week.Also have them put AC in window.I've got so much to do but some of it I can't do it by myself. If I was younger I'd have no problem doing it all. I wish you were here Michael, I miss you so much. Don't know how much longer I can go on without you.But someday we'll be together again forever. I just hope it's all true. Just wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you My Michael !!!.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. It's so lonely here without you . I had a little bit of a melted down, just too many things remind me of you. I really didn't do much today . Done couple of loads of clothes , clean the cats area. Took off bedroom door again. Thor acting strange again today, don't know what's going on with him .I guess Kris is watching Thor Sat. and Brad Sun. until we get back. Mandy kept putting me off so I told her never mind Thor was covered. It's not like she would be leaving that soon to go to Ga. I just don't think she should be moving that far from family. But it's her choice. I love you Michael Allan !! Please wait for me, I'll be with you one day. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. I wish you were here with us. I went to store today. Then I came and seen you before I came home .Thor pacing around again today.He lays by back door alot this evening. Mandy still waiting for Becky to find a place. Still going to leave as far as I know of. Rain again today.Was really hot today also.You'd probably would already had the A C in, lol. I love you so much Michael Allan. We'll be together forever one day. Just wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you still so much. Lonely again today. Thor laid in a different spot today, it was on the bedroom floor on your side. Was you here today ? If so he knew it. Laying by back door now. Carla and kids came out for awhile. Camarcus team won the tournament 1st place. And 2nd place out of the whole league. They got a medal and a trophy. He done really good this year. He's still acts a little butt every now and then.I just wish you were here to see all of this or can you ? The fireworks was pretty good. They didn't go real high up but was nice. I guess Chrissie went to dinner with Kris and Mercedes and Donny. Don't ask why cause I don't know. But it's her choice. Michael please wait for me I'll be there one day forever in your arms. I love you, til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Really lonely without you.I tried mowing more ,still really wet so I'll try again Sun. Summer & JoJo are taking me to fireworks tonight. I really need to get away from animals awhile, lol. Also to be with family. Too many lonely days and nights. A bird nest fell out of tree and I found 4 dead baby birds. Sad day. Please wait for me.If not late I'll write more to let you know how things went. Ilove you Michael Allan. Til we meet again.

Hi My Michael, I love and miss you so much. Chrissie took me over to be with Kimmy for that nerve burning. The Dr. was behind an 1 1/2 hrs. So we waited. Kimmy was getting super upset. They told her not to eat or drink anything when they called her but the guy we talked to said no she could have eaten, so we took her down and I got her something. It worked so far, no pain but she has things to do like Rest. which means Ricky needs to help her out. I know what you're thinking same as me. I was tired from sitting so the rest of yard didn't get done so in morning I'll finish. Summer asked me if I wanted to go with all of them tomorrow night at Edwards Field for fireworks and I said yes. I just need to be around family. It gets so lonely without you here.I think I might make it an early nite. Bad headache again. I love you Michael Allan. Please wait for me. We'll be together soon. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Well another lonely day without you. Rain again most of the day. I came and seen you today.Did you see and hear me ?? They still haven't put in anymore dirt down yet. I came home and Thor had peed in the kitchen, don't know why cause I had put him out before I left. Well Kim gets her thing done tomorrow. I hope everything goes ok and it helps. I need to tell you something I've been getting light headed. Don't know what it is causing it. At times it make me feel strange. Also it scares me. I know if you were here you'd say get to the Drs. I just wish you were here with me.We'll be together some day soon. Please wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you. This will probably be short. Having a real bad storm.Might lose signal. I got alot of yard mowed. The rest was so wet. May have to wait until Fri. to do rest & start all over again. I was in garage when a beautiful butterfly flew in.The body was all black with orange trim around wings. I talked to it because I felt it was you with a message for me & Chrissie since it was the Bears color.I let her know. I wish you were here and well. Days and nights so lonely. Most days it's hard for me to deal with.I love you Michael Allan. Please, please wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Lonely again today, of course every day and night is lonely without you here with me. Took Thor with me to do car payment. Yes I got his push up.He really did good. Got alittle antsy at bank but all and all he was good. Didn't do much today. Hopefully I can mow tomorrow, still wet out there today. May go out before it gets too dark and trim , that way I won't have to do it tomorrow and just mow. Did I tell you Marys back ?? Seen her yesterday.I keep getting tired and tired each day.Don't know if it's stress or I just don't give a damn anymore!!! If you were here I'd have something to look forward everyday but you're not. I'm sorry Hon I just get so angry that God took you. Just please wait for me. I love you Michael Allan. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. It's lonely here without you.Rain off and on all day and night. A little thunder also. Well, Will got married. Did you see it ?? Then Mom called and asked me if I knew about it. I told her Mandy just told me Sun. I thought she already called Mom, but she didn't. Or I would have called her. She was a little upset which I can't blame her.It seems like alot is happening since you been gone. I'm trying my best to handle things. If it doesn't rain tomorrow I'll take Thor down when I do car payment. And yes I'll get his push up. I've had bad headaches the last couple of days, think it's just stress. Kim has her surgery done Fri. Summer is going to pick me up so I can be there for her. I'm trying Michael, I really am, just gets hard at times. I wish so much you were here and well. I love you Michael !!! Please wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart ,I love and miss you so much, sorry I didn't get here in time to say Happy Fathers Day. Damn signal was lost due to storm. We came to see you and put things on the plot. Kimmy, Carla, Chrissie, Mandy, Freya, Karma, Camarcus, and I were there. Did you see us ?? Kim Ann left you a candy bar also plus other things. I guess Will, Breeanne and Freyra was up to see you Fri. I hope your ready for this news, Will and Breeanne are getting married tomorrow ( Mon. ) She wanted to before she left for boot camp in July. Then they had to take MeMe to hospital. She has a kidney stone. They said they've never seen anyone at that young of age having one. But I guess they said she'd pass it.One thing after another. I miss you Michael. So lonely without you, but we'll be together one day soon.I love you Michael Allan !! Til we meet again.( this is for June 16,2019 )

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Jenny , Kyra, & Klair came today and we came and seen you. They made you some pretty silk flower arrangement. I really didn't get to talk to you like I always do. Then they took me up to Krogers to pick up a few things. Then home, they didn't stay, had to get back home. Raining again today. Now there's tornado warnings out. So if I loss signal I'm sorry.I guess it's in Sunbury area now, so it may not get near here.I wish you were here and well. Still don't know why God took you. I still keep going over and over in my head if I missed a sign. Please wait for me. I love you Michael Allan. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart. I love and miss you so much. I got alot done today. I got shed cleaned, tree pruned ,picnic table clean, that cement pad cleaned off. Now I'm so sore can hardly move. I guess when you get old that happens. Thor stayed out most of the time with me.Chrissie got all moved today. Haven't heard from Mandy. I wish with all my heart you were here and well.I've been thinking about going over and seeing Sharon someday. It's been along while. I think I told you I was giving Terry your Dad's lighter, I think you'd want him to have it. Well Hon I'm going to close. I love you and please wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you. Gloomy and rainy day. Makes it more lonely without you. Didn't get to do more in yard cause of the rain. Chrissie got her key today. Not feeling good so I'm not on here long. Just wanted to let you know I talked to you. Please wait for me. I love you Michael Allan. Til we meet again, Headache from hell. Body aches alittle.

Hi My Michael. I love and miss you so much. Another day without you. I sure wish you were here. Well I got all of the yard mowed today. Still need to do the tree limbs, but it started raining. Same thing tomorrow so I'll probably won't get it done til Fri. Never ends. Harold did bank again. He's such a sweet old man. Mary hasn't came back yet.Talked to Mom today. She's worried about Mandy as I am. Sis called to check on me. I guess her & Terry is going down to Georgia for that family reunion Sat. But they are leaving Thurs. early evening to take their time going down. They asked Mom to go but she said no. Well Chrissie gets her key in the morning.Won't be long & she'll be back home where she belongs.Well sweetheart I'm going to say goodnight. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. Love you.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Did you hear me talking today ? Took Thor Man down and got gas for the mower. Got the spoiled butt his push up.I didn't mow , going to do it tomorrow. Just cleaned the gutters out and alittle in the garage.I seen on FB that Many's trying to sell Maggie. Said she was moving and needed to find a good home for her. Don't know where she's going. I'm going to send her a message when I get done writing you . Thor's laying here sleeping.Kimmy 's going to go with us. So it'll be the 4 of us.Maybe we'll do this every year. Just like us. I got your pic. to take with me so you'll be with us. I'd rather have you instead of a pic. I wish so much you were here and well. Please wait for me. I love you Michael Allan !! Til we meet again.

Hi My Michael, I love and miss you so much. Rained today off and on. Was gloomy and a little chilly. Didn't really get anything done today. Went up to Krogers to get Thor some dog food. I came and seen you also. The Hosta's have a pretty purple bloom on them. Really nice. Hope you like them. Then I came home. Going to take Thor in the morning to get gas for mower and yes his push up. Can't forget that. Couldn't sleep last nite, just laid there and had a lot of thoughts going thru my mind. Carla said she didn't sleep well either. I wish you were here. Basement has water in it as usual. Try to keep humidify emptied to dry it out. I need to get it cleaned out. Just hard to do by myself. I'll do my best. Please wait for me. I love you Michael. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much.Carla and the kids came out today. They stayed for awhile. Of course Thor was off the hook today. Probably because it's been awhile since anyone has been here.Chrissie gets her key this coming Thurs. And the movers will be there at 9:00 Fri. to move her down. I need to take Thor for a ride, maybe Tues. to get gas in can, then may mow or Weds. Cause it's suppose to rain Mon. I wish you were here, it gets so lonely without you. I was figuring the bills out and I may have to get a part time job. I just don't want to use money in savings unless I have to. I just don't know yet. I really don't want to star leaving Thor alone, he's still waiting for you.Please wait for me. I love you Michael. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Not feeling good today so I didn't really do anything. I came and seen you. Did you see me there ? It's so lonely, days and nights are so long without you here. I wish God wouldn't have taken you. It should of have been me first.I haven't heard from Mandy, she still must be with Paul. Getting closer for Chrissie's move. Can't wait.Thor man's laying here.He doesn't stay far away. Still stuck up my butt.Annie was mad at me today, I got her down and clipped her nails. Sammie she just lays calm and let me do her's . I think it might be an early night, just don't feel good. Please wait for me. I love you My Michael. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Well I got all of the yard mowed today. Looks pretty nice. Harold's been doing the bank for us. He's a nice man to do that. Kelly or Mike neither one has offered any help. Mary hasn't come home yet. I wonder if she decided to stay with her sister .She went to Colorado for a grad. for her niece .I know I have to trim some limbs off of that big tree in back. Also clean the gutters. Never ends Hon . I wish you were here and well. Just walk thru that door and say it was only a bad dream. I can only wish. Well I'm going to close and take some cold meds. I know , it's summer.Please wait for me. I love you Michael Allan !! Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart. I love and miss you so much. I wish you were here and well.It's been a bad day . Got up this morning and both of my eyes are so bad.It's 8 p.m. and they both still hurt. Was going to try and mow but the sun hurt them too much.I've got to get something done with them. I feel like a prisoner in our own home. Can't drive can't do anything.I know this doesn't compare to what you went thru but I need my eyes. I love you Michael Allan , please wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much.Lonely here without you. Tired and didn't get much done today. I started getting bedroom somewhat ready to paint.Going to do it in a lighter color. I hope you like it.Still leaving your things the same cause I'm not ready to pack it away May still be here when I leave, lol. Really I'm not ready. Getting closer for Chrissie to make her move down here, only 9 more days. Mandy's still at their place .Don't know what she's doing.I don't think things are going to change , but it's her choice. I just wish she'd just move on & make a new life for herself. I so wish you were here. You always knew what to do. I love you Michael, please wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi My Michael, I love and miss you so much. I wish you were here and well so we could grow old together. I had to go into town today and get some water, cat litter & of course get Thor Man some snacks like he doesn't get anything lol. He's so spoiled . Then I came and seen you. Did you hear me hollering ?? Then I had to say I'm sorry to God. I believe he knows how much I still hurt from losing you. I just have to hold on that I'll be with you one day forever. I just love and miss you, I'll always feel that way. I'm just so tired.Please wait for me. Til we meet again. I love you Michael Allan !!!

Hi sweetheart. I love and miss you so much. It was another long and lonely day without you. I talked to you alot today , did you hear me ?? I talked to Mom today. She said Mandy was coming there to stay with her for awhile but never showed up yet. So I called her & she said she was getting some things together. Don't know what's going on .I so wish you were here. You'd know what to do.It was chilly today, I was cold most of the day. I think Thor was in one of his sad days, just really laid around at most. I'm going to try and go to Camarcus game tomorrow if my eyes are ok.I haven't been to one this year yet. Carla said he did really good yesterday. I guess he hit 2 kids in and himself. He said that was for Grandpa. That little guy sure does miss you. I love you My Michael. Please wait for me. Til we meet again.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much.Well Kris came today , he just changed the oil, said filter looked good. He said in the fall he'd change filter, oil and do the 2 spark plugs.And check the blades. He wouldn't take any money. I just wish you were here. I got all the yard mow. I'm a little sore but not like usual. I guess Mandy's on a roll on FB. I'll have to check it out. I still can't find that key to your tool box. I wanted to put some tools in it. It you want me to find it send me a sign, lol. Nights and days are so lonely without you sweetheart. But we'll be together again and that will be forever. Please wait for me. Til we meet again. I love you Michael.Oh & this is Sun.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Sorry I got on here late. Well Kris didn't make it here to do mower. (Sat.) Suppose to be here today (Sun.) Said he was doing body work and lost track of time. So I just did some trimming. Sum, JoJo, & Brad came for just awhile. Mandy and Freyra came down also for awhile. I wish you were here. Oh also I washes some clothes. Tried to find keys to that one tool box but can;t find it anywhere. What did you do with it, lol.One of these days I'll get that place cleaned up.I'm tired sweetheart, so I'm going to cut this short. I only ask one thing of you and that is to wait for me. Til we meet again, I love Michael Allan.

Hi My Michael. I love and miss you so much. I went to see Mom today. She's doing good. We talked for almost 3 hrs. Then I did house payment and stopped by to see you again today before going home. Pete and Fay put some flowers on our grave, really nice. It rained alot again. Kris coming in morning to do mower and he's going to check blades to see if they need sharpen.I miss you so much Michael, I wish you were here with me. Days and nights are so lonely without you.I need to get this place in order. I've left so much go cause I really don't care anymore, you're not here to share with. But it needs done. Please wait for me. Til we meet again, I love you so.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. I went in and got oil and filter today. Didn't really wanted to cause my eyes weren't that great.But it had to be done. Whelp starting to storm again so I'll probably lose signal.I'll never get this yard done. Kris is going to do it & sharpen the blades if needed. I'm not use to having to deal with things that you use to do. Why couldn't God make you better so you could have been here alot longer at least 30yrs. more. I'm going to try and go to Mom's tomorrow if my eyes are ok. I try to go over to see her when I can. I was thinking about Sharon so some day I may go there.Please wait for me, til we meet again. I love you so Michael.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Pretty lonely without you here. I didn't get much done today. Got summer clothes out. I still have all your stuff. Not ready to put away, everything the same way as the day you were taken from me. It may stay the same until the day I join you. Who knows. I'm going to go ahead and ask Kris to do the mower. Going to go and see Mom tomorrow or Fri. Got to get the gutters cleaned out soon cause they are filled alot. Hope I can do it. It's only me. Everyone says they'll help but I don't see it. I'm sorry I'm just in one of those angry moods today. Tired again tonight so it'll be a early night. Just you wait for me, I'll be there forever one day. Til we meet again.I love you Michael Allan.

Hi My Michael. I love and miss you so much. A little emotional day. I think I've got to get someone to look at mower. I think it needs an oil change. Not sure if you ever did one.I found a filter but I don't know if it's a used one or not.I'll probably see if Kris will do it. I really hate having to do things on my own. I only did front and a little in back. I thought it was making an odd noise so I quit. I 'll have get ahold of him soon so I don't get behind. Oh Michael I wish you were here and well. I'm tired and getting to point to where I don't care anymore. Some days more than others. I talked to Mom today, she's doing ok. She's the one that put the flowers and light on.Of course you already knew that. Bad storms last night. Oh and I found out Last night I no longer have Ash or Logan as friends on my FB . Probably Mindi's doing. I was so hurt I cried. I've haven't done anything to have her do that. I'm sorry I'm tired so I think I'm just going to go to bed. Please wait for me. I love you Michael. Til we meet again.

Hi my sweet Michael. I love and miss you so much.Chrissie. Kimmy and I went to the Utica Ice Cream Fest. today. It wasn't the same without you.,I brought a few things, then we went and ate. Our doughnut place wasn't there this year. Real bummer cause I was really looking forward to getting some . I didn't even get an ice cream cone. Like I said , not the same. Chrissie brought me beautiful purse. I seen it liked it but thought the price was too much. But when I walked down a little way she went back and got it, I told her I was going to kick her butt, but I think I can scare her anymore. LOL.She left to go home when we got back. I brought Thor up to see you . He was pretty good. Took my shower, now I'm pretty tired. Probably another early night. Got to do yard in morning. Never ends. Please wait for me My Michael. Til we meet again. I love you Michael.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Chrissie came down today and she went to Will's graduation with me. It was nice. He was sad that you weren't there but I told him you were looking down on him & was proud of you. Then Chrissie took me by were she is going to be moving to. Then we went to dinner, then home. It's so lonely without you here. But we'll be together some day forever. Tired, going to go to bed soon. Til we meet again.Wait for me. I love you My Michael.

Hi sweetheart, I love & miss you so much.I came and planted some flowers today. I think I did a pretty good job. I hope you liked them.T he flowers are shaped like little stars. Remember how we told each I love you all the stars in the sky and then more ? That's why I got them. Each time you look down at them you'll hear me say it to you. Got Will a card from us and a few things . I seen Amy up there today. Her and her Mom was doing her Baby's place. It's so lonely without you here. Thor is starting to lay by door in the day time now. Usually only at nights. Don't know what's all about. He misses you so. Just like me. I hope what they say about your loved meeting you is true. I had one of those spells today on my left side. Had to sit in car until it went away. I miss having you hold me til they pass. Wait for me. Til we meet again. I love you Michael.

Hi sweetheart,I love and miss you so much. It's been 4 months today that you've been gone. Still so lonely without you here with us. I know now that it's not getting any better without you. I just miss having you here. I got some more things done in yard today. Need to do a little more mulching then I'll have to start mowing again before the rain gets here. Never ending.I just so wish you were here. Pretty tired tonight, getting too old for this stuff. I guess Russ's surgery went well. He'll be in there for awhile I guess.He had a triple bypass. Well Michael I going to close for now. I'll be up tomorrow to plant your flowers. Please wait for me, be there to meet me. Til we meet again, I love you My Michael.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Got some flowers planted & mulch. Will finish tomorrow. Thor laid by door again tonight.Still waiting . Wish you were here with me so I could hold you and never let you go. Til we meet again. I love you Michael Allan, wait for me.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Well I got all the yard mowed and the upper bank done with weed wacker . Now I'm sore all over. I was talking to Harold today and they didn't even know about you passing.I guess Kelly never even told them. I wonder why none of them came to see you. Now I know why. Thor's laying by back door, he's been there now for an hour or so. He misses you so much, like the rest of us. Mandy is leaving Paul.Said she hasn't been happy for along time. She's going to see if Mom will let her and Freyra stay there for awhile. Will I guess is going to stay with a friend of his until she gets things done. Please be with her she really needs you. Chrissie is moving down June 14th. This thing is acting up so I'm ending this. Until we meet again. I love you Michael, wait for me.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Lonely here without you. I came and seen you today on my way home from town. I got some real pretty flowers and a couple of Hosta's to plant for you.The flowers are shaped like little stars and they attract Butterflies. These are just right for you. I really didn't get yard mowed , only got some grass piles picked up and a little trim so my whole day tomorrow will be spent outside. I'll really be hurting, lol.Still thinking about that mower. Thor laid by the back door again. He's still waiting for you. I so wish you were here. I love you Michael, please wait for me.Til we meet again.

Hi My Michael. I love and miss you so much.I don't know how much more I can take not having you here.Each day seems to get harder without you. There is so much to do and I'm just tired. Didn't do much today. Took Thor down to get gas so I can start mowing all over again. Seems to never end. If I knew you were going to leave me so soon I would have never started getting this place. This was suppose to be OUR home now it's just a house. I wish with all my heart you were here. Please wait for me so we can be together forever. Til we meet again. I love Michael. Please be by side so I can thru this.

Hi My Michael, I love and miss you so much.Another long lonely day without you. Carla, Autumn and kids came out for awhile. Truck is fixed and they brought it out. Gave Thor a bath today, he still has this order about him don't know what it is. It isn't his ears.Russ goes and has testing done the 20th & 21st, then open heart surgery on the 23rd. Jenny & I are going up then.It's at Cleveland Clinic.Sis called today ,they've doing ok. She said she wanted to check on me and to see if it was ok to plant flowers at grave site. Got to go into town tomorrow, still haven't got my pills.It rained today so hopefully it'll be dried by afternoon so I can start mowing again. Never ends.I wish you were here Michael. Don't know how much longer I can go on without you. Til we meet again, please wait for me.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Sorry I didn't get a message to you last night. I wasn't feeling well and went to bed early. I listened to that CD that played at the Funeral Home. I kept crying. I talked to you. I had a scare , I got up and started walking and got super dizzy yesterday. I had to hold on to Thor to get to couch and sit down. I had this odd feeling I asked you to help me. Thor stayed by my side until it passed. So I just ended up going to bed early. Summer & JoJo came out and took me down to Carla's to be there when Brian came to look at the truck. It was the filter, it had a hole in it. But I got the wrong size filter, so Carla is getting the right one & he is going to do it in the morning.I should have asked someone there. So it's going to get fixed. Summer & JoJo took me to dinner also. Love them so. I wish you were here. God shouldn't have taken you so soon. Sweet dreams Michael. Til we meet again. Please wait for me.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Lonely without you here. Well I went into town and got the oil and filter today. Was such a airhead today. Went into store came out and forgot the damn stuff for truck. Forgot to take my pill bottle & list. Wasn't a good day. I scare myself at times. I came and seen you before coming home. They still haven't leveled out the dirt yet. Hopefully before Memorial Day so I can plant some flowers.Thor's just laying here. As usual nose up my butt. Well Michael I think it's going to be an early night, just feeling so tired. Head hurts and eyes a little off. Til we meet again, wait for me. I love you Michael Allan.

Hi My Michael, I love and miss you so much.Got the plants planted that Mary gave me. Fix the brick border . Mowed yard, almost done only about 6 strips left, had to quit cause gas was low and didn't want to run out.So I'll finish tomorrow after I get more gas. I wish you were here. It's getting hard doing things by myself. I'm super sore , my whole body aches. So it will probably be a early night, that's if I can sleep. Got to go into town in morning , need to get some meds. refilled. Then I'll come up to see you. Til we meet again. Wait for me, I love you so.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. This May 14th, 2019 in case they haven't fixed the date time. It was lonely today as always without you. I wish there was a way for you to come home.God took you away too soon. I made car payment today. Brian looked at truck but since there was no oil he wasn't able to do anything so I've got to get some so he can put in to see were it is leaking. Hopefully it's only a line. That won't be until Sat. Hurry up and wait. Thor was acting strange tonight , he kept going into the bedroom. Was you there ? He misses you so much, I don't think he can understand why you haven't came home yet. The Vet Dr. said they have no sense of time, so he's still waiting for you. Just like I am.Til we meet again. Wait for me. I love you Michael Allan !!!

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Sure was lonely without you here. Was a long day. Did some laundry today. Started to shred some papers. That's about it.Just can't get into anything anymore.I use to do it because I had you to share with but I don't have you anymore cause God took you. I'm sorry it's just I still feel he shouldn't have taken you so soon. Today is Autumns birthday. I sent her a message from us. If the guy Summer is to ask to look at truck can't do it I'm just going to have it towed to Matthews. Just really know anyone else. Well I think I'm going to call it an early night. Til we meet again. Wait for me. I love you Michael Allan.I don't understand why this is still a day ahead, it's the 13th @ 9:30 p.m. Who knows.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Chrissie went home early. Carla and kids came out for awhile with some Mother Days gift. Super nice things that she made.Never heard from Mindi . Brad looked at truck today. Said filter looked good and plug was ok, really couldn't tell to much cause not being able to put up to see under it.So I'm probably going to have to have it towed to Matthews to have them see what the problem is & how much it'll cost to fix it cause I don't know of anyone else to do it. Hope it's the right thing to do. Could you send me a sign. It's so damn lonely without you. I hate having to do things on my own.But I guess I have to get use to it. Til we meet again, love you so much.These damn dates are out of wack. Computer shows it's still the 12th but this says the 13th, who knows. Love you.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you. Got my days on here messed up again. Only me, lol.Busy day today. Girls came out for cookout for Mothers Day. Brad & Kris also. Something wrong with truck. Leaking oil. It's down at Carla's .Brad is going to look at to see if he knows what's wrong and fix it for me. If not I'll have to see if I can find someone. Wish you were here to handle it and just stay forever.It's so hard being here without you. We all came and seen you. They all liked the Headstone. Then Mandy and I found your Dads. Well Michael I'm going to go to bed early tonight. Tired and not feeling too good. I love you so, til we meet again.This should say the 11th.

Hi sweetheart, I love and miss you so much. Went over to see Mom today. She really liked the flowers and rest of the things we got her. I signed your name to the card and the book and she really loved that. Mark called while I was there and they were coming to see her today. Terry and Sis is going over tomorrow and taking her to dinner, then to Rick and Tina's on Sunday. Stay for awhile and then on way home I came and seen you. Did you see and hear me talk to you ? I hope so. I still can't believe you are gone. Why did God take you from me ? Donny sent me some chocolate covered strawberries for Mothers Day. Don't know why. They were pretty good. Never had them before. Thor was laying by door a little while ago, still waiting for his Dad to come home. I wish you could walk thur that door for us but I know it's never going to happen.I not only lost my Husband , I lost my best friend. Please wait for me. Til we meet again, I love you Michael Allan. (This should have been for May 10th, 2019. )

Hi Hon, I love and miss you so much. Lonely without you. I talked to Mom today. Going over in morning for awhile and to take her Mothers Day gifts from us.Talked to Mandy for a few. I mowed the back again today. Want to try and keep up on it so it doesn't get so high. Cleaned out around poles and that one brush. Didn't get mulch down cause it started to rain Again ! Getting tired of all this rain.Oh Michael I wish you were here with me, it's still so hard not having you here. It's like I don't want to go on without you. But my time will come some day and we'll be together forever.I hope what they say is true that your love one is waiting on the other side.Please just be there when I get there. Til we meet again. I love you Michael Allan.