IIt hard sometimes and all people tell me that it will get better I find myself sharing those same word with other that have been in my shoes but in my heart it never stop hurting and it never ends .I get tears in my eyes every time I look at your pictures myself . You are my son ; soul mate ; and you took a part of me with you  you just didn't losee your life that day you lost mine I love you always  my sweet Micheal R.I.p.