Mimi jun, Tonight marks an end to a whole long season without you...I still can't believe it... But, after all the unbearable times that I witnessed your pain and suffering,I want to think and believe that you are in a better place.Rest in peace azizam! If at all possible visit me in my dreams so that we can have some time together again...I love and miss you so much...

Mitra junam, I was listening to a song on my way back home from work, and it reminded me so much of you.I repeated the song all the way home.I envisioned your beautiful face singing and enjoying the music.Mimi I want to remember you like this forever...The optomistic,upbeat and cheerful loving person that you were. I LOVE YOU!

Mimi junam, I am so tired of just looking at you pictures.I want you,I yearn to see the light in your beautiful eyes,your zest for life,your beautiful smile that used to give me hope...I am so afraid that you are slipping away from me and there is nothing I can do to stop it.I just don't understand and I guess I never will.I love you so much...I hope you are at peace where ever you are...

We all love you and miss you forever.

"who knew" :/ I love you, mom

I love you, mom..... I hope you're enjoying watching over us without being tortured by shortness of breath. Miss you.

Mom, I love you and I'm thinking of you every second - miss you so much

Mimi junam,Please forgive me for not spending more quality time with you.Although it was all my loss,I can't help but to think you needed and deserved more of my undivided attention and time.Mimi junam, I just didn't and don't have it in me anymore.I Just did the best I could... I know my best was just not good enough... and only God knows how I feel.You deserved a lot more.. I MISS YOU...

Mom, I drove past Normandie Farm yesterday and wished I could pick up your lunch for you. Auntie and I would get so excited when you would eat your bread and lunch with such enjoyment! I love you

Mom,

This all feels so surreal and temporary. Sometimes I swear I feel you around me - it makes me feel like you're coming back. We can only wish. I love and miss you

Mom,

I love you and miss you :(

Mitra junam,azzizeh delam,even though I have been side-tracked these past couple of weeks,you have been on my mind ever minute of my day.Mimi,delam az hameh gerefte,I so wish that you were here so that I could talk to you face to face.You were so right about so many things...I MISS YOU SO MUCH...

Mom, I miss you - I wonder what you're thinking and feeling from up there. Your presence is missed in every way. I love you

I love you mom!

Mom, I know this is crazy but I'm still waiting for you to come back. I still don't understand what has happened and why. I pray that God will show me a sign. I wonder how you are and what you're doing. I miss you so much. Love you

Mom,

I miss you so much :(

Mitra Jan, that Wednesday when I heard about your passing, I remembered C.W. Auden's poem and agree that after such a loss, life still goes on. I wondered why what Auden wrote did not happen

"Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone.
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Mom,
I hope you watched most of us get together this past week - we're trying the best we can to continue your traditions. It's so hard because you're not here and papa doesn't want to do anything now that you're not with us. I love you and hope you're watching.

Mom,
I wish you were here- the days are really empty without you here. Everyone misses you. I love you

Mom,
We got together for Thanksgiving. It was nice to see everyone but it felt so unreal not having you here physically here. I thought of you every second. I miss you and wish you were here so we could enjoy more time together. love you

Mimi Joon- Tomorrow is Thanksgiving,I am still waiting for your calls to find out where are my kids going for thanksgiving and hoping that we can get together as a family.What is there to be thankful now, Life without you is meaningless,has no significane, In my darkest hour you were my light ,I Feel grateful for having you as my sister.

Mom,
This is so weird - I have the day off of work but you're not calling me to ask what I'm doing. Today I listened to so many of my messages from you -asking what I was doing and wishing me good luck at work, on my PMP exam and so many more encouraging vm's. I love & miss you so much. I hate down time - its a painful reminder

Mom,

I don't think it will ever be possible to accept what has happened. Life has not been the same without you the last two months. It feels like we're just going through the motions of day to day life but there is always an underlying emptiness. I love you and miss you a ton.

Mom,

I miss you more every day - I love you.

Dear Mimi,

I have a lot of things I would love to ask you and tell you. I hope you hear me when I talk to you each day. I love you

I miss you with all my heart.

Mitra junam, The last memory i have of thanksgiving is the last time you made your special turkey stuffing.You were so short of breath and feeling not so great that day.You insisted and just had to make it because you knew how much bobby loved it.I will never forget that day.Mimi i love and miss you so much...

Dear mom,

I love you and wish you were here - I have so much to tell you. I actually have some time off and wish that I could have a girl's day with you and auntie again. I love you so much.

Mom,

Sonia says the weirdest things - I'm pretty sure you have visited her in spirit. I love you and hope you keep visiting us.

Mitra junam,You just can't imagine how much i miss you, and oh how empty and lonely i am without you.Mimi i need to talk to you...I go to sleep and i wake up and there is nothing in between.mimi junam, I am still waiting...love you

Mom,

I can't accept that you're not really here. I look at your pictures and it feels like you're alive. I love you and miss you - our lives have not been the same without you.

Mom, I love you so much. I listen to your messages every day & pretend as if you just left them. 

I wish I could call you just to hear your sweet voice and hear you ask about the day.

Love you ...xoxo

Love you, mom

Mimi we all miss you. We can’t believe it happened.

love you, mom

Mom,
Today one of my co-workers asked me how you were doing. I said "she's fine" - my friend sitting next to me nudged me & said why did you say that? I realized it's because no matter how much time has gone by, I still have not acknowledged & accepted what has happened. In my mind, you're always here. I love you

Mitra junam, six weeks have passed---I still, just don't know what to do with myself.I feel lost...I drive to the places we used to go together and just wish you would be with me.Mimi i miss you picking me up on my days off.I miss being with you..I don't know if you can hear me.I don't know if i will ever see you again.I hope i'm proven wrong and there really will be a "ONE SWEET DAY" ...

mimi junam, i don't see you suffering anymore in this life on earth.If only i knew that you are at peace..If only i knew that you are okay...if i only knew...then maybe i would stop being selfish and be happy for you.cause i got to tell you it was hell watching you suffer with that endless beautiful smile of yours always denying your pain.Please somehow let know you're okay. I love you..

Mom, in my heart and mind you're still alive.....As days come to a close and I'm on my way home from work, I just pretend that it's too late to call you & that I'll get to speak with you the next day. I

I love you, I miss you and just wish things were so different.

I LOVE YOU, MOM!!!!

I love you & miss you mom.....I think about you every second -

Mom,

I wonder when I'll stop being numb? This is so unbelievable to me. I miss you and everything about you. 

Love you forever..

mitra junam, how did i just leave you alone...thinking and feeling god knows what,and not help you open up...i was afraid if had started i would not have been able to stop.i didn't want to take an ounce of hope away from you.i am just miserable and can't stop thinking why the hell i didn't help you.i just want to hold you,kiss you and tell you how much i love you...

mitra jan, the brilliant life long star of maman and papa.with all your divine characteristic and heartfelt affection-you left us...true,you are not with us physically, but in these doleful remaining moments of our lives it is impossible to spare a single moment without you.. your deprived mom and dad

mitra junam,my life just isn't the same without you...i listen to your voice,i look at your pictures,i just can't believe or accept it.i don't think i ever will...the only reason i can carry on, is because of my disbelief. i love and miss seeing your beautiful face,your beautiful eyes,and your beautiful sweet smile...

I love you, mom :(

Mom, they say that time heals everything - if this is true, why does every day without you get harder and more painful? I love you - it's been a month since you left us and I'm still in disbelief. I hope you are stress & pain free... - love always

Mimi Joon- In my mind and heart you are still living and I continue to have conversations with you everyday ,I will have them until I see you again. Love you forever. Freydun

Mitra Joonam: You left me all alone exactly a month ago. It has been the longest month in my life. No one can imagine how hard it is for me to be without you. Every corner of our house is full of your memories. You are loved and adored by me, your family and our friends for ever.

Mom, I keep hoping that I will wake up from this bad dream. I miss you so much! I feel like a part of me is missing. My only comfort this past month has been the reality that you are not suffering anymore. I love you more than you know!! Love Always, Avid