I love and miss you so much son! I wish you were here

Happy birthday Nicholas! I love and miss you so much! We will celebrate your birthday tonight!

Nicholas Andrew you were almost born on my birthday. Auntie misses you and loves you so much. I know you're better I know you felt troubled and desperate. I wish I could have been there to help in any way. I did try maybe with too much tough love. I know how much you loved me I was your auntie you always knew if you were in trouble you could come to me and I would hide you protect you and shield you and love you forever. I remember all the days I was in the hospital and you would call me everyday and read to me from the Bible. We were so so blessed to have you in our lives. This is my first post here because I didn't know about it but I write to you regularly on Facebook and I post your beautiful smiling face. I know you and Erin are together you're with Gaga and super gramp and Gunner.I wish you were still here and happy and successful. Sometimes people are only meant to be in our lives for a season your season was the best of my life. You know you were like my own to say I love you doesn't cover it you are some of the best of what this world has to offer and you always will be.
Love always and forever auntie