There are just no words in any language that can express the debt of this loss. But I know heaven must be beautiful now since they have got you. Because you are an angel indeed. Your heart was as pure as gold like I said on your baby shower ose you would do anything for anyone . Your love for your friends where geniune and I can still see your eyes and laugh when you look without anything in your mind but love. You left but you are not forgotten always in my heart. 

Mama Mama,Ose.I call and you would ans Pikin.I met you years ago a young Lady with a beautiful heart .we just met and I had issues  you pick up my fight like I had known you all my life.since that day we both travelled out when got back to nigeria you invited me to your house where I met everyone around you.since that day you took me as family.Alot of people always felt we went to the same school as you cos you made me part of your life nd your friends took me in with love.There was no single day from that day I didnt see you or slept at your house when ever I was in Abuja.Your house was my chill pill where I could walk in relax nd forget my worries.I made some great friends along d way with you in my life.Mama,your big heart is unexplanable in words.you looked out for everyone around you to make sure they where OK at all times,you filled hearts with joy and great memories with your dramatic behaviour.America would not be same without you. They always said we look alike to the extend america immigration arrested me cos of your wedding pictures I was taking to you after your wedding.Took me time to explain  it was not me. At ur house u went under the cold nd snow pregnant wit ur hubby to get me a bed to sleep. Who wld make that peppersoup that took one to cloud 9? You trusted me in ur own way. Who wld write benin 4 me to send to my benin toaster,who wld come to my wedding nd take over the occasion dancing? The planner Ooo death is such a dream breaker.God gave us u to be part of our lives God has calld u bk to himself.May the gates of heaven open to accept u in Jesus Name.Amen.sleep on Mama Ose.

Since the day I heard about your departure, the image that came to me was when I saw you and husband at Southern Fried Chicken at WUSE 2 about 3months ago. You hugged me and asked why I was growing fat and I should watch it. I kept picturing your smile and laughter that day. 

You were a lovely amazing person with a big heart. I pray that you find rest where ever you are and may God give your family the fortitude to bare this great loss. 

Rest In Peace Ose

OSE,OSE..... MAMA!

Are you really gone or is this just a terrible nightmare????

So i can  go a day without speaking to you????

.... We planned to meet by August when your husband comes around so we can all attend Baby's dedication..... Why???

Could it be possible you knew you would be leaving soon that was why you spent most of your time with us and made peace with everyone????

Can i ever write the story of my life without mentioning you OSE???......

I wish you could answer these questions for me my Darling Bestie....

My very beautiful, confident, blunt, outspoken, kind and the most generous being on earth.... Ose you were a God-sent to me, my confidant and adviser..... My life will be sooo empty without you.... My ginger, My fastforward... kachoki... 

I am glad everyone who came in contact with you benefited one way or the other.... you will always go out of your way to make people happy especially when it comes to cooking.... you were such a great planner and executor, you always loved people around and will always use every opportunity to celebrate.

Ose, I'm still in shock, you were taken from us so soon... You are the life of a party, it's always fun whenever you are around. I can't believe all i have to hold on to are memories, Is this why you always sent me your pictures? Was this a sign I missed? 

The woman I am today is mostly as a result of my relationship with you, thank you for showing me the true meaning of friendship.... I miss you so much Ose, you will forever be in my heart!

Words really fail me..

With Love, 
Ijay