My memories with you mean the entire world to me. Their the only things I have to remember you by! Apart from when I buy Ben and Jerry's, although I haven't bought or ate them since I was with you believe it or not. Remember when we were little about 9 years old and we'd play outside and do handstands constantly singing the Rugrats song as we were getting ready to do them? Oh we had the best times even though it was only little. We never failed to do it every time we were playing out haha. Paige I was reading over our messages the other day and came across a message where we was talking about.. Guess? No really.. Bellevale. Come on how much did we love it? The message you sent to me was 'what would Bellevale be without us, it's our second home' it actually was though. We'd be in there for hours, until it closed mostly. Just walking up and down constantly, getting bored of it but still carried on. The security guards and the people who worked there saying to us 'don't use have a home to go to?' & me, you and Jodie saying 'yeah we do, but this is our home.' We knew everyone and just had a ball in there. It was like our daily routine, didn't even have to plan it. You'd just come to mine and we'd go there. Paige I'm missing you so much uno. Never felt a pain like this. I'm going to miss coming in from work or college and not seeing your gorgeous face sitting on the couch and no one being in there except you. My mum said to me the day after you'd left us that she was going to miss it too. You are so loved baby girl. It's unreal. Me, you, Jodie and Lily would be walking up and down Bellevale seeing all of our 'boyfriends' yet they wouldn't even say hello and we'd be like 'yeah we've been arguing so we're not on speaking terms, al text him later' yet we never spoke to them once! 'Why do all our boyfriends have girlfriends?!' Couldn't cope with you when you said that. It was the way you said it every time, never failed to make me laugh. Oh do you remember when you spoke sometimes and no one would listen you'd just go 'yeah Paige, no Paige, dunno Paige' it's the littlest things that keep you more close to my heart. You were always there for me no matter what. I got you up so early once on a Thursday morning just to go and see my mate Kyle and you'd flip. Can't believe we actually got on the bus with a house brush because I broke his one like an idiot, I don't even know how I done it. Yeah, we was walking around town with it like a pair of idiots and you kept going to me 'Chelsea can you just not give it to him cause I feel ashamed walking around with you while you're holding it. You look like a mental person who loves brushes' because I had my earphones in and started dancing like an actual idiot. Yes Paige, now I understand what you meant thinking about it. He heard that you'd died, and even though use had only met once he said he was guttered about it :( Remember our talks were we'd just sit there and have a good bitch about people who we hated? Well we didn't even hate them we just disliked them cause of the things they've done. Being honest we were just jelous haha. What girl isn't over things like that though Paige? Hahahah. Our little gimpy hand wave we done every time we were saying bye to eachother, no. No one will ever understand how funny it was. 'HIIIIII GUYSSSS' Paige I'm gonna miss hearing your voice so much. You'd say that every time we all seen you. I'm actually not coping :( Mine, Jodie's and peters arguements every time you came to ours 'Guys stop arguing I don't like it!' We'd carry on and you'd go 'ok Paige' 'guys omg shutup' and we still wouldn't so you'd go 'guys am goin cos use...' And we'd stop. Oh Paige :( Drake has just came on the telly. It's half 1 in the morning, you know I don't watch telly unless it's My Wife and Kids, Eastenders, 90210, Xfactor or some dead good film. I just out the music on don't I. Yeah anyway, Our song. We'd get so depressed over this and listen to it over and over. Our Peter always going on to you about his Fast and Furious DVDs he's lent you that he wants back yet they're 'in my nans' 'in our Lyndsey's' or 'I'll get Chelsea to come n get them tomorrow n she'll bring them to you' just so he'd shutup harping on cause you didn't want to give them back. Paige.. Georgia and Courtney misses you so much. Courtney said you were like a big sister to her and Georgia says she misses you coming in hers so she could give you hugs all the time. & Our Keleece gives my phone kisses cause you're on my lock screen and she goes 'Paige is in heaven with nanny holly' and she says she 'loves you alll the world and back again' :( I'll be back to speak to you soon gorgeous, I promise. Pinky promise. I'm going to try and get some sleep. Speak to you soon my girl, I can't wait to see you again. I love and miss you more than words can say. Sleeptight my gorgeous bestfriend ❤️ Xxxxxx