I still wish you were but anyway HAPPY NEW YEAR we all love you

I wish you were here to tell you this .. Happy Birthday!

Hi Paulie-I was thinking of you a lot since other anniversary of your death is coming so I made this site so in my mind I can talk to you and tell you how much I miss you and love you!!! God I wish you were here with us. Its my birthday today but I have a hard time celebrating it since your death. I feel like the month of September is all for you. I Love you & Miss you Deanna

If you don't know what to say...
Go ahead and mention my brother
The one that died, you know
Don't worry about hurting me further
The depth of my pain doesn't show.
Don't worry about making me cry
I'm already crying inside
Help me to heal by releasing
The tears I try to hide.
I'm hurting when you just keep silent
Pretending he doesn't exist
I'd rather you mention my brother
Knowing that

Knowing that he has been missed.
You ask me how I am doing
I say "Pretty Good" or "Fine"
But healing is something on-going
I feel it will take a lifetime. Love u & miss u
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