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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Peter Santeusanio llI, 28 years old, born on December 22, 1975, and passed away on February 28, 2004. We will remember him forever.
December 24, 2016
December 24, 2016
Great Bday my brother. Know you're loved and are missed daily. Know you're an Angel looking out for mom n Iason.
December 23, 2016
December 23, 2016
To my loving son. You are missed so much this day as in everyday of my life. I know that God is keeping you by his side. Son, my health is not as it use to be. I can not type anymore so George is typing for me. My memory is failing, to fast really. I had a major fall that has placed me back in the hospital. But while I'm here, I think of you and a big smile comes to my face. And when I think of you, my world suddenly becomes a better place. Son, if my tears could bring you home to me, you would have been here long ago. I love you my dearest son, till I see you again
All my LOVE
Mom
December 22, 2016
December 22, 2016
Happy Birthday Petey. Hope you are having a big party up there in heaven. I miss you so much. forever in my thoughts and heart. till we meet again my baby brother. I love you, Lynne
March 1, 2016
March 1, 2016
Petey, I tried leaving you a message on Sunday but I see it's not here. but just want you to know that you are forever missed and never forgotten my little brother. I love you and miss you so much.
February 29, 2016
February 29, 2016
Pete, You are so missed. I saw your mom this past week and I know how much she misses you. You are in everyone's heart. I know Traves misses you too. We talk about you often and are so sad you are gone. Tell John hi. We love and miss you, Connie
February 28, 2016
February 28, 2016
Dear Pete,
Your mom has been through a lot this year, with her heart and back it amazes me how she keeps her spirits up. I know, that you look down to and see her because you were in the car when she had the accident. You see, you are your moms angel. Love George
February 28, 2016
February 28, 2016
Loving Brother, you are so missed and know your blessings and prayers are assisting mom. Your love for her helps her. Miss and think of you often. May your being bring loving prayers for all as know you have shared so much with everyone there.
February 28, 2016
February 28, 2016
Dear Pete,

I can't believe 12 years have passed. All my memories with you seem like just yesterday. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you. Iason has some of your characteristics and behaviors and does things just like you. For that I am greatfull because I feel like a part of you lives on in him. I miss you so much baby brother and I wish the simple words of "the Devils a poopie" would have made all the hurt and pain go away. I love you so very much.
February 28, 2016
February 28, 2016
My Dearest Pete,

It's been 12 years since your death but it feels like yesterday. I still miss you more than I can explain and I love you with my whole heart. February 28th is the day of the year that my world seems to stand still. Pete, you are forever in my heart. Please continue to watch over me. This is sent with all my love.

Mom  XXXX OOOO
December 22, 2015
December 22, 2015
Happy birthday Pete. I would give anything that I own to have you back with your mom, she misses you so much and will always have that emptiness in her heart. Has Charlie come to see you? I'm sure he will. All good things in our life, will be with God.
Love George
December 22, 2015
December 22, 2015
Happy 40th, know you as a man would be so incredible as you always are. Think of you often and miss you. Know you are moms angel and please keep her of sound mind, healthy and recover perfectly with your golden energy you so magically shared. Merry Christmas, say hi to my kids for me.. :) See you on the bright side.
December 22, 2015
December 22, 2015
Happy 40th Petey. Not a day goes by that I do not think of you. Shadow is now up there with you. Please tell him I'm ok and not to worry that some day we will all be together again. I hope you have a big party to celebrate. And Pete please look after mom from up there. she has had a rough year. I love you my little brother always in my heart.
December 22, 2015
December 22, 2015
Happy Birthday, Pete.
  Although you are always in my heart, I wish that you were still here with me. I know that you would have been a truly great man as you were such an incredible boy and young man. I can't even express how much I miss you. I love you with my whole heart. Please watch over me. Love, Mom XXXX OOOO
March 31, 2015
March 31, 2015
Hey there buddy. still miss ya like crazy and think about the memories quite a bit. Although gone, you are and never will be forgotten!
March 1, 2015
March 1, 2015
Oh Pete such a sad day for us all. OT has been 11 years and my heart still aches as much as it did than. You will be forever missed and never forgotten. Miss and love you so much. Love, Lynne
February 28, 2015
February 28, 2015
Hi Pete,
This day is the saddest day in our lives. I look at your memorial stone everyday. And think of the short time we had to meet, the sadness that your mom feels everyday and the love that you shared with everyone you touched.

Love
George
February 28, 2015
February 28, 2015
I miss you everyday and can't believe it has been 11 years. Iason and I talk about you all the time. There are so many things he does that reminds me of you and he looks so much like you too. It's sad but amazing at the same time. Iason believes you are his guardian angel. You will always be in my heart and I love you so very much. The world isn't the same without you.
February 28, 2015
February 28, 2015
Pete, love and miss you so much. Also cannot believe it's 11 years, seems like two. Know you are protecting us from above. Know we think of you all the time. Till we see you again be here for mom as you are.
February 28, 2015
February 28, 2015
Dear Peter, Again, it's the saddest day of the year for me. In one way, I can't believe it's 11 years since I lost you. On the other hand, the hole in my heart is still as large and as painful as it was from day one. I think of you every single day. You are always in my heart, in my thoughts and in my prayers. I miss you more than you will ever know and I love you with my whole heart. I am grateful that you are now pain-free but I can't even describe how much I love and miss you. Always. Mom xxxxoooo
December 26, 2014
December 26, 2014
Merry Christmas Pete!

I did not forget you on this day, I wanted to wait a day so your mom could leave you attribute first. I know that God has you surrounded with angels and love on his son's birthday, just like your mom did when you were here with us. We miss you so much Pete.

Love
George
December 25, 2014
December 25, 2014
Merry Christmas Pete. Wishing you a spectacular day with Jesus celebrate bdays and Christmas together!!
December 22, 2014
December 22, 2014
Happy Birthday Pete and Merry Christmas! Iason looks just like you :) Love and miss your pain in the butt :) Ali
December 22, 2014
December 22, 2014
Happy Birthday, my precious Pete. I can't begin to tell you how much I miss you and how often I think about you. The loss of you in my life left a hole in my heart that will never heal. And, with Christmas a short three days away, it will mean another year without you. I miss your hugs, your smile and your wit so very much. I love you with my whole heart. Mom xxxx oooo
December 22, 2014
December 22, 2014
Happy Birthday Petey. I hope you are having a big party in haven. As you look down u will see a smile on my face because I know you are ok but tears in my eyes cuz I can't celebrate it with you. It never gets easier I think of you every day love you always -n- forever
December 21, 2014
December 21, 2014
Pete

Yet another year has come and gone without you. I see your memorial that your mom has placed in her garden, everyday. And I can not get myself beyond the sadness that your mom goes through by not having you beside her. Pete, I know that God has you in his hands.

Love
George
December 21, 2014
December 21, 2014
Happy happy Birthday Pete! so missed and loved. Your thoughts memories are forever entering my mind, wishing you were here still. Love, Light and peace spread to all who you look down upon. Guide as an angle you are for all your loved ones. Love you!
February 28, 2014
February 28, 2014
Hi Pete!

Your mom and I are going to move to a really nice play. The only thing that we will be missing is you. I got to clean the love garden, loaded with leaves. can hardly see your plaque. Pete, I wish with all my heart you were her.

Love
George
February 28, 2014
February 28, 2014
wow a decade without you Bro.. Missing you as did from 10 yrs ago. Time never sits still and the loss not any less. Know you are always looking down and assisting especially mom. You must have your Titanium wings for you always rose above and beyond anything you did. Say hi to our Lord and Jesus.
February 28, 2014
February 28, 2014
Petey it has been 10 years and I miss you as much if not more. The whole in my heart will never heal; that is your spot. I am so thankful that you are free of pain. Please be mom's angel. Love and miss you baby brother. Love always -N- forever, Lynne
February 28, 2014
February 28, 2014
My darling son, Sometimes I can hardly believe that 10 years have passed since I lost you. And, sometimes it seems like that most horrible day of my life was yesterday. I still miss you so very much. It just does not seem to get any better even after all this time. But, I think of you every day of my life and I remind myself that you are free of your pain and that you are in a beautiful and special place with God and the Angels. I love you with my whole heart, my Pete. Mom XXXX OOOO
February 28, 2014
February 28, 2014
Still wishing you were here, and remembering all you were. Miss you Bud!
December 25, 2013
December 25, 2013
Merry Christmas, Pete. Since I lost you, my annual Christmas has been sad. I still miss you so much. You are in my heart and my prayers every day. I hope this most holy day is very special for you. You are with God and the angels and it probably doesn't get better than that. Please watch out for us here that love you so much. Mom XXXX OOOO
December 25, 2013
December 25, 2013
Merry Christmas Pete!

Today, like every Christmas since you have been with the angels, is so difficult for all of us. Your mom is so saddened by you not being here to hug you so tight. I send you my love, and know that you are looking at all of us while holding God's hand.

Love
George
December 23, 2013
December 23, 2013
Petey, Please hug my sister Carol, my brother Tom, and John. Christmas without you all isn't the same. You all left us too soon. Love you all and miss you all even more. Merry Christmas, Connie
December 22, 2013
December 22, 2013
Happy birthday Pete!
Another year has passed, and the hurt just does not heal for your mom. You are in her heart every moment of everyday. please have one of God's angels look down on her today, to lift her heart. I miss you Pete.

Love George
December 22, 2013
December 22, 2013
Happy Birthday bro.. So missed n so loved. May you bless us all during this season. I reflect and celebrate your birthday as if you were here, in my heart. Know you are here in spirit.Till I see you again, Love you.
December 22, 2013
December 22, 2013
Happy Birthday, Pete. You would have been 38 years old today. What a great, happy and successful life you would have had. You had grown into a special, loving and beautiful man. I just wanted you to know that you are so loved and so missed. I miss you with all of my heart. And, even though your birthday was only three days before Christmas, I always tried to make it special for you. I hope that I was successful at that. You were the very best and most wonderful Christmas present that I ever received. I know that you will spend this special day pain-free and with the angels and the Lord. With all my love. Mom XXXX OOOO
December 1, 2013
December 1, 2013
Pete, I had a great conversation about you last night with a long time very special friend who knew you when you were a young boy. It was a special time for me sharing my thoughts about how much I love and miss you. But, you probably already know all about this. The world wide candle lighting service is coming up and I am so anxious to go. It is a special time for me. As always, George, John and Aunt Carole will be with me. Always know how much I love you. You are always in my heart. Mom XXXX OOOO
December 1, 2013
December 1, 2013
Dear Pete,
I spoke with your Mom last night and continued the special relationship we have shared for decades. We reminisced of years past, and spoke especially of you. We laughed over some of your antics and cried over your incredible display of maturity at a very young age. You were/are handsome in every sense of the word. However, your eyes were the insight to your soul. And that was/is beauty beyond description.
Pete, your time with us was short but most profound. You are a very rare person who came to us and fulfilled your calling at a very young age. Knowing all this does not lessen the heaviness in my heart or the sadness in my soul. Then again, I am blessed to have had you in my life and would not trade that experience for anything imaginable.
Smile on your Mom and know how much you are loved and missed.
Every strawberry reminds me of you.
Love Clara
September 29, 2013
September 29, 2013
HELLOPETER, I WANT TO SHARE MY DAY WITH YOU. WE(MY FAMILY) WENT ON A"CHERISH THE CHILDREN" WALK TODAY. IT WAS VERY INSPIRING. WE PRAYED & REMEMBERED OUR LOVED CHILDREN WHO HAVE LEFT US TOO SOON. MY DAUGHTER KYM & YOU WERE SENT MANY PRAYERS AND LOVE..AN ANGEL WAS COVERED WITH WHITE FLOWERS BY THE FAMILIES & WHITE DOVES WERE RELEASED. THEY FLEW RIGHT TOWARD HEAVEN WHERE YOU & KYM ARE.LOVE
September 27, 2013
September 27, 2013
HELLO PETER, MY NAME IS CLAUDIA. I FEEL AS THO I KNOW YOU THRU THIS BEAUTIFUL MEMORIAL YOUR MOM HAS SET UP FOR YOU. LOOKING AT YOUR PICTURES FROM A NEWBORN (BEAUTIFUL) TO A DAPPER TEEN TO A HANDSOME YOUNG MAN, ALWAYS SMILING, EYES SPARKLING AS THO YOU WERE ALWAYS PLANNING SOMETHING.VERY SPECIAL. THAT IS HOW I SEE YOU........SPECIAL. PRAY FOR US PETER WE NEED THAT. SEND MOM A SIGN,
February 28, 2013
February 28, 2013
Miss you dude. Thinkin of the good times often. Tell everyone I say hi.
February 28, 2013
February 28, 2013
Hi Pete!
For the rest of my life, this day that you left us will be heavily laden on my heart. Miss you so much Pete.
Love
George
February 28, 2013
February 28, 2013
9 yrs now.. wow.. still feels like yesterday.. miss you and love you.. Think of you so often.. send some blessings to all you know. Will be in touch again soon.
February 28, 2013
February 28, 2013
Pete, Even though it has been 9 years since I lost you, the hole in my heart is still there. I guess it will always be there. I can't even express in words how much I miss and love you. The only thing that helps keep me going is knowing that you are safe, pain-free and at peace. I love you with my whole heart. For always. Mom  xxxx oooo
February 28, 2013
February 28, 2013
Pete wow 9 years of missing you and a heavy heart  I miss and love you so much.
February 28, 2013
February 28, 2013
Still think of you:) I'll add a picture today 4 ya! Love Always, Ali
January 1, 2013
January 1, 2013
Happy New Years! Pete, this is another new year that we are with out you. I am still so very sad. Yesterday I made your favorite egg strata. The receipe is under, "Pete's favorite egg strata." We are not going to have our usual New Years brunch because I just was not up to it this year. Just always remember how much I love and miss you. Mom
January 1, 2013
January 1, 2013
Hi Pete! Happy New Year.
I so do wish with all my heart that you are here with us. Miss you a lot. I will give your mom a kiss for you.
Love
George
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February 28
February 28
Brother Pete,
I cannot believe it's 20 yrs since. Always missing you every day as I think of you often. Know Kristen and mom are both there with you now. Love to all! Say hi and Thank Jesus and our Lord for everything. May the blessings continue and protect us all as you know how things totally are.
February 28
February 28
Sure do miss you Bud. My bad for not leaving more tributes, but there ain't a day that goes by that I don't think of you. I was heart broken when I got the news of your mom, she was a special person and I sure do love her. Please know that you are still loved, missed and won't ever be forgotten. 
February 28, 2023
February 28, 2023
Our Lord and Heaven are having a Celebration for you being with them. We are always thinking of you and missing you as we know you are in His hands and you are an Angel saving this world. Love you!
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The Bond Between Mother and Son Lasts a Lifetime

September 30, 2013

Pete,


My friend, Claudia, shared this with me and I wanted to share it with you because I think it is so true. Even though you are on the other side, I still feel such a strong bond with you. You will be a part of my life and my heart for as long as I live. So, until we are together again, I share the following.


              The Bond Between Mother and Son Lasts a Lifetime

The bond between Mother and Son is a special one

It remains unchanged by time or distance

It is the purest love - unconditional and true

It is understanding of any situation and forgiving of any mistake.


Thank you, Claudia 
  

   
     
   

March 24, 2012

With a pool in our back yard, every year we had at least two holiday pool parties. Memorial Day, we celebrated the beginning of a sunny and fun summer season. And, Labor Day we celebrated all of the great summer times that had passed and we prepared to wrap up our pool parties for the season.

At every pool party, Pete would wait for the perfect moment and he would "moon" everyone from high above the diving board. He was usually followed by his best friend Traves.  Our friends came to expect it but it always drew hearty applause.

If Tomorrow Starts Without Me

March 16, 2012

When tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today.
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.     

I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and hug you
And maybe see you smile,
But  then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things, I
might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,
He said, "This is eternity,
And all I've promised you."
Today your life on earth is past,
But here life starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the same way
There's no longing for the past.
You have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Though there were times
You did some things
You knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven
And now at last you're free.
So won't you come and take my hand
And share my life with me?

So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.


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