today you would of been 65 my darling ,,you should of been retiring today ,,you had everything planned about what you were going to do ,down to the last detail .today was to of ben the start of a new life for both of us ,but sadly it was not meant to be phily ,,i just ncant believe you are gone ,,my heart is still in pieces,.i miss you more as time goes on ,as long as i live you will live on in my heart ,. oh my how you would of been celebrating today ,,i can picture it all in my mind ,,thats the bit that breaks me  i love you so very much ,you taught me so much ,,but you didnt teach me how to live without you ,so my darling happy birthday up in heaven ..love you always my darling phily xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx