I remember when I had to for surgery and it was open heart surgery I was so scared and he was by my side when I was put out for my surgery i out for four hours I knew he was there holding me and he was comfort and he was always there to protect me against anyone who try to hurt me he was my best friend and my soul mate and now he is gone to sleep forever and ever but I still hold him close to me and my heart mind and soul I love you dearly my Ricky