HEY KIDDO, I WISH YOU WERE HER SO WE COULD CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY IN PERSON. IT`S BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I WAS ON HERE, (I have no excuse) I MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY BOY. GREG HAS MOVED IN WITH US NOW BECAUSE DAD CAN`T TAKE CARE OF ME ANYMORE. EVERYTIME I HEAR GREG`S VOICE, I GET CHILLS BECAUSE HE SOUNDS SO MUCH LIKE YOU. HE LOOKS LIKE YOU. BUT HE IS STILL HIS OWN MAN, SO IT ONLY TAKES A SECOND TO REGROUP MY EMOTIONS. WE ALL FEEL YOUR PRESENCE EVERYDAY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SON. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. LOVE MAMA !!

Had a few shots for you yesterday homie......rest easy bro.

HEY SWEET BABY BOY. WELL, IT WOULD HAVE BEEN YOUR BIRTHDAY TODAY. I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. I WISH YOU WERE STILL HERE, BUT AT THE SAME TIME I REALIZE YOU WERE IN ALMOST CONSTANT PAIN. I HOPE THAT YOU ARE HAPPY WHERE EVER YOU ARE. I HOPE YOU WILL BE WAITING WITH OPEN ARMS WHEN FINALLY I CAN JOIN YOU. HAPPY HEAVENLY BIRTHDAY KID !!

HEY KID, I CAN`T BELIEVE IT`S BEEN 10 YRS. SINCE YOU LEFT US BEHIND. SOMETIMES IT FEELS LIKE FOREVER, BUT, MOST OF THE TIME IT FEELS LIKE A MINUTE AGO. THERE ARE NO WORDS FOR HOW VERY MUCH I MISS YOU. I CAN`T WAIT TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS AGAIN. ALL OUR LOVE MOM & DAD !!

Sucks not having you around anymore man, you were a great brother dude and I miss you all the time.....rest easy man.

I wonder what you would be up to if you were still around, I miss you all the time man. Cheers brother.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY BOY. I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY WHEREVER YOU ARE. SEE YOU SOON. LOVE MOM !

Miss you bro, I'll have a cold one in your honor tonight my friend, wish you were here....love and respect.

I MISS YOU KID. IF THERE WAS A WAY TO HUG YOU RIGHT NOW I WOULD BE DOING IT. I STILL HAVE NO CLOSURE, BUT I KNOW THAT YOU KNOW I LOVED YOU VERY MUCH. FROM THE MOMENT YOU WERE BORN YOU WERE MY SPECIAL BOY. MISSING YOU EVERY MINUTE OF EVERY DAY UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN !! LOVE FROM MAMA !!!!

Even though I didn't know you Ricky I feel like I was close you were gone before I ever come part of this family but I sure heard a lot of things about you and you're well loved by your sister April I don't think that girl is ever going to forget I don't even think she'll ever not go through this every time every year she goes through this and it hurts my heart to know that she lost you you always live amongst us April won't let that look down that's for sure thank you for everything Ricky I'm sorry I wasn't a better brother-in-law to your sister I hope you forgive me one day even though I loved her I just couldn't do it right

Hey brother I have a really hard time with this because anything I write on here is just going to be an understatement I can't put in words to describe how I feel everything is just too complicated but I love you and I'll have to tell our mom she's always been worthy and you know I hope that I'm is a good a mom is her and you are endlessly with me loveyou brother

Happy fetus festival dude! I'll smoke a few for you today!! Cheers bro wherever you are!!

HEY MY SWEET BOY ! YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN 46 TODAY. SAME AS ALWAYS, I CAN`T BELIEVE YOU ARE GONE. GOD MUST HAVE NEEDED YOU FOR SOMETHING VERY SPECIAL, BECAUSE YOU WERE VERY SPECIAL. I AM SO HONORED TO HAVE BEEN YOUR MOM EVEN IF IT WAS FOR A SHORT AMT. OF TIME. I HOPE I AM WORTHY & FORTUNATE ENOUGH TO SEE YOU AGAIN. I LOVE YOU SON ALWAYS & FOREVER.  MAMA !

I MISS YOU EVERYDAY SON. BUT, NOT LIKE TODAY. I STILL DON`T FEEL LIKE I HAD ANY CLOSURE. NO GRAVE TO VISIT, NO URN, NOTHING. I DIDN`T EVEN GET TO SAY GOODBYE.I AM GRATEFUL THAT GOD ALLOWED ME THE PRIVILEGE OF BEING YOUR MOTHER. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. ALL MY LOVE MOM !

Love you forever brother and always miss you

love and praise to all contini's relearn and reteach to carry on our qualities throughout time

i know it seems i dont post often and the reason is that you are in every dream i have when i go to sleep and since i know i can always see you there i just dont think about coming here much basically i have realized that if i go to sleep and im dreaming your always there with me greg april angel and even joe mateo and trinity the only downfall i have discovered is that since htis stands true for me everytime it makes me want ot do nothing but stay asllep because in the uncautious world i get everyone back i guess it considered depression  escape the life live in the dream but then your life passes without you in it and evryone in reality or the cauntious world is truly dismissed so im trying to take you with between the two its just that here in the real world for me i have lost greg april and angel plus now the kids too and the abandonment or dismissal of me being in any of there lives is death as try to live each breathe only feelling like im dying in life this is where my mind heart body and soul is and im not sure if any of you know this so if you didnt before now then this your update and i hope that maybe we can change things somehow before this life is over and if not i still love you all as much as i ever have and i guess i will just continue to see you all in my dreams and if in life we can meet it would truly be a world worth living in again as for now even with all of you gone i shall continue to wander and try to reach hopefully we will learn to find eachother in this and if not this is my last post on this site im going to be going somewhere good bye i love you all and always well im done with this.... Rick my brother i will see you in my dreams and if they stop showing up there i guess it will be just us two its still better than being alone so thats how my life is done im just done

Happy Birthday son ! I can`t believe you would have been 45 yrs. old. I wish you were here so we could have celebrated. I miss you everyday. HUGS & KISSES BABY BOY !!

Happy Birthday brother!! Cheers!! You are missed.

Hey Ricky, It`s been 7 hard yrs. without your smiling face. There has been so much going on lately with all of us. When you were here you always had a way of making things seem so trivial & unimportant in comparison with just living life one day at a time. I`ve been dreaming about you this past week. Maybe it`s your way of saying HI. Or maybe you were trying to tell me April needed help. Well as usual Mama is babbling. I miss you every minute of every day.

Miss you all the time brother, having a couple of cold ones for you tonight......Cheers.

This will be my first time leaving Message on Ricky's Memorial I never did before because after he passed I was selfish I didn't want to feel what I was feeling I had so many regrets things I'd said things I didn't say the last time I saw him he was comforting me and I know on these memorials you're supposed to talk as if you're speaking to them but Ricky would just think that was weird because I talk to him all the time this Memorial is for the people who loved him and for us to share the memories it keeps him alive with us always I think Ricky always knew that he would go before most of the ones that he loved but his worries were never his weaknesses in fact I never saw a weakness in him until I saw him hold his first child he told me that he didn't realize there was a different kind of love stronger than anything he did ever known before and because I couldn't have any children he would have as many as he could just to make things even in the universe he was always saying silly things like that I loved it I miss hearing him bring up the oddest things and making it one of the most interesting conversations I've ever had it's the seventh year of his passing he would have been 44 years old and the 28th falls on a Sunday I can hear him now 7 is his lucky number 44 he would have seen that is lucky to and the fact that the 28th is landing on a Sunday well it's just like Jesus and he shall be Resurrected by all who loved him and while he's in the spotlight karaoke get up there Greg it's not the same without his bro who also happens to be his best friend Jesus with a chainsaw they were Unstoppable over the next 10 days until the anniversary of his passing I'm going to be getting on here every so often and telling stories of things that I remember about Ricky things that were distinctly Ricky moments I hope that when whoever out there is reading this it will spark a Ricky moment in your minds and you'll have a story to tell to I want to fill this Memorial with memories of him seen through the eyes of all of us the ones he made stronger by allowing us to be apart of his magnificent life let's make him famous let his kids read from here and feel like they know him a little better to be continued

Brother miss you everyday maybe I should start writing to you everyday for therapy hope you will answer me in my dreams

Another mothers day without your smiling face. I miss your hugs, that little quirky grin, most of all I just miss you. Wish you were here. Mama love you !!

Hey, Ricky, another Easter without you. You were here in spirit though. Almost everyone was here & we had a great time. Just wish I could be certain you are happy & OK where ever you are. Lots of Love & Hugs from your MOM.

Hey Ricky! I FINALLY found you bro! I've been trying to find you for the past few years now! I didn't expect to find you like this though.... My heart just sank when I saw your picture on here! It's been 24 years since the last time we hung out, my 21st birthday time! I still miss you man, BUT NOW MORE than ever! I'm TRYING to hold back the tears in my eyes... they're leaking anyways! I just think about ALL the fun times we had and feel blessed that I was able to know such a GREAT guy with a heart of gold! You were my best friend when I left Tahoe. AND I'm sure that if we didn't part ways, you'd still be my best friend to this day! I'm sure WE will meet again on the other side! I NEVER thought of death as the end but more like graduating from high school! It's a NEW beginning! Some people graduate early with honors! Love you always and forever bro!

Hey Ricky, god I miss you. Especially during the holidays. I keep expecting you to walk through the door. I miss that little crooked smile of yours. I hope wherever you are that you are at peace. I love you so much, my arms ache to hug you son !!

Had a couple cold ones for you dude! I miss you man, many miles and many years have passed, but I won't forget you my friend, maybe I'll see you again someday...beyond the horizon.

Hey son, Can`t believe you would have been 44 tomorrow !! You were taken from us way too soon. There are no words that can ever express how much I miss you. Hope you are in a wonderful place full of magic. MAMA & DAD LOVE YOU !!

Brother love you

Smoking a fat hooter for you today man!! .....Wish you was here yo!!.....

HEY SON, IT`S BEEN SIX YRS. TODAY, BUT SEEMS LIKE LONGER. KEEP THINKING I CAN FEEL YOU WITH ME SOMETIMES, I HOPE SO. CAN`T WAIT TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS AGAIN. YOU ARE MISSED EVERYDAY. SORRY DAD CAN`T BRING HIMSELF TO EVEN COME ON THIS SITE, I THINK IT WOULD TRULY MEAN YOU`RE GONE & HE CAN`T BEAR IT, BUT THEN YOU KNOW THAT. WE LOVE YOU BOY. MAMA & DADDY !!

Been quite some time since I visited you here. nothing personal I'm just not in the loop anymore! ;) I've spent some time with your kids, but no one else. It just stirs up too many emotions I don't wanna feel anymore! Any ways I think about you often especially when I see Elizabeth she is a Contini thru and thru even without the everyday influence just in the blood I guess!

Hey Boy, it`s another mother`s day without you. My heart hurts for you. I half expect you to walk in the door, or when the phone rings, I think, just for a second it might be you. They say this ( missing you ) is supposed to get easier with time. It doesn`t. I miss you every minute of every day. But, today as with every holiday, it`s devastating !!!

Hey little brother....they say after someone you love passes it gets easier to deal with their loss as the years pass, I haven't found that to be true, I still feel it just the same everyday...I talk to you all the time and cry for you probably more than people would say is healthy, I'm I depressed, I don't think so, I'm I forever changed missing your physical presence in our lives....Definitely! I have this site saved on my desktop and look at it all the time, seeing your smile in these pictures makes me happy and sad...no one had a smile and could make me laugh quite like you could...damn I wish you were still here with us, healthy and happy. The kids are all so big now and starting their own lives, I hope somehow you know how much you were loved and how greatly you impacted all of our lives...obviously, I can't say enough about what an amazing person you are and how deeply I love and miss you....I guess I better try to get on with my day now...I love you with all my heart and soul Rick and no matter what anyone says I will just never be whole without you

Another year gone by man, think about ya all the time bro, Miss the fuck outta ya, Nobody like you dude, I love ya....NHS forever

It`s been another year without you, My sweet,sweet, boy. I didn`t have you nearly long enough, yet much longer than I thought possible. You were my special boy, right from the beginning. I keep trying to tell myself, it will get easier as time passes. Well I`m only fooling myself. Until we meet again, & I can apologise for not being a better Mother, I will never breathe easy. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY ANGEL !!

I miss you my friend, a lot of things have changed with time, wish you were here to see it. I'll always have a cold one and smoke a fat hooter in your memory dude. Energy is neither created nor destroyed so I know you are still out there somewhere. Be well my friend.

From the moment you were born you were our special boy.You lived your life with love & passion.You were in pain every day of your life, yet, you never complained or let anyone know. I keep thinking you are going to suddenly do the ultimate " MAGIC TRICK " appear at my door & say, I was only kidding !! With that little crooked, mischievous grin that we all love & adore .Until we meet again my love.

Merry Christmas to my special boy.You being gone especially on holidays, reaffirms that no parent should out live their child. I wish I could hold you in my arms just one more time.

Merry Christmas Ricky....it's your sis again, the holidays are so hard without you,hell daily life is hard without you, i will give love to the family for you, all the kids are getting so big, were headed into the year 2017...miss you like crazy, love you so much bro..4 yrs later this really doesn't get any easier EVER...it seems the more time that passes the more I miss you, really really hope I will see you again

I celebrated your birthday this weekend Bro....talked to Mom, April, your daughter, and other friends of the family....you are so loved and missed, everything you gave to each one of us while you where here will carry on...you will truly never be forgotten...all my love little brother

HERE WE GO AGAIN SON, ANOTHER BIRTHDAY WITHOUT YOU. I EVEN HAD YOUR AGE WRONG. I NEEDED TO HOLD YOUR HAND. I NEEDED TO TALK TO YOU. I HAVE NO CLOSURE. NO GRAVE TO VISIT. NOTHING BUT THIS BROKEN HEART. A PARENT IS NOT SUPPOSE TO OUT LIVE THEIR CHILDREN. IT`S LIKE SOME CRUEL JOKE. I KEEP WAITING FOR YOU TO RUN IN THE DOOR & SAY, " I WAS ONLY KIDDING " UNTIL I SEE YOU AGAIN. XOXOXOXOXOXO

Four years ago today I lost a piece of my heart that I can never get back.You fought to live from the moment you were born until the moment of your passing. I try to reason with myself with the time -honored sayings, he`s in a better place, he is no longer in pain,BLAH-BLAH-BLAH. All I know is that he is no longer here, & yes, I am that selfish. I WANT MY BOY !!!!

I miss you brother, we could have really fucked shit up here in Ak, ain't never gonna be the same without you man. Rest easy my friend.

Just thinking of you today. Thinking of ur parents. Just thinking of how much u must be missed by ur family ans friends. Until we meet again in Heaven

I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH SON.ESPECIALLY ON YOUR BIRTHDAY(.A LITTLE LATE ) BUT I KNOW YOU`LL FORGIVE ME.
WHERE EVER YOU ARE I HOPE YOU ARE SHAKING THINGS UP, JUST THE WAY YOU DID HERE ON EARTH.YOU LEFT ME WAY TO SOON, BUT, I WAS BLESSED WITH YOU FOR 37 YEARS.YOU WERE MY SPECIAL BOY. LOVE YOU !!!

Pisses me off you're not here anymore dude, gonna have a cold one for both of us tonight brother, you are the best bro I ever had man, gone but never forgotten, happy birthday man, well yesterday.....cheers brother!!

Happy B-day Bro.....I miss you constantly...love you always!!!

It was such fun growing up with you, we spent so much time together...I don't think I'll ever fill this void I feel since your passing, I will continue to laugh and cry with you daily until I'm with you again...the love and memories we created are what I will hold on to until then.....love and light little brother, now you have more than one Angel watching over you