It's been seven years Ricky I know most have forgotten you it seems but I'm still missing you . Yes life has went on however the hole in my heart will forever remain. Things here on Earth are sure hard without you my husband I love you and miss you always. 

Wish you could be here to see our beautiful grandbabies and oogy is such a wonderful mom I'm so proud of her hope to see you soon 
love you ❣️

yet it comes upon another Year my darling husband no matter how much time passes there isn't a deep inside my heart yearning and waiting to join you wherever you are for you see I would walk through hell to be with you only for you to know how much I truly love you and still do. nothing or no one can ever take your place not in this world or the next our marriage was not perfect that's for sure but I can never love anyone I know that now I have known it since the day you died I miss you so much my husband nothing will ever be the same on this Earth without you soon I will join you. I love you forever

We would have been married 23 years today my love . Ricky I miss you every moment of everyday . I wish for the day to see you again . I'm here but my heart is gone it died with you that moment that day . I hope you can hear me Ricky I cry for you I hear your heart beat close to me you will remain until I see you again. 
Love , 
Your Wife 

I'm setting here watching the titantic remember when you watched it with me even though I knew you didn't want too you did it for me . I miss you so much I went on to live yet I talk to you everyday I hope your in peace my love .

I dreamt of you my husband you said " come to me im here " I could see your arm stretched out only an iv in it waiting for me to once again hold me . I woke crying screaming to realize your not here . 

Ricky 4 years now I'm moving forward but everyday my heart hurts still I think it always will . I pray to god you found peace Ricky love your wife