Dad I miss you so much! Everyday I need you and your advice..I dont know what to do anymore. Everyday is a struggle..its so hard. I try to adjust but its like me against the world...I feel so all alone.... you gave me strength. I feel so weak everyday. My depression is the worst its ever been. They say it gets better but not for me it hasn't. If I had just one more day or even an hour, I would just hug the hell out of you and tell you how much I love and miss you! Ive tried everything.. nothing is working. You were the greatest man and father a girl could ask for! And I would have you as my father over and over again. Im so lost without you. No one will ever know my pain... the hurt that will never go away and the hole in my heart will never be filled. Theres always so much going on... I need you I dont know what to do.. im scared to live this life without you and I dont want to but I have to...you were my life my rock. Dad you just dont realised how much you influenced me and how much I love you! I have alot of feelings and I dont tell you all of them but I know you see... please guide me in the right way in life and always be with me! Please keep everyone safe and healthy I LOVE YOU! YOU WERE THE BEST! PLEASE HELP MY GRIEF AND LIFE GET BETTER.♡♡