There is not a day that goes by that I don't miss or need you. I was mad as hell when u died I was hurt and devastated to say the least... u only got to see one of your grandkids being born and now you are both in heaven.. I hope you got to take him fishing like you wanted to do.. I can't tell you how many times I've picked up the phone to call you... I sit in this house everyday and wonder if your here and if your proud of they way everything turned out. I wish I could just talk to you one last time. I would never let you go and at least I would be able to tell you goodbye. U mean the world to me daddy and I would give anything to have you back. One of the hardest things is having to explain who the man in all the pictures on the wall is to my kids. Its been almost 7 yrs and it still feels like yesterday. I remember getting that call at 11:46pm on my birthday to tell me that you were killed. Ill never get them words out of my head or be able to fix the things I've broken over the years just trying to find out why you were taken away from me. Please know that I will always love you and I will never stop asking why...