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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Rose Pellingra, 65, born on August 12, 1946 and passed away on January 8, 2014. We will remember her forever.
January 8, 2017
January 8, 2017
Mommy today makes 3 years since you left my life and this earth. I will never forget it was about this time you passed away and changed my life forever. I miss you so much mommy and think about you so many times on a daily basis. I always ask myself what would mom say and memories constantly flash before my eyes. Although you were in so much pain i didnt want you to go. You were such a strong independent person mom. Always handled everything and knew how to do everything. I'm so tired of just the memories now and just wish I could see you again and spend time with you like we always did. It's been snowing the past few days and I know you always loved the same snow. So I feel it's you telling me you're happy with God in Heaven. Dont worry mom im driving carefully and going slow. I know own how much you always worried. I know you're still my protector. Im going to come visit you today when I get off work. I love you mom and as always ty for the life you gave me and for always being my shoulder and for always loving me unconditionally. Hope you're smiling down on me and hope I see you in my dreams. I love you mommy!
January 8, 2017
January 8, 2017
Mommy I'm still up feeling so angry today was the day u left me n it's so hard I'm thinking about you n wishing you were still here it's been three years but honestly it don't feel like it it feels like yesterday you were still here wit us laughing and me kissing your forehead and cheek i love you and miss you mommy so very much my GORGEOUS ANGEL I LOVE YOU ALWAYS you are never Forgotten Mommy ! I was so lucky to have you as my Mother the best MOM ! Now you are the GORGEOUS ANGEL !!!!!
January 1, 2017
January 1, 2017
Happy New Year mommy. For me this is the saddest night and day of the year. All I'm thinking about is you and all the new years eve's together. The tradition and always hugging and kissing you first. Spent every new years together and never wanted to go out. Cant Control my emotions and tears on this night. Hope you are enjoying new years in heaven mommy. I miss you soon much and will never have another new years with you which hurts more than anything. I hate the hand you were dealt and even more angry I have to go through life without you. You're my angel mom, always remember that. In my heart and soul. Im gonna watch the Honeymooners like we always did for over 20 years. Love hou7mommy have a great night.
December 31, 2016
December 31, 2016
Hi Mommy it's new years but not for me ! without you it's nothing ! I don't care! Thank you for keeping me ok and watching over me ! I love u so Much Mommy I miss you I wish we were together like we always were on new years and all the Holidays! Have a great New Year in HEAVEN MY GORGEOUS ANGEL ! I LOVE YOU MOMMY YOU ARE NEVER ALONE OR FORGOTTEN ABOUT ! I'll be thinking about you tonight even more I think and talk about you everyday ! My ANGEL !
December 24, 2016
December 24, 2016
Hi Mommy, just wanna wish you a very merry Christmas. This is the 3rd Christmas I have to endure without you. I miss all the traditions and how special you made every Christmas. Thank you so much mom for doing so much always. Im so happy we had that very special last Christmas together. Even though you were sick we had so a wonderful time together just me and you. You're all i ever needed mom. Growing up we always went shopping on 86st together even in the blizzards. We did it all together. We were always together and such a good team. I miss you so much and everything makes me emotional during this time of year. The music , the memories, i feel horrible for even putting up a tree without you here or buying gifts as well. I remember all the Christmas eve's you would make fish and I knew I would have just the shrimp but you knew I would make up for it on Christmas day with all the pasta I would eat. You knew I'd have atleast 3 dishes of lasagna or shells or baked Ziti. I know you want me to be happy and want me to celebrate but it's not the same mom. I hope you're enjoying Christmas with God, grandma , grandpa, and all our animals. Just wish I could be there with you enjoying it. I love you mommy and every memory is forever embedded in my heart and soul. You made me feel special and loved everyday. You will always be my number 1 and my angel. I love you mommy. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!
December 24, 2016
December 24, 2016
Hi Mommy it's me Mikey I am so out of it its another Christmas without you I feel so lost and lonely I wish you were here wit me and me wit u like we always where for Christmas mommy I was always with u on all the Holidays I miss that so much I feel like I have nothing I put a tree up only because I know you would of told to put it up for God Jesus birthday! I remember how u loved Christmas and how u always made the tree so GOrgeous n bright and Holly and zippy and all our pets loved it Its so hard but I know I have been healthy safe and lucky because of u Mommy you are truly my ANGEL! Have a Merry Christmas in Heaven mommy you will always be the best MOM a son could of ever wanted or ask for I always have u on my mind but these next two days will really be hard when I hear Christmas songs I brake down crying thinking of you but it's makes me think of you more ! I LOVE YOU MOMMY you are my Gorgeous ANGEL! HAVE A GREAT CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN ! YOU ARE NEVER ALONE OR FORGOTTEN ! I LOVE YOU ALWAYS I talk about you all the time and think of you always ! Merry Christmas! MOMMY!!!!!!
November 24, 2016
November 24, 2016
Hi Mommy just wanted to wish you a happy Thanksgiving on heaven with God. This is the 3rd Thanksgiving you arent here and it's so hard mom. I have so many warm memories, amazing memories , loving memories from all those special Thanksgiving days in the past. From a little boy to a grownup. You made it such a special day. I love you so much and miss you even more. Im doing my best to make you proud of me mom even though I'm far from perfect. How I wish we could be together but you know mom im not far behind and we will be together hopefully sooner than later. I try and stay cheerful but a holiday jist isn't a holiday without you mommy. I hope to dream of you tonight. I love you mom and once again Happy Thanksgiving. Ttys mommy my angel
November 23, 2016
November 23, 2016
HAPPY THANKSGIVING IN HEAVEN MOMMY! I love you so much I miss u you I hate the Holidays it's nothing no more! I talk about u my GORGEOUS ANGEL all the time it puts a smile on my face! It seems I am only happy when I think of u ! I wish u were here wit me mommy I am so alone but I know u are wit me always and watching over me I love u Mommy have a great Thanksgiving in heaven! Today on Thanksgiving I will be thinking of u even more as I do everyday u were the best mom a son could of ever had ! I love you always my ANGEL! I remember everything like it was yesterday I love u mommy!
November 8, 2016
November 8, 2016
Hi mommy it's me Mikey! I know u are wit me everyday looking and watching over me my ANGEL it's just so hard all I do is think and talk about u the holidays are coming again and I hate it nothing feels the same it's like it's getting harder n harder your memory will never ever be forgotten u were the best Mother a son could of ever had or wanted I just want u to still know mommy u are the best and I love u always I talk about u always I was so lucky to have had u as my mom! I'll talk to you again soon mommy I love my GORGEOUS ANGEL ! You are never Forgotten thank u my angel for keeping me healthy and safe you are never alone!!!!!!!!!
August 13, 2016
August 13, 2016
Hello my dear sweet Rose,
I like to think that your here with us all, watching over us and definitely motivating us spiritually. I love that I got to share some of my life with you and get to experience your exceptional self. I am sad to think of you but i am happy that i had the opportunity to meet someone so driven, so caring, so lively and enthusiastic ad you have been as long as I've known you.


My only wish for you is that you are happy with your children and that you can notice your influenc the lives of those you've
August 12, 2016
August 12, 2016
Good morning mommy and Happy Birthday. Today you would of hit the big 70. I wish you were here with me and me with you. I know God has a big cake for you up in heaven and you're hearing him sing you happy birthday but i wish it was me instead. I wish i could hug you and give you kisses for your bday. One day i will be able too again and i long for that moment. Since you have been gone there have been so many ups and downs. Im not happy the way i once was and without you in my life i doubt i will ever be as happy again. It still bothers me that you were taken so young and too quick. It always will bother i know that. All i can do is love you in my heart, mind, soul, and pray to see you again soon. I love you mommy and miss you deeply. Today is your day so please enjoy it. Happy Birthday to you! Love you ma!
August 12, 2016
August 12, 2016
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY! I miss u so so much I love u have a Great Birthday in HEAVEN I was so very lucky to have had u as my mom it's been three years now I still can't believe that u are not here or accept it so many things have changed but one thing never will u r number one n I love u always u are never alone! Happy Birthday My ANGEL!
August 4, 2016
August 4, 2016
Hi mommy it's me Mikey this beginning of month has been so hard for me your birthday is coming on the 12th I' miss u so much I wish u were still here I can't believe how much time has gone by since u have not been here but u will not be alone on your birthday I was always wit u n u would laugh n smile no matter what through anything mommy I miss u n love u so much now that u r gone I understand more certain things u would try to tell me now I know what it feels like to have absolutely no one at all but I know I'll always have u people r so fake they r phonies n liers n play rolls I don't know where I may be headed but I know u r by my side n I will always have u wit me n watching over me like u always did n never stopped doing Thank U Mommy I love u n miss u so so much Talk to u again real soon my ANGEL U r never alone """""""""""
June 8, 2016
June 8, 2016
Hi Mommy just always thinking about u tomarrow is my birthday n u r not here I guess I just can't except it still I remember when u were here last for my birthday I was feeling down n u came early in the morning to surprise me I was so happy u stood wit me all day every birthday I remember mommy it was because of u u made every birthday I had so special On my birthdays just seeing u n being wit u was so much Mommy I feel so lost without u i wish on my birthday tomarrow I could see u n be wit u Mommy but I know u r wit me my ANGEL n watching over me n tomarrow I can feel n still remember how u would say Happy Birthday Mikey Mommy always loves u i miss u so much mom n I talk n think of u everyday u r my ANGEL tha best mom a son could have u r never forgotten Thank u again mommy for making all my Birthdays sO very SPECIAL!!!!!!!!!
May 8, 2016
May 8, 2016
Happy Mothers Day Mommy, this marks the 3rd year that you're missing from this day. A day in which really should have been made for you. The greatest mom anyone could ask for, always caring, always loving and just always there for me through thick and thin. I miss you so much mom and like everyday you will be on my mind. I remember always taking you out to eat on mothers day even though I had to drag you or nag you out of the house. My entire life is filled with wonderful memories because of you and only you. I know you're going to enjoy Mothers day in Heaven but wish I could of spent it with you. I love you with all my heart mommy and hope to see you again much sooner than later. Love your son Davey
May 6, 2016
May 6, 2016
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MOMMY it's me Mikey I miss u so much mom I love u so much I still can't be a man n face tha fact that u r no longer here with me so many things have changed n it's funny how u find out the truth n facts about people u always said I was smart n street smart u always loved me n cared no matter what u were that best mother period just know that mommy's n This mothers Day is so hard for me but I'm always thinking about u n talking about u and it puts a smile on my face n makes me feel so good when I speak about u u were the REALEST HAPPY MOTHERS MOMMY!!!!!!! I LOVE U ALWAYS! NEVER FORGOTTEN THE BEST MOM A SO COLD OF HAD!!!! THANK U FOR KEEPING ME SAFE N WATCHING OVER ME MOMMY I LOVE U SO MUCH I'll talk to u again soon HAVE A GREAT MOTHERS DAY IN HEAVEN
April 11, 2016
April 11, 2016
Hi Rosy! I miss you, wish I could have a chance to see you again. I simply wanted to say hello and that I miss you and your warm soul. 

Always in my heart
February 3, 2016
February 3, 2016
Hi mommy it's me Mikey all the holidays have passed n nothing feels the same without u Mommy I miss your voice your laugh your food tha way we would walk to together n I would always do stupid things or wrongs that would put a smile on your face when u would smile n laugh it would light up the room it's strange how things go from so much to nothing without u mom I have n feel like nothings there u would not want me to feel like that but I do n I do try to push myself when I think of u n talk about u i feel so alive n I talk n think about u alot u r always on my mind and always number one u knew I would get the girls but u were always first I would get over them quick wit your smiles n your making me laugh mommy no one can do or will do the things u did for me n they r to many things to say u r the best u r never alone u r my ANGEL I LOVE U ALWAYS MOmmy no matter how I acted or did or did not do right or wrong u always loved me u would say come on now Mikey n get alittle mad n then smile n laugh I miss that so much I LOVE U ALWAYS thank u for taking care of me n everything u did for me through the years u r a Real ANGEL MY ANGEL "":"::::::::::::
December 24, 2015
December 24, 2015
Hi Mommy it's David, it's Christmas eve and I just wanted to say Merry Christmas to you. Christmas is always the hardest holiday for me to handle every year. I have thousands of amazing memories growing up of Christmas and it's all because of how special you made it every year. From decorating, to you and I going shopping together, to opening gifts, dinners, your smile and laugh. I miss you so much mom and it never seems to get easier. I know own you're in heaven with God enjoying Christmas but wish I could be with you. I can't even watch a Christmas Story because all I think of is you. You and me were so close mom, always going everywhere together from a little boy to me becoming a man which I owe 100% to you. You taught me right from wrong, morals, and always to think twice . To have a good heart but not to let anyone take advantage of me. I especially miss your dinners for the holiday. Even was always fish and day was my favorite stuffed shell's and lasagna which no one in the world could beat. You knew I would always have like 3 to 4 dishes. Those are things in my life I cherish and will never come back to me. This is the first Christmas I'm a married man and my wife is giving stuffed shells a shot just to make me happy and make me have my traditional Christmas meals. I'm thankful for her trying and she's pretty good mom. Anyway, now Christmas is a holiday I pray flies by. It's amazing how someone could love a day so much and tragedy could change someone's whole perspective. Just want you to know I love you mommy and Merry Christmas. Always my heart and my angel.
October 21, 2015
October 21, 2015
MOM it's me Mikey I wanted to talk 2 u tha mets r doing good if u were here u would say they look like they r gonna do it they playing great I miss u so much alot has changed I miss Leeann alot I messed up I don't know I can't say I was all wrong or she was all wrong but we both had wrongs I talk 2 her sometimes mommy I miss u n love u so much I talk n think about u everyday u r never alone thank u for watching over me always u r my ANGEL I LOVE U MOMMY """"""""""
August 17, 2015
August 17, 2015
Dearest, sweetest, most cherished.
I miss you deeply and am happy most to have had the pleasure of knowing you in your lifetime. You have been a wonderful human being, an honest person, and a great mother and wife. You have made a tremendous influence on the lives of your children and have left your imprint on me as well. I cannot help but love you.
Now you will always continue being your beautiful self.
August 12, 2015
August 12, 2015
It's me mommy I wanted to say Happy Birthday I still can't believe n I cant except that u r not here I wish u were here so much I love u n miss u so much I miss u always being there for me n your great advice I been confused lately but I know u will guide me like u always have like I said mom u are never alone Happy Birthday I hope u have a great birthday in Heaven u deserve I'll talk to again soon mommy I love u Uuuuuuu " u r always number one to me n u know I never ever put no girl in front of u mommy u r the realest mom there would ever be I think of u always day in and day out when I look at your pictures it puts a smile on my face but I wish I can see u but one day I will again I love u always I was so so lucky to have a mother like u I LOVE YOU Mom I know u watching over me n will guide me like u always have u r my Angel well I'll talk to u again soon mommy Happy Birthday n I love u n just to make u laugh I would always repeat myself n u would know it and laugh I miss that n I miss your calls n I would call u so many times in an hour I would just wanna hear u I love always n u r not alone mom I wish I can hold u or see u but I know u see me my beautiful angel goodnight "
August 8, 2015
August 8, 2015
Hi Mommy, its your son David. Just want to tell you i have been thinking of you so much. I miss you more and more everyday. Today was a year and 7 months since you left this earth and my life. It never gets any easier and i try to keep myself busy and preoccupied to take my mind of losing you but it doesn't work well enough. Just want to let you know what has been going on. I finally got married and I am happy with my wife. I wish you could have met her and given me your blessing. Im so sorry you weren't here to see me get married and to be honest it's all i ever wanted. I know you always wanted a grandchild as well and I'm trying my best mommy. I know you're in heaven watching me and giving me your blessing and always still watching over me and protecting me. I will always try my best to make you proud mom. I miss you so much. Your smile, your voice, your phone calls. You would always call me when i was out worried about me and until i answered you would keep calling. You worried so much about me and the only person I could ever trust with all my heart and mind. No one will ever give me that feeling mom. Thinking of you just gave me that feeling of home and security. That has been taken from me and I will never feel that way ever again. You are the only one who truly loved me and accepted me for me. You were my angel mommy and I long for the day I reunite with you in heaven. When that will be I don't know but I think about seeing you and being with you everyday mom. I hope you're in heaven with God and living like the queen you are. I love you mommy always and forever. You're my #1 and always will be. There is no comparison for the love and care you gave me. I'm going to say goodnight now and I hope to see you in my dreams. Love you Ma'
February 18, 2015
February 18, 2015
Its me mom just sitting here thinking of u u r always on my mind theres been so much snow u always loved tha snow u thought it was so pretty i miss u so much mom u r never alone i love u mommy
February 8, 2015
February 8, 2015
To mike and Dave. This may be long so bear with me. It's been a long time,and I am not a fan of social media. I just stumbled across this and was saddened to hear of your moms passing. I to have lost in these last 2 years. I lost my uncle joe to lung cancers in 2011 and my nanny Marietta last year to a tragic chocking incident. Just wanted to reach out and send my prayers to you both,hope you both see this. Remember, life is short and death is eternal. One day we will all be with the ones we love and miss again.
January 19, 2015
January 19, 2015
Mommy its me mikey again i wrote u a few times from leeanns page i love u n u r never alone mommy n i know u r watching n still taking care of me n i thank u mommy i miss u so so much i wanna hear your voice n see u laugh i hope u ok n happy were u r mom i love u always i think of u always u r the best mom in the world u know i always told u that u were never fake most people are i learned so much from u mommy thank u
January 19, 2015
January 19, 2015
It's me mom I love u and miss u so much I miss u so much I think of u everyday mommy u always took care of me when I'm sick or not feeling good u always made me better n were always by my side mommy I want u back I love u mommy I miss u so much I will never stop loving u n thinking about u Always mommy I LOVE YOU u are the best mom in the world love u mommy always
August 12, 2014
August 12, 2014
To Mommy,
This is the first year that I couldn't be with you on your birthday. Today you would of been 68 years old. How it hurts not to see you. Not being able to give you a hug or kiss or sing you happy birthday. You no longer gracing me with your love and care. I know you're still watching me but it's not the same. I hope your birthday in heaven was a good one. I love you so much mom and you are forever #1 in my heart.
August 12, 2014
August 12, 2014
Happy Birthday Mom! I love you and miss you so much. I still can't believe your not here. Your gone but will never be forgotten. ...
You always said to never ask "why" and all I can think of is why?
Life is just not the same without you, I hope I am with you and see you soon. Mom, as always we had your favorite birthday cake strawberry shortcake with a fresh pot of coffee in memory of you because you always not to let a birthday go by without a cake. .... mom I love you! !
August 12, 2014
August 12, 2014
Mommy its me Michael i miss u so much im so lost without u Happy Birthday me n lee still had a cake for i dont understand why u r not here i know i never will understand u are tha best mom in tha world i love u always Happy Birthday love u mommy""""""""""
August 12, 2014
August 12, 2014
Mommy its me Michael i miss u so much im so lost without u Happy Birthday me n lee still had a cake for i dont understand why u r not here i know i never will understand u are tha best mom in tha world i love u always Happy Birthday love u mommy""""""""""
January 28, 2014
January 28, 2014
Dear mommy, I miss you so much and don't know what to do anymore. Please come back to me! I'm lost without you! Empty and fragile. Take me with you. Ask God to take me. I don't wanna be here anymore. without u! I love you! Take me
There is nothing without you! Why did you take my mom from me God.
Your smile never leaves me, your voice is always here. Bring me back to you mom!
January 8, 2014
January 8, 2014
Mom you mean more to me than life itself.
I love you so much now & foever!
May God Bless you always....
Love the daughter you never had
Leeann
January 8, 2014
January 8, 2014
Gone too soon an angel in disguise
Now you can rest in peace no more stress, worries and pain
Truly missed but NEVER forgotton
-leeann
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January 8
January 8
Mommy today officially makes it 10 years since you passed away. 10 years!
A whole decade of living life without you here. Without you being in my life. Without being able to see or talk to you. Without seeing your beautiful smile. Without receiving a call from you and countless other wonderful things.
Sometimes i wonder can I continue to go on living without you. I keep pushing forward looking for things to bring me joy and to distract me from not having you here with me.
Life is funny, you're here one day and gone the next.  You were my world for so long then you were ripped away. My world was flipped and never returned to the way it once was. A time when I was happier and joyous.
Although it's been 10 years, nothing inside of me has changed and I'm still the same Davey.
My heart will always have you as the most cherished and it will always be a good heart. I may be bitter and angry but I know you're resting in peace. I know one day we will be united again. I just want you to know that their hasn't been one day that has gone by where I didn't have you in my mind and heart. A mother like you can never be even 1% forgotten. So expect me to come visit you til the next 10 year anniversary as sad as it may be. I love you mommy and miss you with every piece of my heart. Always my angel mommy RIP
December 24, 2023
December 24, 2023
Merry Christmas Mommy.
Tell daddy merry Christmas for me as well.
I went to see you today mommy and got you a beautiful blanket. I'm a bit worried because I forgot to stick the stakes in to hold it down. I didn't realize until I opened the trunk when i got home. It was pretty heavy so hopefully the wind doesn't blow it away.
I love you mom and this is yet another year I'm without you.
I try so hard to get in the holiday spirit. I decorate , put up 2 trees just like you would. I wish you were here to see how nice I decorate my house. I wish you were here to have dinner with, open gifts and just converse with like old times. With the new year rolling around it will be the hardest since you passed away. It will be 10 years, a whole DECADE since you left this world.  10 years and still feels like it was last month. I've been visiting you at the cemetery 10 years. It's crazy to think that I've been to a cemetery over 200 times a year for 10 years.
I've been talking to your stone that long and will do it til the day I die.
It gives me some peace but can also be a horrible feeling at times. I know you would understand exactly what I mean. It's all I have so I will continue.
I want to thank you and daddy for always giving us a wonderful Christmas. You, mommy, made every holiday special and I was so blessed to receive those blessings. Mothers like you cannot be found.  I miss your smile, your voice, your hugs, kisses and care so much. I'm going to have a few drinks now and think of you. Don't worry I won't be driving mommy. I love you and daddy with all my heart. Thank you for being my angel in heaven watching over me just like you did when you were still here. I love mommy and Merry Christmas! ❤️❤️❤️
December 24, 2023
December 24, 2023
Hi Mommy!an Daddy! Its Christmas eve ! An I still can't get it through my thick head u mommy an daddy r gone ! My life an Christmas or any other holiday is never the same an it never will be I was so very happy in life when u mommy an daddy was here! Mom u an dad always did the Christmas tree so pretty an the whole house ! An me an my brother David u would always get us whatever we wanted ! 0ur animals 2 remember Peper Benji Holly spooky Bonnie CRINGER let me not name them all I can't n0 m0re.. I miss it all s0 s0 much ! I was s0 lucky to have u mommy an daddy I wish u were still here with me f0rever! I know mommy u an daddy r together in Heaven ! Until I'm back with u Mommy! an Daddy!.. Merry CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN! I have 2 Angels in heaven an that the best parents I had in the world I know I was s0 lucky! Y0u Mommy an Daddy ARE NEVER ALONE U WITH ME AN IN MY TH0UGhTS AN HEART ALWAYS! ❤️❤️ ❤️❤️❤️ IN MY HEART U Mommy AN Daddy u still with me an watching 0ver me my 2 Angels I love u mom an dad s0 s0 much wish I can see u an be with u but I will be 0ne day! Y0u mom an dad live 0n in my thoughts an heart F0rever!!!
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Still cant believe you not here mommy! I love u so much i am not into no holidays no more since u mommy an daddy have been gone! I love you mommy and daddy so much best parents a son could of ever had! Until im with u mommy and daddy again Happy Thanksgiving! The pain never goes away but i know im being watched over by u mommy an daddy! I know u are together like all of us always was! .............

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