Setting here thinking back of the time we spent in the mountians in the cablin in Tennessee. You me Donnie and Angile the day they got married. Times like those and the memories I have of our life together. Even after 8 years of you being gone I think of times like those and get a smile on my face. WE had a good life together even in the tough time we did what we had to and made it work for us.

Oh my gosh I needed to write you, The girls were trying to whistle with their fingers and havent been able to, so I told them (as having a flashback) picture this you and I coming home after being out doing what we did ...LOL  and making our famous home made pizza ....that was when we could eat whatever we wanted and not worry ....laying on your bed upside down and it took you about 30 minutes to teach me to whistle with my fingers,now I can pass that on to them. It's coming to about the time that we would do our chicago trip you,me shauntel, it's not the same without you ,we have gone once took Crystal whom we love but just not the same.Do you remember the homeless guy (ya right) give me money I have 6 kids to feed really get a job we just seen you leave the liquor store , the walking, the snow falling, window shops filled with their lights and decorations ,our mall trip there ,April lost her purse . Gosh I miss you tons we just had our Birthday I wanted to call you and go to luch like we would and just to say hey Happy Birthday Best friend,but I have to settle with writting it, I love you ,and I will keep up the writting