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"Happy 61th Birthday" Solveig -Angelique

April 7
April 6.2024
“Happy Birthday to my daughter.
Although I miss you, I find peace in the belief that you are in Heaven. "That means you are always with me.”
With much love
Mom

In loving memory of my Daughter.

January 21
Today is the 5th Anniversary of Solveig - Angelique's passing, January 21.2024... Gone yet, Not forgotten, Although We Are Apart.Your Spirit Lives Within Me, Forever In My Heart.With all my love.
Mom



"Happy 60th Birthday" Solveig-Angelique

April 6, 2023
April 6.2023
Sweet Angel.
It is so hard on this day to remember you have gone away.I want to give you a
Birthday kiss.But I can only remember the things I miss.
Happy Birthday, love you Mom.

"The Stone"

March 11, 2021
 What life after loss really feels like.
The best way I can describe grieving over a child as the years go by is to say it’s similar to carrying a stone in your pocket.
When you walk, the stone brushes against your skin. You feel it. You always feel it. But depending on the way you stand or the way your body moves, the smooth edges might barely graze your body.
Sometimes you lean the wrong way or you turn too quickly and a sharp edge pokes you. Your eyes water and you rub your wound but you have to keep going because not everyone knows about your stone or if they do, they don’t realize it can still bring this much pain.
There are days you are simply happy now, smiling comes easy and you laugh without thinking. You slap your leg during that laughter and you feel your stone and aren’t sure whether you should be laughing still. The stone still hurts.
Once in a while you can’t take your hand off that stone. You run it over your fingers and roll it in your palm and are so preoccupied by it’s weight, you forget things like your car keys and home address. You try to leave it alone but you just can’t. You want to take a nap but it’s been so many years since you’ve called in “sad” you’re not sure anyone would understand anymore or if they ever did.
But most days you can take your hand in and out of your pocket, feel your stone and even smile at its unwavering presence. You’ve accepted this stone as your own, crossing your hands over it, saying “mine” as children do.
You rest more peacefully than you once did, you’ve learned to move forward the best you can. Some days you want to show the world what a beautiful memory you’re holding. But most days you twirl it through your fingers, smile and look to the sky. You squeeze your hands together and hope you are living in a way that honours the missing piece you carry, until your arms are full again.
By Jessica Watson

"Happy Birthday" Solveig - Angelique

April 6, 2022
If tears can build a stairway and the memories a lane, then I will walk right up to you in heaven and take you back home again. I can't believe another year has passed celebrating your birthday with the people you love, just not here on earth! Not a day goes by without me thinking of you seeing your beautiful smile.Your candle will be lit and shining bright from my house way up to heaven! Happy Birthday sweet angel daughter, you are missed and loved but forever in my heart.
Love you , Mom

April 6/20 Happy Birthday, Solveig-Angelique

April 6, 2021
Words are failing me today,my heart is heavy! You told me with your big smile everything is OK! I looked at your graduation picture from April 1988 when the world changed for you!  Today you would be 58 years old I found this beautiful poem and it fits you perfectly!Happy Birthday Sweet Angel,may you have the biggest concert in heaven!!
With much love, Mom..
She's in the sun,the wind ,the rain,she's in the air you breath with every breath you take.She sings a song of hope and cheer, there's no more pain,no more fear. You'll see her in the clouds above hear her whisper word of  love, you'll be together before long until then listen for her song...

     

Solveig - Angelique at Christmas!

December 25, 2020
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This was her favourite time of the year, she absolutely loved Christmas!
Being together with family,friends and people she loved, made it so much more special to her!
I thought about the Christmas Party at the Westin Hotel she had been working part time during her last year at the  University of Ottawa! The employees always produced a show and ask if she would participate! She did mix in with the band, but surprised everyone with her solo performance! One of her co workers was a brilliant pianist and ask her if she would do the two songs in this video! It was planed as a surprise for his boss, who loved the special Christmas song she sang! This is a very old VHS tape from the Christmas Party !

"Happy Birthday" Solveig-Angelique

April 6, 2020
“Happy Birthday” sweet Angel! I hope you have a big party up in heaven, because nobody down here is celebrating, our world is sick! Still figuring out why the good lord called you back in the best time of your life! You sure would have enjoyed being on a trip with me when I went to Germany visiting with people and places, you performed at! I was amazed how many people remembered you, asking when you were coming back! But that was a long time ago when you started your own family. I so wish that you could have had many more years with your own family, but it wasn’t meant to be! I do appreciate when I can connect with you seeing your beautiful smile. We may not be together in life, but we are together in spirit and soul. So today I uploaded your favourite song for your birthday, enjoy! You are forever in my heart and you are surely missed and loved! The Love , only a mom can understand...
April 6.2020

Sweet Angel.

January 21, 2020
This is a chapter in your life I still can't believe is real! A day no parent hopes to be around for the day when God called you home! This year has gone by and I remember many conversation we had many years ago about your life,hopes and dreams and the things you hoped to do! I remember when we picked the material for your graduation dress and you couldn't wait for that big day to come! You looked so beautiful at your recital and told me, if you ever had a daughter, it would be a keepsake for her! Not to long ago I was looking at all your music books from university.I came across your diva book with all the difficult arias you had to learn and still shake my head, of how you mastered getting up at five AM, to vocalize!You looked at me  and your smile was your answer! I see your smile and know you are with us in spirit, and thank you from my heart for the messages I receive! It is a very sad day and I have been listening to some of  your classical music and looked at some of your videos! It sure helped me to find old, original cassette tapes which friends ask me for to upload. We all love you sweet angel, you are forever in our hearts and you are surely missed!

Solveig - Angelique

February 14, 2019
 A distinguished multilingual vocalist, Solveig-Angelique was equally at home in the recording studio as on stage. For most of her life, she had been associated with professional performers and high quality teachers in her single - minded pursuit of a career in voice. Born in Montreal and raised in a German speaking home, her Mom became aware of her musical talent when as a toddler she sang along with most television commercials. Music was running in the family, Solveig's Grandfather was a professional Entertainer in Germany and her Mom was operating a Music and Folk-dance Troupe in Montreal! She started at the " Evans Sisters School " of Music and Dance at the tender age of three, and performed a year later at Expo 1967. At age five she released her debut single in New York City. The following years found her studying with the Children's Theatre of Montreal. At age twelve she was the youngest performer to ever win a lead role in the Musical Patience, with the St. Laurent Operatic Society in Montreal. After graduating from the Quebec Conservatory of Music, she was given the opportunity of studying at the internationally renowned  School " Vincent D'Indy".Solveig-Angelique completed her licentiate performance program at McGill University and moved with her family to Ottawa. She graduated as a Coloratura Soprano Opera Singer with an" Honour Bachelor of Music" degree from the University of Ottawa.She was a Kiwanis Music Festival winner for three years, as well as winning the Senior’s Scholarship, and the prestigious "Ottawa Choral Society Trophy". With her degree in vocal and classical music in hand, Solveig-Angelique headed of to Europe and Opera. She auditioned in the different musical disciplines in Austria and Germany, and found herself inundated with avenues she could explore, but was unsure which way to go. There "I was in the big, bad world of opera and I thought, God I don't know if I want to do this anymore". I got really scared and got the cold feet syndrome. She headed back home to Canada to regroup deciding what she wanted to do. "The time I was of from my singing,was the worst time in my life". The only way I could come back to music and the person I was I had to remember not letting my stage fright win and start singing again! Hoping to be given a second chance after saying that’s it, I don't  want it anymore! I'm just so grateful I was given an opportunity through my producer, manager Karin Anne, and the Song "I’m Lonely " to grab that brass ring and not let it go!Karin had teamed up with Intermedia Music Germany and produced Solveig's album,  "Touch my Mind" and her single CD "Adler Im Wind " debuting number one in the new German Music Charts. Even though the album got amazing airplay in North America, for Europe,she was required to stay in Germany. She had auditioned over a period of two months for the lead role in the Musical Cats in Hamburg, when the long awaited acceptance call came, Solveig-Angelique decided she wanted to stay in Canada! After years of travel she missed her home, and since her album was doing well, she felt she wanted to pursue her singing courier in Canada! That was one reason, the more important one was, she had given her heart to a young man she had known for some time,he had a band of his own she wanted to join! As her producer and manager I told her not to forget the many years of school and hard work she had put into her dream, and the Goals "Solveig - Angelique" had set for herself, finally getting the break she had worked so hard for so many years! With her decision, all work in progress came to a halt,she had exactly done what people had ask her over many years, "What if "! Once I had digested her news, I had to step away from being her producer - manager, as her Mom I looked into my daughters eyes, she had found a different joy and happiness in her life!! After all I had told her all along that she could have a husband, children and living her dream. As her producer I knew,that a most beautiful voice would be last for the world and all the people who had supported her Dream for most of her life!Even though I was still in disbelief, I had to step away from being her Producer-Manager! I had to remember it was her Life, her Choice and her Happiness!

Solveig-Angelique's dream ended Jan 21.2019 when God called her home!

A new Star lights the Night Sky... 
Godspeed Solveig-Angelique! Forever in our Hearts. Gone to soon!!!