This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Stacy Billingsley 35 years old , born on June 19, 1980 and passed away on May 26, 2016. We will remember her forever.
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on January 9, 2020
Hi Baby its mom again ,i was sitting her thinking of you like i do every day i just wish i could see and here your voice one more time , i am so tried of acting ok when am not ,the day you left i dont know why you give up but i also give up on life you were my heart and soul my baby and it hurts so much and the longer your gone the more i miss you 'well its a new year and everyone a round me is moveing .all but me am stuck in 2016 the day u left i love you baby R>I>P>till i see you once again love and miss you with all my heart and soul .love mom
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on December 26, 2019
MERRY CHRISTMAS STACY I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH YOUR MISSED THIS CHRISTMAS BUT NOT ONLY THE HOILDAY SEASON BUT EVERYDAY SCENT YOU WENT AWAY I HAVE A CHRISTMAS TREE THIS YEAR BUT I DONT HAVE A ANGEL AT THE TOP CAUSE MY ANGEL Went AWAY & I WILL SEE YOUR SMILEING FACE KNOW I KNOW YOU DONT WANT ME TO BE SAD BUT WITH OUT U I HAVE KNOW HAPPNESS SO I MUST WAIT TIL ITS MY TURN AND I PRAY YOU WILL BE WAITING ON ME AND WE WILL BE TOGETTER ONCE MORE NEVER TO PART AGAIN SO TIL THAT DAY I WILL HOLD YOUR MEMORYS CLOSE TO MY HEART I LOVE U AND MISS U VERY MUCH HUGS AND KISS TO MY ANGEL IN HEAVEN ILL SEE YOU SOON. LOVE FOREVER AND ALWAYS MOM.
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on December 25, 2019
NT GET INTO IT ANY MORE BECAUSE WITHOUT YOU HERE ITS NOT THE SAME I MISS U AND I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH ALL I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE THIS CHRISTMAS IS TO TOUCH U AND KISS U AND LET U KNOW HOW MUCH U MEAN TO ME SO BABY I WOULD LOVE FOR YOU TO VISIT ME IN MY DRAMES JUST SO I WOULD KNOW YOUR OK I LOVE U AND U WILL ALWAYS STAY WIYTH ME RIGHT HERE IN MY HEART AM GOING TO SEND SOME BALLONS TO YOU I LOVE YOU KISS GHOST AND AN 4 ME MERRY CHRISTMAS MY ANGEL HUGS AND KISSES LOVE MOM
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on November 29, 2019
hi baby ,well its thanksgiveing time again. and once again i sit and wish i could here your voice once again ,i really dont like the hoildays any more ,i miss you so very much and as days pass by i love and miss you that much more and i just want u to know that i will love u til the day after forever and more i will be liteing a candil in your memory in dec for you will always be rememmberd for you are a part of me and as long as am here you will asso be here.well baby Happy Thanksgiveing am sending you all my love hugs and kisses til were togetther again i love you and will forever andever .love mom
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on November 2, 2019
hi baby .well its me once again and the hoildays are here once again ,stacy i want you to know you will never be forgotten and your thought of everyday ,in every thing i do i think of u .i save things all the time so i could show them to you and then i caugh myself and cry u were every good thing in my life and i miss u so very much and my life will never be the same and i will never find happyness again and i want u to know your dog is doing good ,well am going to run out of room i just want to say i love you and miss u i just wish i could here your voice again and kiss your face and hug you i dont get them anymore am all alone i just wish u could come back but i know that could never be so were ever you are i want to say i love you and will never stop and i cant wait til iam with u again love hugs and kisses ,love forever and ever mom.
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on August 2, 2019
My Angel up in heaven I Wanted you to know, I feel you watching over me every where I go, I wish you were here with me,but that can never be .  memories of you in my heart.
That only I can see,
My Angel up in heaven I hope you understand. that I would give anything. If I could hold your hand,I'll hold you oh so tightly and never let. You go and all my love in side of me to you I would show,
My Angele up up in heaven for now we are apart ,you'll always live in side of me deep with in my heart so I send you my kisses and hugs and will lgo on missing you til we are apartt togetther once again.
Love forever & ever Mom
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on July 6, 2019
hi baby ,just wanted u to know that your very much missed by me i think of you all the time and alot of times i tell my self i cant wait to tell you something likeyou will be comeing home ,but theres time like now i know your not so am sending you hugs and kisses i love you so much and miss you and i will never understand why you lift me .will til were togetther again i liove you and miss the hell out of you ,love forever mom
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on July 6, 2019
Hi baby girl, i miss you so very much , i thank of you every day i still really cant beleive your gone and where as the time gone 3 yrs stacy and when i think about how long its been its as if am stick in a place i cant get out of and i think am in hell so i know you have to be in heaven and i know u are a beautiful angel and i know you are with little man and ghost and bud i miss u so much u where my only friend and i pray that when i get there u will know me will baby i did a birthday post 4 u and i want tosay happy 4th .i love &miss u .hugs & kisses til were togetther again ,love mom
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on May 26, 2019
Today baby girl you've been gone 3 years and I miss u so much I just wish I could reach up to the heavens and pull you back home were you should be .I love u and miss you i cry for you all the time ,and my life forever changed that day you life me all alone .til I see you and hold you once again forever.love always mom
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on December 23, 2018
Merry Christmas baby girl.i wish u peace and love. And. Want u to know your thought of everyday but the holidays will never be the same without u.i just want u to know I love u and miss u so very much .and we're ever you may be I know your an angel witching over me.love u very much merry christmas .love mom
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on December 14, 2018
Hi. Baby girl .well it's the holiday season and I want to wish you a merry christmas .i miss you so very .much .and I want you to know your thought of everyday.its hell with out u I love and miss you so much .well baby am sending you all my love hugs and kisses.and really can't wait til we meet again.i want to wrap my arms around you and never let you go. Well baby til I see you again. Love .hugd and kisses Love forever and ever .Love mom
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on November 22, 2018
Happy Thanksgiving Baby.it doesn't matter how many holidays pass without u here I just don't do them .i love & miss u so much.i tried telling some lady about u today and started to cry.will I wish I could see u and hold u .and I sure wish there was a phone were your at.i know your on a journey and the day u left I started my journey and its so hard without you.i hope u have lil man & ghost with u .kiss them 4 me baby.and we will see each other again .and I will never let go of u .love hugs & kisses til we meet again.i love .you. Love mom
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on August 25, 2018
To my loveing Daughter, theres not a day that go by i dont miss u, and the more time gos by the more i miss you. I love you so much, and maybe someday i will get the answer to why you left me so soon, but for now i will hurt and my heart will break, for i cant hear your voice or see your face, i cant help but miss you. You were the best daughter and a wonderful friend u meant everything to me, i just want to hold u and kiss your cheak and hug you like i use to. I even miss our flights, the fire in your eyes when u got mad. And your laughter it always made my heart happy. I always wanted to be with you, and thought we would have more time. You were my only friend i always knew i was safe i felt more like a kid and u the mom. Because u took good care of me and i love u so much for that. I just want the World to know want a special daughter and mother u were and i will keep missing you til we are togetter once again. So am sending you all my love, hugs, and kisses. And you will never be forgotten,as long as i live u will always be remembered. I love and miss u very very much, i will see u again. Love and miss you more, & more everyday. Love mom
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on July 31, 2018
Its been 26 mos, scent u left this earth, and still to this day my heart hurts, and everynight i tell u goodnight. And wonder just were you are and if your ok, i hold my tears in til everyones asleep and then i walk down memory line & cry , & wish i could see and talk to you once again. I just hope u know how special you were &how much u ment to me and even thow everyone misses u, noone misses u more then me ,i had so much to tell u and always thought i had time, now all i have is your memorys now, and i treasure everyone of them. And hold them closely to my heart. And i pray u let your memorys take u were u need to be. I know your gone, but part of me still looks for u to come home. And thats keeps me going. And some day i will see you again, and god will give u back to me, cause when your golden heart stopped beating and your hard working hands went to rest. My soul went with u. I just hope u wornt scard, and u didnt hurt, i wish i could of been there. And maybe u would of stayed. I love u and want u to come back to me, but i know that can never be, so i have to wait til its my turn, and then i will see u again. Even throw your gone my love grows & gos with u. And it grows more everyday u were a blessing and a my daughter, and a wonderful friend & a wonderful mother. And i am so proud that i got to be your mother, and got to spend your life with u. I love u &miss u. So til i get to were u are rest in peace baby and sleep with the angels i will be with u once again when when time comes just know we may be a part now but not forever til i see u again. I love u and miss u so very much. Love mom.
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on July 5, 2018
Happy 4th baby i know you would of love to be here. And i would of love you to be here. I dont go out and witch the frre works. Cause its just knot the same without u. I still cant beleave your really gone. Ilove u so much. And your daughter looks alot like u. You know shes 17 and she said when shes done with school she leaveing she dont like it here. And i seen a picture of joe he looks like his dad. And i guess he dont like talking that much. I try to talk to angel and joe but they dont talk back. I just wished u could of hung on. Baby i miss u so so much. Will its almost 3am i guess i should get some sleep i just want you to know your not forgotten and your thought of everyday and will be til were togetther again am sending hugs &kisses i love u. And miss you with all my ♥ talk to u soon. Love forever & ever. Til i see u again. Love mom
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on July 5, 2018
Well baby its been 2 years and it was hard and then i had to deal with your brithday you turned 38 this year i wanted to vist but my phone wasnt working. Baby i hope u hear me when am talking to u. I miss u so much, i miss the sound of your voice, your smile, i miss your hugs, and u telling me i love u mom. My life has changed and it will never be the same. God took away my sun shine when he took u. I want to say Happy Birthday and i hope u seen your balloons. I love u so very very much. And am sending you hugs and kisses baby til we meet again. I pray your resting in peace. I love you. Love forever and ever. Love mom~
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on July 2, 2018
Stacy i wishyou were still here with me but i know that will never be now. So as the days go by it just beings me one day closer to being were you are and i want to wish u a happy mothers day i love u and miss u so very much. Love u til i see u again love mom.
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on April 1, 2018
Dear stacy i wish i could of took your place .i hate being here without u. Your always on my mind i put 2 pictures of angel on yojr page she is so beautiful just like her mom i just want u to know your remmbered. Happy Easter stacy hug & kiss til i can hold u in my arms once more. Love mom
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on March 21, 2018
To my dear angel in heaven, 
I just want you to know.,that you'll in my thoughts
And how much i Love u so.
I know your in gods cure ,and for now thats how it should be,
But when i get to heaven. He will give u back to me.
I love u Stacy you will always be my baby and i miss u so much every dayi will be lonely til were togetther again i love u & miss u. And ill see u on the other side. Love hugs & kisses love mom
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on February 21, 2018
To my baby i always Thought i would have the rest of my life with you and only god knows way he took you home so soon. But i keep your momory your Memorys safely in my heart and i cant help but cry .still to this day i wish i could have one day with you. I never got to say goodbuy and that was so unfair. So i just want to say iam sorry for all the things i did, and i want u to know am very pound of you. You grow into a beautiful Women & i love you and miss u and notthing can ever stop me from that so til we meet again. My heart & mind is always with you. All my Love .i love & miss you so very much. Love mom
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on February 14, 2018
Just want u to know you are always Loved & missed so on this Valentine's day baby am sending you all my hugs & kisses. And to say you are missed everyday but on hoildays i just wish you were here. Til i see u again I Love you And Miss you so very much Love mom Happy Valentine's day baby
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on February 4, 2018
Today like everyday i miss you dearly, i still cant beleave your gone, even throw your gone life still gos on around me. But i cant seem to Jump back in. I wish you were still here with me, you made my life hole and now only emptyness remains, i dont unstand why you left, and will neaver know. But there was so much i wanted to tell u but thought i always had time, i wish i could of told u how proud i was of u, and how much i needed u. And i could go on. But i pray u know you made my life hole and the day u left without say goodbuy my life was turned upside down and was forever changed. I will always remmber your last words to me. Dont worry about me mom and i love u. I loved you so much and til this day that hasnt changed. For i will forever love u and miss u. And your Memorys are closely locked away in my heart. And i know now are bond will never be broken for you were my soul. I love u baby and i cant wait til were together again. And i hope u know even though your gone you will never be forgotten and u will always be missed you were a angel here. And i know god needed u to. Love, hugs, and kisses til that day comes when were together again. Love forever and always mom.
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on June 19, 2017
Today Baby you would've been 37 I sent you some balloons with a roben it said Happy Birthday you are Loved and missed baby I miss you so much from the time you were born and I held you that you were my soul and now there's just emptyness cause when you passes my soul went with you .I Love You And want to say I was so proud of you .I wish you were still here I would of give you the best party something I never got to do I love and miss you Happy 37Birthday til we meet again hugs and kisses love always mom
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on September 26, 2016
Stacy today you've been gone 4 mos. And There's not a day ,that I don't miss you & Ask my self way . why I didn't get to say good by.I love you slavery very much .I miss talking to u .I miss getting to say goodnight and u saying it back .or I'll see u tomorrow.and now tomorrow will never come .I don't know why am here and your not .but I have a job to do cause you left your dog .and its my job to take care of her and I will for u .so baby I want u to know I Love u now and my Love will keep growing
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on September 26, 2016
Stacy today you've been gone 4 mos. And There's not a day ,that I don't miss you & Ask my self way . why I didn't get to say good by.I love you slavery very much .I miss talking to u .I miss getting to say goodnight and u saying it back .or I'll see u tomorrow.and now tomorrow will never come .I don't know why am here and your not .but I have a job to do cause you left your dog .and its my job to take care of her and I will for u .so baby I want u to know I Love u now and my Love will keep growing
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on September 26, 2016
Stacy today you've been gone 4 mos. And There's not a day ,that I don't miss you & Ask my self way . why I didn't get to say good by.I love you slavery very much .I miss talking to u .I miss getting to say goodnight and u saying it back .or I'll see u tomorrow.and now tomorrow will never come .I don't know why am here and your not .but I have a job to do cause you left your dog .and its my job to take care of her and I will for u .so baby I want u to know I Love u now and my Love will keep growing
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on September 26, 2016
And I will never let u be forgotten Stacy I Love and miss u so much.
So til were together once again my heart will never stop hurting or missing you.your forever in my heart and on my mind .Love Forever And Always .Love mom
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on September 26, 2016
And I will never let u be forgotten Stacy I Love and miss u so much.
So til were together once again my heart will never stop hurting or missing you.your forever in my heart and on my mind .Love Forever And Always .Love mom
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on July 11, 2016
Stacy I know how much u Loved Roses so I have 12 Red Roses for u .every time I see some I think of you l Love you so much and I will never forget all the things we did.god took you away from me .way to soon .here is a small poem .A Heart of Gold Stopped .beating today .two shining eyes at rest.god broke my heart to show he only take the best.I will for ever Love and Miss you.and I would give anything to have you back.Love Always til I see u again. Hugs and kisses Love u .Love mom
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on July 8, 2016
I lite a Candle so your not in the dark .I hope baby your with Litman I want you to know my life ended the day u left I Will forever Love And miss u .god took my sunshine when he took you.I always know u were a angel.but I always thought I had lots of time with u I love u Stacy hug & kisses forever & ever til I see you once again
Love
Mom

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Posted by Sandra Billingsley on January 9, 2020
Hi Baby its mom again ,i was sitting her thinking of you like i do every day i just wish i could see and here your voice one more time , i am so tried of acting ok when am not ,the day you left i dont know why you give up but i also give up on life you were my heart and soul my baby and it hurts so much and the longer your gone the more i miss you 'well its a new year and everyone a round me is moveing .all but me am stuck in 2016 the day u left i love you baby R>I>P>till i see you once again love and miss you with all my heart and soul .love mom
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on December 26, 2019
MERRY CHRISTMAS STACY I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH YOUR MISSED THIS CHRISTMAS BUT NOT ONLY THE HOILDAY SEASON BUT EVERYDAY SCENT YOU WENT AWAY I HAVE A CHRISTMAS TREE THIS YEAR BUT I DONT HAVE A ANGEL AT THE TOP CAUSE MY ANGEL Went AWAY & I WILL SEE YOUR SMILEING FACE KNOW I KNOW YOU DONT WANT ME TO BE SAD BUT WITH OUT U I HAVE KNOW HAPPNESS SO I MUST WAIT TIL ITS MY TURN AND I PRAY YOU WILL BE WAITING ON ME AND WE WILL BE TOGETTER ONCE MORE NEVER TO PART AGAIN SO TIL THAT DAY I WILL HOLD YOUR MEMORYS CLOSE TO MY HEART I LOVE U AND MISS U VERY MUCH HUGS AND KISS TO MY ANGEL IN HEAVEN ILL SEE YOU SOON. LOVE FOREVER AND ALWAYS MOM.
Posted by Sandra Billingsley on December 25, 2019
NT GET INTO IT ANY MORE BECAUSE WITHOUT YOU HERE ITS NOT THE SAME I MISS U AND I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH ALL I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE THIS CHRISTMAS IS TO TOUCH U AND KISS U AND LET U KNOW HOW MUCH U MEAN TO ME SO BABY I WOULD LOVE FOR YOU TO VISIT ME IN MY DRAMES JUST SO I WOULD KNOW YOUR OK I LOVE U AND U WILL ALWAYS STAY WIYTH ME RIGHT HERE IN MY HEART AM GOING TO SEND SOME BALLONS TO YOU I LOVE YOU KISS GHOST AND AN 4 ME MERRY CHRISTMAS MY ANGEL HUGS AND KISSES LOVE MOM
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Shared by Sandra Billingsley on February 4, 2018

My Little girl i love & miss everyday. It seems like yesterday i was witching her run & play, she brought so much happiest  to my life. And now theres just empty ness & pain. Iloss my everything at the age of 35 from diabetes.without any warning she was gone. I never got to tell her how proud i was of her. And how much she really meant to me. I would tell her everyday i loved her. But it wasnt enough to make her stay. I pray she knows how much shes missed and loved. And til i get to be with her once again i will hold her momories close to my heart. She was a blessing and will always be loved and missed. Love mom