Woke up and yet another year without your text with all them emojis, I miss u so much dad but I no today u will be with me and normally u show me a sign so il keep a look out but I love u ❤️

Happy Christmas dad, I know you loved this time of year , rose made your sausage rolls and this year started bad but im in a better place now as u can probably see, you now have a granddaughter called violet and I'm having a baby boy in may so hopefully he will come on your birthday but had so many dreams of you lately, apparently it means your visiting me, last few weeks has been really hard and I know u was the only one who understood how I think and u would of been able to half calm me down but I love u so much ❤️ love always your claire

So the 4th Christmas without you. Still hurts as much as the first. Dont think it will ever get any easier. Have obviously served my purpose to certain people as I don't hear from them anymore. Should never forget those who were there for you. Grumble over but I know you would of understood. Makes you feel used. I got a new grandson he is cute just like his sister. Had a scare back in November. He ended up being blue lighted to Southampton hospital. He died in the ambulance but thanks to great medical staff he made it. Was in the paediatrics intensive care for a week on a ventilator. He must be a little fighter. I asked you and mum to watch over him. You obviously did. Never gonna stop missing you. Love to everyone up there but most of all to you and mum. Love you lots.xxxxxxxxx

I love u dad , I miss u soooo much xxxxxx

Happy Christmas dad, I miss you soooo much and so do the kids, I no your visit everyone today so il look for that sign. Last few months has been really tough and if you was here, I no it would not of got so bad, but without u , I am so lost you was always was there for me everyday with your advice , the only one who had my back , the only one I trust. I really miss u dad. Love always your claire xxxxxxxxxxx to many kisses to fit the page as we always said 

So the 3rd Christmas without you has arrived. Still as painful as the first. Dont think I will ever come to terms that you are not here anymore. I so hate it. Not a day goes past where I don't think of you. Would of had pics of your sausage rolls by now. So bloody miss you Steve. All my love and more. Your heartbroken (still) sister.XXXXXX

Another birthday without you. Still struggling to accept you are no longer here. Think about you every day. Had a few tears this morning. No card or phone call from you. Its just so hard. So love and miss you Steve. Till we meet again.XXX

Another shitty day so wish u was here dad, my life’s so different now and I hate it .

I wish u was here dad , so many times I wish I could ring you for our daily chat , I’m lost without u. I love u

Happy birthday to the most amazing dad , I miss u more than ever. Love you more than ever . Love your Claire xxxxxxx more kisses than can fit the page xxxxxx

How my life changed 2 years ago when I lost you. Still finding it hard without you. Many a time I have so needed you. You were the one I could tell anything to and you would give me advice. I have a robin that sits on a tree at the back of my home singing away and I am convinced it's you watching over me cos you know how stressed I am, as always. Hope you are with Mum and Violet. Till we meet again. I love you Steve. Your heartbroken sister. Xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Forever my rock, hero and best friend . Two years today I held you while u took your last breath, like you held me for my first. I love you dad and miss u like u would never know . Love your Claire xxxxx

I rekon you showed us a sign yesterday dad, I love and miss you so much and I hate life without you, it will never get easier xxxxxx

Dad , I really miss you xxx

Miss you dad , things are such a mess and without you here for advice it’s hArder. I wish u was here so bad. I wish U could be here to give me a cuddle now. I love you so much xxxx

Miss u grandad wish u we’re here still

Happy new year dad, I wish I’d wake up to a text from you with all your emojis and this was all a nightmare, I love you dad xxx

Gonna be starting another year without u and I definitely know what u mean now when u used to not drink case we needed picking up new year ect as rose now going out and I’m thinking as u would, I’m glad I’m so like u dad because u was the best. I’m sitting at work thinking how much I miss u and how life really ain’t the same, u was and always will be my everything. Love u millions your Claire xxxxxxx

Another Christmas without my rock, just hurts as much if not more. I still bought a Christmas pudding that me and u used to share half each and put your favourite penny toffee sweet out the quality street with your one from last year. I’d do anything to have you back and if there is another life I want you as my dad again. I love you dad more than life itself. Love always your Claire xxx to many kisses to fit the page as we always used to say

So it's Christmas eve, the 2nd one without you, sitting here on my own looking at your photos and keep asking you the same question. Why did you have to leave me. Dont think it's ever gonna sink in. Still makes me feel so sick. I had a robin sitting on the back tyre of my car this morning. Suppose I had better check my tyre. Then I saw a white feather floating down. Hope you are with mum. Look after each other till I come and see you. Love and miss you like you would never know. . Happy heavenly Christmas. Love you loads.xxxxxxx

The second Christmas without you is approaching and it still isn't any easier. Got upset on the phone to Dan the other day talking about you. Even he said its hard. Got Claire coming down on Sunday all being well. Hopefully take her to see my new granddaughter. She is so gorgeous you would of loved her. Looks so much like Lee. Still cannot believe you are gone and I am never going to speak to you or see you again. The sick feeling I get in my stomach when I think of you, which is every day several times, is horrible. I feel very confused because although I know you are gone a big part of me still don't believe it and I don't think I ever will. Make sure you are waiting for me when it's my time. Love you with all my heart Steve.xxxxxxxxxxxx

Yesterday at work a patient said a few lovely things to me and straight away I wanted to ring and tell u as I no u would be proud of me but then I new I couldn’t . I miss u so much dad and seeing other people with there dads breaks me. You was my dad, my best friend, my everything. Things don’t ever get easier because I’m without u for longer and miss u more. Love u so much

Hi dad , I miss u so much and just wish I could cuddle u right now. I love u so much, more than anything.

So tomorrow is my second birthday without you. It is not getting any easier. It is still one of the hardest things I have had to deal with in my life. Couldn't even say goodbye to you. It still feels like a bad nightmare. I will put up one of your old cards you sent me as I did last year. I so miss you Steve. Just doesn't seem real still that you are not here. Dan needed some help the other day and his first thought was to ring you. If only he could of done. My heart is broken and will never mend.

Still unbelievable that you are not here. Its like I am stuck in a time warp and this hasn't happened. Got the shock of my life last week when I became a nan again. No one knew not even the mum. Would of loved to of been able to call you and give you the happy news once I had recovered from the shock. I got another granddaughter and I got the privilege to name her. Was told if it had been a boy he would of been called Stephen. That's how much my 2 boys respected and thought of you. Been reading some of the things here so had tears running down my face. Love you and miss you more than anyone knows.

Dad, I fill so lost with out you , life’s ain’t the same anymore and it will never be. I would do anything to have you back. You was my everything and I fill alone in the world now. I love u dad ❤️

Dad, I miss you sooo much and I hate that u ain’t here. I would do anything to bring u back. I love you so much. Love always your Claire xxxxxxx

I miss you dad and still can’t believe that I’m never gonna see you again or have our Saturday Costa’s or our early morning teas and after work chats on my drive home, where you would laugh at my road rage saying I’m worse then u! Life’s just not the same without u. I need u back I love you dad xxx

Happy father's Day dad, you truly were the best dad anyone could of wished for. Blurring things out seems to work till days like this when it hits me like a bus that iv lost The best thing ever in my life, they do say you don't know what you got till it's gone but I already new I had the best. Love you more than ever. to many kisses to fit this page. Love your Claire xxxxxx

Dad, Happy birthday I hope you having a nice cool beer and a fag with nan, I love and miss u more then anything in the world, still doesn't feel like I won't see you again but sometimes feel you are with me. I really have needed you and feel so lost without your wise advice. From your Claire xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Gonna miss your message in the morning with all your emojis but I know your be with me. I miss u soo much and life just ain't the same anymore without u, I'd do anything to have you back. When driving back tonight id normally ring u and you'd say have u got time for a tea? I love you dad. Love your Claire xxx

Miss u dad I love u so much

Miss you dad, wish I could ring u and have a chat, u were always there for me. I wish I could of been there for u a bit more in hospital as u would of been scared. I look in the garden all the memories we had but so many more times we had to look forward to were taken away. I love u but try show me a sign I need. Love you

Miss you dad, just watched a program and really made me think I was truly blessed to have you as my dad and so was everyone who had u in there life. You was always happy to help and had a heart of gold. You left us to soon but still made sure we was all ok after.bi love and miss u more than ever. To many kisses to fit the page as we always said xxxxxx your Claire

I started the day ok but now I'm in bits, I really wish u were here cause at the minute I'm worried and u would always calm me down, I hate the way things are now. Life's lonely and so different without u. I love u so much and miss u more than ever. If there's another life after this one, I hope your my dad again.xxxxx

Christmas is going to be so hard without you in my life anymore. It was only a year ago today you sent me photos of the sausage rolls you had made. What a year. Lost my best friend, my rock and the brother that meant the world to me. Life will never be the same without you. Love and miss you with all my heart. . Love you Steve.

I hate this life without you dad and miss u so much, life's so hard without u. I wish u would come back. Love your Claire xxxx

I wish you was here right now so I could have someone to talk to because nothing goes right and mum always says horrible thing bout me and she says they she don’t mean it but I know she does coz she clearly thinks that of me if she keeps saying it and i just wished she didn’t think of me like that and she loved me but it makes it obvious that you was the only person who loved me and I have no friends now and everyone hates me and I just want a cuddle and i can scratch you back and I forget to say there’s frozen 2 out now and I know you liked the first one so u would’ve loved this one and now your up there I hope your all better and your not poorly anymore but make sure you remember how much I love you xxxxx

As Claire and Rosie said it's been 6 months today you left us all. 6 months of pain and heartache that is never going to go away. I still cannot believe that you are not here anymore. It's like time has stood still for me. I hope you are up there with Mum watching over us having a fag. I tried calling you on fb messenger but of course I knew you wasnt going to answer . Why you Steve when theres so many evil bastards in this world. Will never ever get over losing you. Love you with all my heart.
Your heartbroken sister.

I can’t believe it’s been half a year without you and I miss you more then and since you left I’ve been so lonely I have no one to cry to when I’m upset . And I love you soooooooo much and I’d do anything to be able to spend time with you and just to have one of your cuddles and to go to yours on a Friday and to go poundland early Saturday morning having a McDonald’s breakfast and then my finger get to slippery to open my orange so you would . Amd I wish it I could’ve been there with you every day in hospital making sure you wasn’t scared and telling you everything will be ok . You was my only best friend and now your not hear I have no one coz no one will ever love me the way you did and it breaks my heart to know you was there all by yourself and I wished I spent more time with you . I LOVE YOU WITH ALLLL MY HEART grandad

Half a year today, without you by my side and last few days iv truly felt broken without you and I miss you so much. I hate it without you and I no you wouldn't want me sad but I can't help it. Life's changed so much without you. I love you soo much dad and can't wait to be together again.

Miss u dad, i wish I was with u, it seems pointless without u. It hurts so bad when I truly think u ain't coming back, you was my world. Today I saw a man drive past and looked like u and I just thought maybe it was but u can't contact me in this world but you here watching us, sounds silly but I just thought it. I really am broken without u and this is never gona get better. Love u always

Miss you dad , saw someone today in a jumper like u had and just thought of u and how much I could do with a cuddle from u right now, still feel like your be back soon, it just don't seem real that iv lost the greatest person I ever new. I love u so much. Xxx

I miss u dad I hate it without u, i just wish this was all a nightmare
I went to you always and i forever felt safe and now I fill alone, this ain't fair. It was always me and u and then mum and beck, now it's just me . I miss u more then ever and really could do with u here. Love u millions xxxxxxx your Claire

Just to say I love u dad and I hope u can see this but I just want you back. Me and Anita went round shops yesterday and had such a good day and we even had your favourite weatherspoons breakfast that u always took kids to have but Life's not the same and I hate it, you were my rock, best friend and my dad. I'm still looking out for you and I hope one day I can know for certain your ok and with me xxx to many kisses to fit the page

I don't see why u was taken so early, I still don't fill like it's real and I still fill like I'm gonna see u again but it fills like forever since we spoke and I miss u more than anything. I would do anything to have u back. Life's not the same without you, I miss everything from you telling me to watch the roads everytime I went out, to telling me I could tell u anything, which I did, u was my best friend and now there's part of me missing untill we meet again. Love u dad ❤️❤️❤️

Happy wedding anniversary dad, I know you would have been here today with mum but only the radio this morning may of been a sign, I hope you can one day show me a definite sign your with me. Mum really misses you but I got her a card and flowers like u would normally ask me to pick u up.i love u dad xx

4 months but feels like 4 years, I miss you so bad dad. It don't fill real but I don't want it to either because then it will hurt more then it already does. I just wish u could come back or even if I could just ring u. It's not fair how our time together was robbed from us. I love u dad. To many kisses to fit the page like we used to say. But still here's a few xxxxxx xxxxxx xxxxxxxx

It's been 4 months today you left us. I am so struggling to accept it. I was in a car park today and a feather came floating down in front of me. My heart is broken without you and I dont think it will ever mend. Losing you seems like the worst one I have had to come to terms with because I cannot believe you are no longer here. It's like one long nightmare. Love you forever Steve. Till we meet again.

So sorry to all your family for the loss of your dad and husband.wot a sad loss to a wonderful and genuine guy you will be sadly missed by all rest in peace Stephen.