I MISS YOU MY FRIEND I WISH YOU WERE FAKING A DEATH I KNOW IT SOUNDS SICK ....I WISH I WOULD HAVE GONE TO SEE YOU THAT DAY BUT I WAS SCARED YOU WOULD NOT LET ME LEAVE LIKR THE LAST TIME ....NO ONE HAS HELD ON TO ME THAT TIGHT SINCE YOU... I LOVE YO AND IM THINKING ABOUT YOU ...YOUR HEART IS WITH KIM THOUGH AND OF COURSE YOUR GIRLS ..I SENT THEM THE PICTURE YOU DREW AFRER COPING IT MY SELF A COUPE OF TIMES YOU WOULNT CARE ANYWAYS RIGHT....FUCK I MISS YOU I HAVE SO MUCH TO TELL YOU... I LOST YOUR PICTURES WHICH HURTS ME ....BUT IM SURE I DESERVE IT SOMEWHERE DOWN THE LINE...I WENT TO SEATTLE AND ASW SO MANY MATCH BOOKS THAT REMINDED ME OF YOU....ALL I SEE IDS THE PICTURE OF YOUR MOMMA AND THE GREEN ABCK...OK AMYBE THATS NOT ALL I SEE FUZZY PICS OF KIDS AND I DONT GET TO KNOW THEM BUT AT ONE POINT YOU WERE MY ONLY PERSON OUT THERE YOU WERE THERE FOR ME WHEN EVERYONE ELSE DROVE OFF FROM ME...YOU WERE THE PERSON WHO HELD ME ... I STILL EAT STOFFERS LEASAGA AND BURN IT BC OF YOU...I STILL WANT A 10 FT GREEN COUCH BC OF YOU , AND I SLEPT SO FUCKING GOOD WITH YOU MY BODY RELAXED WITH YOU ... IM SO TENSE NOW I CANT SLEEP AND EVERYTHING I LOVE I PUSH AWAY...I WILLNEVER FORGET THINGS ABOUT YOU THAT ARE PERSONAL BUT I THINK BAT THEM IN MY HEAD AND I REGERT NOT TELLING YOU EVERYTHING BAD IVE EVER DONE BC I THINK YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND PPL GET UPSET WHEN I THINK O FYOU IFS LIKE THEY ARE JEALOUS... OR SOMETHING I DONT UNDERSTAND IT BUT I MISS YOU AND HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON I LOVE YOU ALWAYS YOUR FAMILY KELLY I WANT TO SEE YOU... BUT I FEEL BETTER TALKING TO YOU... I WANT TO KNOW MORE ABT YOU . I WANT TO FEEL CLOSER TO YO U SO I WANT TO MOVE TO THE APT WE WERE ALL IN HPING THAT WILL CHANGE YOUR MIND GOD ARE WOMEN PERDICTABLE OR WHAT? I CANT KEEP UP WITH THE GIRLS OF YOURS BC I CANT GET PAST YOU...I CAN TELL THEM THIS THEIR FATHER LOVED THEM IMMENSLY AND I CANT SPELL... I SENT THE PIC TO THE MASSY ADDRESS YOU SENT ME I LOVE THE SHIT OUT OF YOU IM SORRY I FOR A MILLION AND ONE THINGS I LOVE YOU ----ALWAYS KELLY RENEE ROBINSON

I WISH YOU COULD SEE THE FROGS HAD....

I see a man that looks ...or reminds me of you and I left a candle at the place he works...I told him,please don't think I'm crazy I'm not I wanted to light it...is it ok I leave it here I don't know what the protocol is for light ing candles in McDonald's is he smiled and said that's fine...I hope no one steals it you are still my best friend and I think of you all the time not to mention I nearly lose it when I see the man at McDonald's...