January 12, 2019
January 12, 2019
Remembering the day my brother passed away
As I celebrate another year without you still at times in disbelief
I laugh, I cry, I feel angry, I feel sad, all the emotions we call grief
There are days I still can't believe you're really gone;
I still can't accept it, even after so long.
The pain I felt when I heard the news,
I still hear myself screaming, lost and confused,
I was left looking for answers, someone to accuse.
There were many times that we disagreed,
but we were there for each other in time of need.
I miss you with all my heart. I wish we never had to part.
I know you're always by my side, looking out for me, being my guide
Your memories still flood my brain, sometimes it drives me insane,
I cry at the rain, when my heart is melting with pain
Although without you my world's a mess.
I could hear you saying I deserve to be happy and not to stress.
Till we meet again, my love and thoughts I'm sending
because my tears will have no ending
As I celebrate another year without you still at times in disbelief
I laugh, I cry, I feel angry, I feel sad, all the emotions we call grief
There are days I still can't believe you're really gone;
I still can't accept it, even after so long.
The pain I felt when I heard the news,
I still hear myself screaming, lost and confused,
I was left looking for answers, someone to accuse.
There were many times that we disagreed,
but we were there for each other in time of need.
I miss you with all my heart. I wish we never had to part.
I know you're always by my side, looking out for me, being my guide
Your memories still flood my brain, sometimes it drives me insane,
I cry at the rain, when my heart is melting with pain
Although without you my world's a mess.
I could hear you saying I deserve to be happy and not to stress.
Till we meet again, my love and thoughts I'm sending
because my tears will have no ending