Mommy, This time last year you were here with us. I'm still in shock and suffering PTSD ... You are helping me in so many ways. I'm doing my best to stay so strong for my kids and myself. I'm still in all stages and no order of grief. Some days I don't know how to go on. I love you and miss you more than any words can discribe.

Mommy, since you have been gone ive been a mess as you have seen emotionally. I know ive lost alot of weight and I cant eat, I knew I would not handle your death well at all. I pray everyday God gives me the strength to get through this. I miss you more than words and the pain is so unbearable. You were to young. We were so blessed to have you and your absence is deafening. I took care of you till the bitter end and I hope I made you proud. Ken is trying so hard to help me through this but only God and time can. Please have patience if you are watching me suffer. I know it must even be rough for you to see me suffer up there. You were are INDEED an angel Mom. You did so much for so many! I am so proud of the woman, mother, grandmother and wife that you are. You will always be my shining star and Queen! I love you !! Rest in peace, till i see you again. Your baby girl, Kiki ... Kristi Lynn