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This memorial website was created in the memory of our loved one, Wayne Thompson, 52, born on October 9, 1959 and passed away on October 30, 2011. We will remember him and always and forever be loved and missed He will be missed forever and always!!

December 3, 2012
December 3, 2012
oh I wish you were here ..to yell at me or anything.I gave my notice on my job,what a scary move for me.I wish you were here to tell me if I am doing the right thing. I feel I am , but I am scared.
The tears are getting a little less, yet I surprise myself when all of a sudden I am overwhelmed with missing you .I miss you so much..I wish you knew how much!
November 12, 2012
November 12, 2012
I miss you so much its sometimes so over whelming to me. I see your pictures on this site and they are so you. I sit here crying just wanting you back and I know its not going to happen but how do I get past this! I don't know..if you could just hold me and tell me it will be ok..I just want you back.I know life goes on but I never thought it would be without you in it. I love and miss you
November 5, 2012
November 5, 2012
the Tears are flowing tonight..I am missing you so much ..just one more day ..one more kiss..one more hug..one more I love you! I thought the year mark would help but the missing you, I think it will never go away.I love you forever and always!
November 4, 2012
November 4, 2012
Well today I am going to our oldest sons wedding shower, I am praying that he realizes that he really has a good girl.. they have both done wrong yet now its time to make a family with scooter.I know you always wanted that for her.Not a broken family. I love Rob and Megan both now it is time to be grownups. I know they will have ups and downs but marriage is a full time job.We know by us..
October 30, 2012
October 30, 2012
Today one year ago you left me to go to a more peaceful and painfree place. I wish to this day one year later that you were with me. I hope you are watching over me. Not a day goes by that you are not in my thoughts! I wish we could go back to when i was 19 and met you..your bright blue eyes and curly blond hair..the good and the bad times..I would still pick you!! I love you forever!!!!!!
October 26, 2012
October 26, 2012
You know how I always got on your case for drinking, you know what I even miss that.I miss everything about you, the good and the bad. Everyones lives goes on. I am trying to make a change but I don't see it happening.I want to move so bad, to get away from cancer. I have no luck, I lost you ..just one more hug, one more kiss. one more I love you's..if only ..
October 26, 2012
October 26, 2012
The tears are starting to flow more again knowing that in 4 days it will be a year.I miss you so bad, there are days when I just don't want to go on,do I tell anyone ,no I don't! I hold all in. People think you are suppose to be over this, but its not that easy being alone all the time. I miss you more then life its self. I wait for things to get better but nothing ever goes right anymore.
October 21, 2012
October 21, 2012
I am having a hard time believing in 9 days it will be a yr since you left us. It sometimes feels like yesterday.I watch people go on with there lives and I am trying to do that. I am hopefully going to be moving from our home and back to Mass. Yet this is where you wanted to live, I only moved here for you and now that you are gone, its time for me to leave ,I would stay if you were here!
October 9, 2012
October 9, 2012
Happy Birthday hun..you would have been a young 53 .You really were to young to leave this earth.But I have to remember what you told our oldest ,you lived a good life but I just wished that you had gotten to live another 30 years with me. So in your memory I am going to go buy 50 scratch tickets, since you loved to scratch lottery tickets. Maybe today will be our lucky day to win! LUV U
October 8, 2012
October 8, 2012
today is 10/08 that means tomorrow you would be turning a young 53 ,its really hitting me hard. I miss you so much, if only you knew how much I miss you.I miss our life . I hate making decisions and here I am making a big one , I think it is the right one..its going to be costly but hopefully in the long run it will be a good one..our youngest is not happy and that makes me hurt I love you
September 26, 2012
September 26, 2012
I so miss you!! If you only knew how much....I want our life back you and I .Can we go back in time....and never let it go...Live our lives like tomorrow is the last..we worked all our lives so hard..just as we were starting to enjoy doing things and going places yet you were taken away,..I am doing a huge thing by leaving where you passed..but I am going to go where there are good memorys
September 16, 2012
September 16, 2012
I guess trying to move back to Mass will hopefully give me back the memories of us living there and not here where all I think of is the cancer that took you! Yup still hate cancer ..it took my life away from me.It took you from me and our granddaughter and boys!! We miss you so much if you only knew how much!!
September 16, 2012
September 16, 2012
Well here it is almost the middle of Sept..my emotions have been getting the most of me lately.I know the year anniversary is coming up and I miss you so much Wayne..if I could have you back here I would never let you go. I am trying to move on with my life, looking at moving back to Mass . I am hoping this will help me heal by being near people I know. I love you forever and more!
July 15, 2012
July 15, 2012
Here it is over 8 months since you left and I just don't know how to go on with life without you..I feel so lost and I hate this feeling..I don't know what to do with myself..I hate being alone , I hate my job but I have to stay there to live. I don't know where to go ..I have never been so confused then I am now with my life without you..life was so much easier with you here...I love u !!
May 24, 2012
May 24, 2012
You finally came to me in my dreams..the first one since you pasted 7 months ago...yet I think you came to calm me..you told me that there was nothing I could have done to help you, that the cancer was going to take you know matter what..What is weird your words gave me some peace that I have not felt since you passed..I love and miss you more then anyone will ever know <3
March 29, 2012
March 29, 2012
Wayne yesterday I got back from my first vacation since you have been gone and all I can say is that it made me miss you more then ever. I could not wait to get home and be in our home again.I do not like this new normal, personally I hate it. Here it is 5 months later and I am still struggling, no on really know it , I put a smile on my face and go on. I love you and miss you so much!!!!!
March 19, 2012
March 19, 2012
Yesterday was 5 months and the missing you has not gone away..don't ever think it will..I love you with all my heart and soul...slowly the crying is gettig less...I just have to remember you are not in anymore pain from the cancer anymore...and that is what people tell me to remember you are not in any more pain..I hate cancer..it takes so much from us.I love you forever!!
February 14, 2012
February 14, 2012
Happy Valentines !!! I miss you so much..if you only knew how much!
February 8, 2012
February 8, 2012
I wish you knew the loneliness I feel with you not here...sometimes its unbearable. I miss you so much. Just for you to hold me and tell me that I will be ok. I feel so alone...everyone has gone on with there lives.Me I sit at home during the evenings mourning you and wishing this nightmare would go away.Yet everynight I come home and your not here to say Hi Hun..just to hear you say those words
January 13, 2012
January 13, 2012
Its almost 3 months since you left this world and I miss you so much..if you only knew .The emptyness is horrible..not hearing your voice....not getting a kiss goodnight...I sooo love you and miss you! You are my soul mate and now a half of me is gone. I have to go on with life ,yet it isn't the same.. I love you forever in my heart!
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October 9, 2020
October 9, 2020
Today is your birthday Wayne you would of been 61!! Still young.I still miss you! Your so much in my heart even though I remarried he is good to me, keeps me on my toes yet a song will come on and it makes me think of you and I cry over losing you again. The pain never goes away..i live every day the best I can with my new husband and sometimes I feel you brought him to me...cause if it wasn't for him I would be alone and in NY a state I hated with a passion.
I love you and always will ..happy birthday in Heaven!! Forever young
October 10, 2016
October 10, 2016
Yesterday was your Birthday and I woke up like I normally do,yet then I realized it was your birthday and the tears came streaming down ..yes it still hurts that your gone I don't think that will ever go away. I might be married again,yet if you were alive we would be together still. But I know you wanted me live and you always use to say after I die you can do what you want. ..I hope you know my new husband is good to me,he loves me and still makes me laugh..hugs and kisses sent to heaven for you!!
April 5, 2016
April 5, 2016
wow I go back and read some of my post and I have to say I was heartbroken for a long time. I think of you often still and now and then a tear slips by, you were just to young to go. I found someone and married someone that loves me , we are not rich but you know money is not everything. I am happy, it took me a long time to get here almost 4 years . You probably thought that I would of gotten married right off but that was not going to happen. I had to wait till I was ready and met the right one. He makes me laugh and to me that is the most important thing, I needed laughter in my life .I don't even work as much as I use to thank god..I would have died an early death working as much as I did!! I love you and you will always be in my heart, I do hope you are watching over me ..I am not forgetting you ever..I am just living life now and not crying every day like I did. I hope you are happy for me up in heaven....always and forever Wayne!!!!
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November 22, 2014

When you were fighting the cancer I kept thinking we could beat this , yet you knew I guess that you were not going to make right after being DX cause that first Christmas you gave me a necklace with an Angel on it with two children..I did not get it till after you passed ..because you told our son the nex year that you would probably not be here for Christmas in 2011 and you told him what to get me for Christmas that year..and you were right you left us before Christmas..yet you told our son to get my wedding rings and engrave them ..with the words " I will love you always" Well my wedding rings were to thin for that so our son got me an Angel and had that engraved with what you wanted said..well guess what I will love you always to my dear husband..You always thought that you were not romantic ..but guess what you were..always know that !!

October 30, 2012

The day I met you I had just turned 19 and was at a keg party that you got brought to. You were up from Mass to NH to paint a museum. I remember seeing you as you walked in and wondering who you were. You were really cute...then you came over to where I was sitting on a car and talking to me, you got my telephone number ..did not know it had to do with a bet with the other guys on who could get the most telephone numbers..we saw each other that whole week you were there and then you asked me to move to Mass..and I said yes..after only knowing you a week..You were to pick me up three weeks later. Personally did not know if you were going to show up but you did.. three months later I got pregnant with our first son Robert..you were so happy and I was so scared..but you changes jobs to make a better life for us and then two years later we had our second son John..again you were happy.My parents loved you, matter of fact you always got more for your birthday then I did!! LOL..You were a hard worker and the only thing that mattered was us, no one else mattered to you.I know that now.You were always looking out for us and taking care of us.
We survived 31 years together through alot of good and bad times..but we always came back to each other..we had a bond and a love that could not be broken and never will. Today on the anniversary of your death..I love you more then anything and miss you even more!!   <3 kisses to heaven babe!! Till the day you come to get me !! i LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS!!!!!1

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