Was just sitting around this evening rimenieing about: lol
Kitley, and Horse shows. We use to give each other so much crap over our hobbies, however when it came down to it, we where always there for each others races and shows. Blowing one another crap but loving every min of being there and being together. What Happened???  I miss u, I miss us, I miss our outings, Our spontanious road trips.. lol :) God knows we had some real excursions. I would give anything to b able to still b having those. If somone would have ever have told me, Id miss u this much I would have never have believed them. However alomost 3yrs later I miss u the same if not more. They say time heals, thats a bunch of bull for the record... We where oil and water but regardless u couldnt keep us apart.. I try real hard to understand why u hit the reset button with out me, we always promised it would b together.. Gabe is what saved me, I wish so much there could have been something to save u, save us!! I love u more than words and just missing u badly. If u new how many people u could have came to, talked to, asked for help, luved u, I know n my heart u would still b with us. But for some reason u though what u chose was the answer, who am I to judge and I dont.. I know u had ur reasons and deamons and I am just sorry U didnt think out of all of us that loved and luv u still u couldnt have come to at least one. However I also wish u would have thought how u would make all of us feel that u left so far behnd, if u would have knowing u the way I did ud still b here because u wouldnt have put any of us threw this intentionaly u werent that persons. U where a loving, caring, sensitive and an emotional individual. Iam sorry for the people that didnt know that of u. They missed out. Just wanted to drop a short memorie and thought, n my heart and mind I know u can read this. With all my heart, soul and love. I miss u Billy Boyer!!