It has been two & a half years since my Chad left this earth to go be with Jesus & my Mom, I have had 3 very vivd dreams...Chaddy came to me, the first he was runnig toward my waving & smiling in a beautiful geen field,he was so happy,the second, told me I had to let him go, I got to hug his warm firm body see his precious smile, I pinched myself as I saw him walk into my kitchen, the third I saw him in the beautiful Rockie Mts leaning againt a tree, he always loved all the many vacations we took there, he is happy there now, a lovely Momma deer came between us & told me she was she Momma now, that she would take care of him for me til I get there. I miss him so, I keep him in my heart, am so thankful for having him those 38 years 2 months & 2 days, it was a wonderful time, I love you Chaddy, Your Mom

. Not an hour goes by you are not in my mind & heart, it is soloney & emptywith out you, you gave all our lives such joy & purpose, I always felt such pride ,as my Momma did, when we would meet you in your beautiful pink truck, smiling, honking & waving at us, you saw the enire US while trucking, I am so happy for this, but most of your time was spent hauling grain here in your Kansas. You love our old home so much, always her shareing your time with us. I treasure each & every moment we had together, til I am with you again I will hold you in my heart, I love you so...Mom!

the one who was always there when you needed him, he was a wonderful baby & little boy, alway cheerfull, enjoyed life to the fullest, took the blows given him with out a bunch of self pity. He loved all his family so much, he told me the day before he left, my Mom His Grandma, he loved so very much, had a place saved for him in Heaven, He was a truch driver, the best & started so very young, he loved  music, cook outs, he was a great cook, created his own recipes. He left a beautiful little girl, Lindsey, she is so beautiful & wise, her, Chad, His Pop & me were all very close. family!