it has been very hard these last weeks, your birthday the hoildays you always enjoyed so much, they are not happy like they were when you were with us, I talked to Wyatt yesteday he is missing you just as Joey & I are, you always loved Halloween, Thanksgiving & Christmas,, your last ones were spent in the hospital so ill, you left to be with Jesus before Christmas. It still does not seem possible you are gone, Your are in my heart & thoughts always I love you so. I read the sweet, cute cards you gave me thanking me for all I did, I just wish I could have done more, I wanted you to have a full happy long life, I have bad heart trouble now so it may not be too long til I will be with you & my Mom & Dad & Precious Jesus, I remember each hair cute I gave you, all the clothes i bought & sewed you, our trips to Colo, you being the chef of all our cook outs, how happy I always was to see you waiting for me on the porch, you watching TV with us, helping your Pop in the garage, cleaning the snow for us rakeing the leaves for us, it has not been raked since you left us. Sometimes I can not stand it, my special one is not with me now, kiss grandma for me I miss her so much, she loves us all so much. bye for now Chaddy, your Mom