- 26 years old
- Date of birth: Mar 20, 1987
- Date of passing: Sep 9, 2013
|Let the memory of Jonathan be with us forever|
"I don't usually have a hard time writing down how I'm feeling, but I just just can't express myself in words today... I've been thinking about you so much lately and I'm still so broken from losing you... I just want to say happy birthday today amd I miss you so hard... Love you forever Fatness <3"
"Happy Birthday my baby. It gets harder all the time to live without you. My heart is torn to pieces. 29 years ago I was so excited about your birth. Now I miss you so much it is beyond anything I can describe. Not a day goes by without thinking of you. I long to hear your voice, wrap my arms around you. I love you Jonny"
"I wanted to write yesterday, but it was too painful. Thought about you all day, I could hear your wonderful laugh and see you rub your stomach. It never gets easier, missing you. I ache to hold you like when you were little. and miss you with every fiber of my soul. I love you forever."
"Happy Thanksgiving Fatness... I can't help but wonder how today's holiday would have been so much different if you were here... The hole where you should be is deep today. Miss you like hell <3"
"just cannot tell you how much I miss you.... <3 I hope you're still listening...."
"I have been so sad lately. Seems like I just miss you more with every passing day. Not a minute goes by when I don't think of you, not a day without tears. I know it will never get better. My life came to a screeching halt the moment you closed your eyes. One third of my heart is gone forever. I will never be whole again. There is,no greater pain on this earth."
"Overwhelming sadness lately and just miss you like hell... I'd give anything just to hug you and tell you to your face... <3"
"Kristy, Danielle and I went to Drews service yesterday. I know you were there. I am, sure you boys are together, not that it gives us much solice.
You both will be always in our hearts and thoughts for the rest of our time here. Sometimes the pain, is overwhelming, but as long as you continue to poke us, it makes it bearable and we are able to smile at what you might have said or done in a particular situation. So please stay close, and know that I love you no matter where you are and if I can see you or not."
"Just wanted to let you know that mom and I went to Drew's service today... If you didn't know it already their family really loved you... It was very evident in the way they included you in his services. Jeff especially was amazing today. You would be as proud as I was of him. He gave an awesome speech about Drew that captured him better than I could have imagined... I hope you were watching <3"
"Happy New Year Fatness... Miss you <3"
"So, I wanted to post something for Christmas,, but I couldn't. I was wrapped so tight, trying to keep it all together. I was afraid to let my guard down, for fear that I wouldn't be able to put all the pieces back together again. I wanted to try and make new memories for the kids, and not have the holiday be sad, but we all got Spiderman gifts anyway and we know you were there.
As everyone rings in the New Year and looks forward to a better 2015, I know for me there is no more happy New Year. The weight of your loss is unbearable at times, unlike any pain I have ever felt. I miss you so much and long to hear that obnoxious laugh. :) Stay close so I know you are near, it is all that keeps me going at times. You are forever that sweet child of mine. Merry Christmas my baby, hope you and grandpa had a blast."
"Happy Thanksgiving Fatness! I wore all Spider-Man today and we all had you in our thoughts... It's so funny how we all can still comment on just what you would say in a particular situation and I can honestly hear you in my head... <3 miss you like hell <3"
"I can't form into words the heartache I still feel every day without you... You took a piece of me when you left. Miss you like hell <3"
"I woke up this morning and somehow today is worse. It is the last of the firsts, and I can't say last year at this time you were still here. The pain is overwhelming at times and not a day goes by without you in my thoughts or without tears. A piece of me is gone forever and I will never be the same again. I long to hold you in my arms, see those most beautiful blue eyes and that great smile. Yes Jonny you are awesome :).please continue to poke me, sometimes its the only thing that keeps me sane. I will love you forever sweet child of mine."
"In a moment of temporary insanity, I started singing that "Baby Baby" Justin Bieber song to Gracie...and she gave me the middle finger. I know that was you Jonny, so thank you for being our daughter's guardian angel and putting me in my place so she doesn't grow up with lame taste in music. Miss you every day buddy."
"<3 just wanted to say I love you...."
"Not a day goes by I do not shed a tear for you. Usually many tears. I miss the hell out of you. Then when I think I can't bear one more day, you poke me, like today. With spiderman and finding something from you distinctly out of place. And I know that even though its not how I want it to be, you are here and you know how much I long to hold you in my empty arms. I love you Jonny with all my heart."
"I just wanted you to know that my children still talk about you EVERY SINGLE DAY... What stupid ass comment you would say for particular situations, and now thank you very much, their favorite game is farting on each other. I can hear the roar of your laughter about this and picture you high fiving them for it. <3 Miss the hell out of you...."
"Happy Birthday Fatness <3 <3 <3"
"I just want you to know that everything I do, every day, reminds me of you... I hear your stupid start ass comments in my head, I hear your obnoxious laughter, and sometimes, I swear I smell you... :) I miss you in every way and it breaks my heart that you aren't here to share all the good, the bad, and the ugly that life has to offer... I love you more than you'll ever know... <3"
"I did not know Johnny personally but I know his mother, Liz and I know how much she loves you Jonny and how she misses you terribly. She loves and adores all her children and to have lost one is absoluely devastating to her. She shares stories about Johnny with me and so I get to learn about him and know him through his mom. I love his beautiful blue eyes that twinkle and his wonderful smile. It would have been nice to know him. Wish you all peace and strength and a knowing that Johnny is always with you."
"Thanksgiving is coming and I can't stand the thought of you not there. I can't make lasagna this year. I am thankful for every day you were in my life and thankful for your brother and sister. You were the best part of me and I miss you with all my heart. I love you Jonny."
"I miss the shit out of you........ <3"
"You were my nephew and my God Son and I loved you. I wish I had gotten to spend more time with you. I will forever miss that beautiful smile of yours. You are in my heart."
"May your family be blessed with the knowledge that you are in Heaven looking over them in their day to day activities. you are missed and in everyone hearts. I had only met you a couple of times. your fun loving nature and having a warm smile, I knew you were a wonderful person. the timing of someones death is never right. But the timing of the love in our hearts will always be. God Bless."
"To all who visit this site, please share your memories of Jonny. He touched many lives in his too short time here with us. Help me keep his memory alive for us to all share. I will be adding content from his life over time. Thank you."
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