8 year later and the sadness is worse. So many things have happened and even though you are here in spirit it would be nice to talk about our kids accomplishments and giggle about the lessons they learn on their own. I bury all the happy memories down deep and just try to stay mad at you. It’s easier to get through the day. I’ll never be able to move forward completely and yet I try. Just doesn’t work, my life has definitely changed much quieter lol. I miss you and I will always love you.

So many things that I wish I could tell you but not the same without hearing your voice, giggle, or just seeing the expression on your face. I miss you so much honey. No matter how much time passes it does not get easier. I miss your good mornings after you had 4 cups of coffee lol. Running in the room like you had a huge surprise only to tell me to come look what you found on the samba. Miss the fact we always went to bed together never one before the other. That was your biggest pet peeve. I love you honey.