Letting go
April 27, 2014
by Karen Taylor
Texd Adams Brother, today, the eve of my Birthday.
Pain and tears today, then received a tex, Adam or at least a part of his Ashes were set free to the Sea in Dorset along with his Fathers, who passed away June 2013, same year. God Bless you dearest Gabby.xxx John.., Well done to Mark ,Adams, brother. he kept to what Adam wanted. Spring to be set free, our Birthdays, and memories . Adam never leaves me, maybe he will now?
I hate this pain, but i wouldn't have it any other way, because our love was real, two minds over 300 miles away , connected. wow. They say shit happens... Yes ... in love and couldn't bare to be apart, yet phone kept us together, from opening our eyes, to sleeping. When we were together Adam was so happy. It wasn't always easy, life isn't ! and my mans illness was always there , yet he hid it so well. Anyway this is a good day...Adams final wish was his ashes come to my house , and he's coming home..
I understand you need to be free of your illness...im so sad that i couldn't fight that demon in his head, the most beautiful human being i have ever met, your bravery, selflessness towards me and my kids. Adam you fought so hard, yes the illness won...but did it <>???? you said..i have no choice, you did what you felt was right, that's courage, sadness, desperation xxx but the illness got you, now it counts for nothing because your your at peace. XX we will always remember you and that love in our hearts remains Karen, Taylor and Adam .xxxx .I know you adored your daughter , I am so sorry you felt let down by your family , the services I called , let you down, they left you at the worst possible time , My fight for mental health support begins , awareness needed , Gone too soon, always remembered , love forever Karen and Family xxx (killed self _whilst mentally unbalanced >>>> Government help Mental Health awareness needed ....etc ...now my battle begins !.
Pain and tears today, then received a tex, Adam or at least a part of his Ashes were set free to the Sea in Dorset along with his Fathers, who passed away June 2013, same year. God Bless you dearest Gabby.xxx John.., Well done to Mark ,Adams, brother. he kept to what Adam wanted. Spring to be set free, our Birthdays, and memories . Adam never leaves me, maybe he will now?
I hate this pain, but i wouldn't have it any other way, because our love was real, two minds over 300 miles away , connected. wow. They say shit happens... Yes ... in love and couldn't bare to be apart, yet phone kept us together, from opening our eyes, to sleeping. When we were together Adam was so happy. It wasn't always easy, life isn't ! and my mans illness was always there , yet he hid it so well. Anyway this is a good day...Adams final wish was his ashes come to my house , and he's coming home..
I understand you need to be free of your illness...im so sad that i couldn't fight that demon in his head, the most beautiful human being i have ever met, your bravery, selflessness towards me and my kids. Adam you fought so hard, yes the illness won...but did it <>???? you said..i have no choice, you did what you felt was right, that's courage, sadness, desperation xxx but the illness got you, now it counts for nothing because your your at peace. XX we will always remember you and that love in our hearts remains Karen, Taylor and Adam .xxxx .I know you adored your daughter , I am so sorry you felt let down by your family , the services I called , let you down, they left you at the worst possible time , My fight for mental health support begins , awareness needed , Gone too soon, always remembered , love forever Karen and Family xxx (killed self _whilst mentally unbalanced >>>> Government help Mental Health awareness needed ....etc ...now my battle begins !.