January 23rd was an interesting day. I know you were there. The amount of ambulances, the introduction of "Hi, my name is Adam.", and the "worst birthday celebration" card. I had a dream about you the other night. The first one ever. It was a year since you had passed, but it turned out you were still alive. I hadn't seen you that whole year, then i went and visited you at the hospital you were staying at once i found out you were still here. I walked into a hospital lobby just to see you standing before me with your legendary, big, bright smile across your face. I ran up to you and hugged you so tight. So tight, I couldn't let go. While i was hugging you, I said in your ear, "I miss you so much." and you said, "I miss you too." Then, you had to go. You faded away and the dream ended. I know you were there; that whole day. I felt that hug. I felt you with me. It was like you were trying to get a message across to me. You wanted me to be able to see you one last time to say goodbye because i never got the chance you. Then after you left, it was like you telling me that i have to be able to live without you. I don't think I'll have another dream about you because now, you're officially gone. But, dear God, I hope to see you in every dream i have from now until forever. I love you. Thank you for sending me that message, and Adam, I miss you.