Dear Raj,

So sometimes I do miss you bullying me but sometimes I don’t. I really don’t miss getting chased by your taser cane, now that was scary as fuck. I don’t have much to say but I do miss when my tia was happy. Although your phone calls weren’t that important like you needing a pillow and wanting mailo to cuddle with you. I know she misses you. So so much. Yeah y’all had your differences but that’s in the past because nothing better than a little girl having a bond with her dad. Or in other words —> daddy’s girl. I hope you visit her in her dreams really soon and have a sit down with her and let her know it’s not okay right now or maybe it’ll never be but one day it will. I won’t say time heals because it honestly fucking doesn’t. Tell her you love her and give her the biggest hug ever and papa, he most def misses you. His bestieeeeee forever. You saved him too. I hope you’re at peace. Actual peace please not bugging your wife I know because Sabrina told me!! I hope you reunited with Steven. See you soon ! I’m here with Sabrina till the end even if we don’t text/hang out everyday. I’m here. I got you and angel does too even if you haven’t met him I know you have spiritually . He’s the best, you would’ve LOVEDDDDDDD messing with him or being gay with him hahaha. But rest easy now.

Sincerely,
Crystal