Happy Birthday Grandma

hi mom thinking of you a lot lately nothing new for me I cant belive its been two years that you left went to be with donna and your mom dad and sister I wish so much that you were still here I need you so much I need your advice I just need you its been awhile since I have dreamed of you at least in my dreams I can see you and hug you and tell you I love you and you their with me I love u

hi mom missing you like crazy but that's nothing new its june now weather getting hot its comeing up on three yrs since donna passed I miss her and I miss you I wish so bad that you were here so we could talk so many things sabrinas having a baby but you know this I think its a little girl a very special little girl that you are sending to our family with much love a beatfull gift xoxo

HI MOM ITS AL MOST MEMORIAL DAY AGAIN ITS TWO YR NOW AND ITS STILL SO HARD NOT HAVEING YOU HERE TO TALK WITH LAUGH WITH JUST TO HAVE YOU HERE I SEE OTHER GIRLS WITH THEIR MOMS AND I WISH SO MUCH THAT IT WAS YOU ITS SO HARD YOU NOT HERE THING ARE BAD I AM SO LONELY WITH OUT YOU I TALK WITH EACH AND EVER DAY I MISS YOU EACH AND EVER DAY I BROUGHT DOWN THE REEF FOR YOU AND DONNA AND SAT XOXO

YOU AND DONNA I LOVE HAVEING THE PICTURE THEIR OF THE TWO OF YOU IT HELPS JUST TO LOOK AND SEE YOUR SMILING FACES I KNOW THAT YOU ARE OK AND THAT YOU ARE WITH DONNA AND THAT YOU BOTH ARE AT PEACE AND THAT YOU ARE AROUND US I FEEL THE BOTH OF YOU WHEN I NEED YOU I JUST CLOSE MY EYES AND I SEE YOUR SMILEING CAREING LOVEING FACE AND IT GET MY THOUGHT A NOTHER DAY JUST KNOW I LOVE YOU MISSU

happy birthday mom me and Sabrina brought you some roses and ballones today I miss you so much wish you were here but I know you are all ways with me I love you and miss you with all of my heart

HI MOM I CANT BELIVE THAT IN A FEW WEEKS YOU WILL HAVE BEEN GONE 2YRS I MISS YOU SO MUCH I WISH I COULD IT KEPT HERE BUT I KNOW THAT FEB WHEN YOU CAME HOME IT WAS IT THE SAME I THINK PART OF YOU KNOW THAT WHY YOU HAD ME GET THINGS IN ORDER FOR THE FAMILY THINGS YOU HAD KEPT ALL THESE YRS I REMBER THE NIGHT I HELD YOU AND TOLD YOU IT WAS OK AND THAT DONNA WOULD BE THEIR TO GUIDE YOU MISS U

hi mom i wish you were here my heart is so broken right now i have to make some tuff desions and wish you were here to talk too i dont think i can go on with out you its been all most two yrs comeing up and i hurt as if it was yesterday i am very alone no one to talk with no one who understands i miss you so it can not be put into words ever cant be explained to anyone just know i love u

well mom fall is upond us you loved the summers days but in your heart you loved the hoildays christmas because of all the family beening together as one no one fighting everone getting alone how you loved to see all the little ones and their faces you were all i ever wonted for christmas and i am glad we got to spend xmas with you and to and decarated the house and outside you loved it xo

YOU TAUGHT ME SO MANY THINGS MOM YOU TAUGHT ME THAT FAMILY IS EVER THING THAT YOU LOVE THEM WITH ALL OF YOUR HEART YOU FOUGHT WITH YOUR ALL TO STAY WITH US EVEN WHEN YOU WERE IN PAIN YOU FIGHT TO STAY AND BE HERE WITH US AND WHEN YOU COULD NO LONGER FIGHT YOUR FAMILY WAS THEIR WITH ALL OF THEIR LOVE REACHING OUT TO YOU AND HOLDING YOU CLOSE TO EACH AND EVERONE OF US AS YOU DID FOR US XOX

YOU WERE AND ALWAYS WILL BE AMAZING TO ME MOM YOU WERE SO STRONG FOR SUCH ALONG TIME YOU NEVER STOPED TO TAKE TIME FOR YOU IT WAS ALWAYS FAMILY YOU LOVED EACH AND EVER ONE OF US YOU GIVE YOUR ALL FAMILY WAS WHAT YOU LIVED FOR I HOPE THAT I CAN BE AS STRONG AS YOU WERE FIGHTING EVER STEP OF THE WAY I LOVE YOU MOM