Forgive me Alan,
,,Forgive me for not knowing what I know now....
... Forgive me because I couldn't save you.....
...... KNOW THIS!!!!.....
You are in our hearts always,... forever and a day!!!!!..
We miss you dearly....
Your brother misses you....he misses you so much....
You are an uncle ....
You are an uncle now...
You have 1 handsome nephew and 2 beautiful nieces....
I often think of how much you loved little children....
And I just know In my heart your brother's children would've loved you to the moon and back.......
I'm expected to assimilate and , understand that you're gone....
And come to terms with that fact.....
NEVER!!!....
.....I WILL NEVER DO THAT!!!....
....NEVER EVER!!!!....
It was just yesterday my baby boy....
Just yesterday.....
YOU ARE MISSING FROM ME......
. ... That's how I feel each and every day since you left me and your brother......
...................
TIGHT HUGS AND FOREHEAD KISSES ALWAYS--- BACK AT YOU' ! ;).
( ... just like the ones you loved to give us...)
.....MOM.
...... Lettie....