Whether a year goes by or a lifetime, I will never forget my beloved cousin Allan. You'd think that time would make it easier, but it does not. My life is forever changed and not a day goes by that I don't miss him just as much as the day before, or a year ago, so I guess that is how it will be, but it is only because Allan was such a big, smiling, laughing, loving, powerful, fun, funny presence. He gave so much to so many, but was so humble. He told me so many powerful and loving things. Love you always Allan. I will see you again, when you will talk too loudly and I can't wait.