You were my first born.
I wished you didn't have to endure to life and pain that you did. My Sheildmaiden that fought for her life everyday. You had the world in your hands at a young age to for it to end as it did.
My heart ached everyday that past that we didn't speak but so many were making sure we didn't. That snake den you ended up in finally poisoned you with their venom to the point there was no return for you.
Mama understands why you did that the night of Jan 15 th for I know for a fact you are out of that venomous den and finally at peace.
I'll continue to carry you in my heart and as I always have those years we were apart.
You can see your babies all you want for no one can dangle them over your head like a puppet on a string anymore.
Love you my