I don't think there is a day that goes by that I don't think of you, I miss you so much! I knew loosing you would be hard but I never imagined it would be this hard. :( I wish I would have picked up the phone more, Even if it was just for stupid stuff. I wish I would have hugged you a little longer :( There are times when I just need to hear your words of encouragement, Even though half the time I think they got on my nerves, I think the things I thought were so stupid are the things I miss the most. I miss hearing your voice, I miss the strong smell of coffee and that old antique cologne :( Oh how I hated that smell! Now every time I smell it I think of you. I Love and Miss You So Much Pappy!!