Hi Andrew, it's taking me a day since the second day of your passing to write on here. God has been easing the pain of losing you kids. And I thank God for that, but there isnt a day that goes pass you guys are not on my mind. Just like my Grandpa, as many years ago that God took him home too. When God takes me home we all can be together in eternal life and never have to leave heaven. None of us will ever have to have fear,pain,anxiety, or worry. I know that you and your sister and brother was loaned to me from God for a little while. I just wish I could have had just a little longer, for more hugs and I love you mom. But some day I wont have to wish for that anymore, It will be God's grace in heaven. I love and miss you like crazy even tho I worried all the time about the drugs taken you and your sister away from us. Just to see you guys one more time of not being on them would heal my heart for sure. I know you dont have them addictions anymore so I guess if I look at it that way I can see both of your faces with smiles and love in your hearts for everyone helps heal my heart from that. Now in two days April 13 th you guys celebrate the day Amanda was born you give each other hugs,kisses and I love you from mom.
Love and miss you,Mom