Just heavy on my heart today baby. Just hope your proud of the person i strive so hard to become each day. Bub i promise to stand by you til the end. And to me the end is when you and i meet again. Til then son keep ypur hand on your brothers your dad and i. We miss ypu each second of every day baby. Ill never understand why you had to taken from me i fight with that question every day. Hope someday God will bring us the answers to so many unanswered questions. Better yet i cant wait until were all together as a family like we were for 22 years. i know your here with us but if only i could hug you and tell you how much i love you just once more til we meet again. Keep Smiling babyboy you make the skies so much more beautiful. See you when the time comes, plesse keep your spirit here to lead me as i fight to get through each day I still dont know where to begin without you here babyboy. I LOVE AND MISS YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY.