I met Andy in the first days after arriving at Wesleyan in 1995. We connected then and there in that unique time, starting college, sharing a dorm, discovering people who grew up in different places, getting our bearings as old boys. We became fast friends. Of course one of the most remarkable things about him, I came to appreciate more and more over the years, was how quickly he made everyone around him feel at ease immediately; like the first steps toward friendship had already been taken. He was always so deeply comfortable in his own skin, confident in his deep easiness and joy for life. He made it so easy to feel at home around him, at home in your own skin too.
Over four years in college together I would see and experience many grand things at his side. He taught me about bringing a playfulness to every moment. About not taking things too seriously. About loyalty. About how to feel comfortable in solitude. About non-attachment. About going the distance for a friend, or a kid, or just because. In Nicolson he taught me about early roots rock out of Studio One. One random weeknight in Butterfield he and I sat alone toasting something, and he helped me discover that I prefer Jim over Jack. In New York he showed me the meaning of physical grace, watching him cut through the streets at night on his rollerblades (shorts and tee shirt, boundless), or on the trampoline. In Nice, he taught me how to talk to a stranger, unhindered by language difference or nationality. He taught me that one everywhere really: from Paris to Florence to Provincetown. He taught me that beating him in Gin Rummy was frustratingly difficult. He taught me, as so many others I’m sure over the years, about Whitman, and Garcia Marquez, and Heller, and Irving and Goldman. He taught me how to tell a great story about all the magical weirdness of the people we meet.
I'll never understand how he did it really. Mixing that settled, earnest, honesty, with that effervescent, silly, playfulness. And behind it all, this COURAGE. Such a quiet and grand courage. I was always in awe of the ways that fear didn't seem to manipulate him like so many of us. He just acted. Strode right into the room, or into the water, or into a new friendship. I'll never forget the way that courage informed his love and generosity with others. I think it was the foundation. It's like he looked at every situation with the attitude that life is too much fun and too precious NOT to jump right in. To just GO. To Israel. To Hawaii. To the court. To the ocean. To the air off the tramp.
I'll always remember his easy saunter. Comfortable, wide and back on his heels, barefoot as much as possible. That point. You really felt the love when he did it with both hands. With that smile that always said "loosen up a little" and "I SEE you" and maybe even a little “as you wish.” I will eternally cherish that we named our son Westley because of Andy.
So for him I hope we all remember to read The Princess Bride out loud to each other once in a while. And a Song of Myself. Because his life was full of that stuff of Whitman’s fire. The way we know the glorious fun of being alive, through well written words, and drinking up the sun laying in some leaves of grass somewhere with our shoes off. For him I hope we all remember that the boldness and glory of this life is in the striding unafraid into the field, or ocean wave, or into a good joke, or into the arms of a friend. Because he lived that boldness of heart everyday of his life and we are all of us better off for it.
I will always be laying in the sun with you at Pisa my dear friend. Ready to laugh.
One hand washes the other
David