Hello my dear Sweet baby another year has come and gone it has been 13 years now that I last heard your sweet voice. I miss you every day and still ask myself why couldn't I help you. I have talked once with Bailey in a year and I can understand she's young and doesn't have time to write to me and now she is going to have a baby  this will be your second grandchild.I love you Nicole and your missing out on so many things. I wish you were here and I know you children do too.Well Love until next year I will go on missing you and wishing you were here.Rest well.