I'm beyond broken.. at the foot of the cross..no were to turn. over whled, over come. beat down, stomped down. forsaken. tears run like rivers. waiting on the Lord. i feel he's deserted me. i know, that i know better. he's my ever present help. in times such as this. Leaning in on the Holy Spirit. it's a act of God. I'm able to type this. I'm n face book jail all the time. I, PAID FOR THIS PAGE. DEVIL. get behind me.. I, once had a mother that loved me. i know she did. i fight for pro life, every day. why I'm n jail. its a mad house down hear. on the earth. lil d, you never got to meet him. and no one cares enough of me, to hear my storyies. there not real good, filled w/ hard ships. when one loves you, they will listen to all your troubles. cry w/ you. Ive never had the pleasure of such a friend moma. not sure why. really.. and at age 60. not interested. if i got to pay, the way.. carry the full load of another. cuse I'm that kind of friend. moma. i am. i think i am. Ive not run into any nice ppl. a few there dead. i haven't eating n a few days. makes me, think of your biscuits and gravy. yummy. i need a job. lol. theres a lil matter of I, don't drive.. Audie, big disappointment. today, hope he, changes. I, have hope. don't feel bad, my own son, as well disappointment. I, could only teach them what i know. can only give what i got. what did i know above, abuse. The love of Jesus.. you and he both know ya'll left Me, n a Bind. O LORD. but i come through. still n the fight.. just taking a day.. to regroup and just be broken..