December 13, 2017
December 13, 2017
"Watch Carefully the magic that occurs when you give a person enough comfort to be themselves"
-Atticus Finch, [Harper Lee]
I know my words come late but I have found it emotionally difficult to ponder and I just felt like if I was gonna get anything close to perfect I wanted it to be this. So I have written and deleted many things regarding Anne until I recently found that quote. I don’t want anyone to misunderstand how that quote regards Anne so please don’t assume Anne was a person who needed room or “comfort” to shine. She always shined bright like a winter sunrise and soft and comforting like a late summer sunset. To me that quote characterizes a large part of Annes character and it’s relationship to the world around her.
She was person who rather than challenging me to be myself sacrificed and shared parts of her world giving me the “comfort “ and attention which she somehow knew I needed to be the the person I wanted to be and was comfortable with; a better version of myself, helped me grow. That was the “ magic” that Anne could make and I REALLY mean it. Now regarding the source , if that makes me Boo Radley and Anne Scout and Jem then I am happy because if any one in this world ever read that book and instantly felt for old Boo; well that would be Anne, heck he maybe even was her favorite character. Now if that alone doesn’t make you want to love Anne, then one of us doesn’t get it or her.
I know I cant be the only one she did this for , because The more I think about it the more I think she may have been a true empath and one whose nature it was to give from her abundance of HEART. Hindsight being 20/20, I believe she could slip a roomful of people into an indefinable ease of mood either with her mere presence or just a few kind words whispered in private or dropped in conversation. ( without us ever understanding the gift she just gave us over and over)This must have helped many people be themselves at a time in our lives (college) when that was both hard and important. Thank You Anne for that gift. You gave much of your self. I pray I remembered to understand it at the time and thank you ( but like so many at that time I hardly understood what was happening to me let alone what helped me.)However I did know how special you were.
This way, I can at least thank your parents and your family for creating the events that allowed you to be who you were as well as express my most sincere condolences; this is not fair and I am so angry. I just read some anecdotal information about how much pain and discomfort she was in. That makes it hard not to take it personally because this series of maladies seemed to attack Anne right where she lived I.e. she was not a person to be permanently convalesced , because this world is always going to be in desperate need for more women like Anne( so to her nieces please ,be like her you will probably find that it is already coming easy to you.). Also it seemed like because of-the rarity of her illness modern medicine did not allow her much of a chance to fight back and robbing her of the simple mechanical abilities that allowed Anne to be "Anne",So Yeah Every time I come to this site I am both hurt by her pain and charmed once again by Annie, charmed that is, by learning of the sheer multitude of lives you touched in such a meaningful way. Anne, I always felt so close to you despite only knowing you for a relatively short time. So when I read that quote I found myself realizing that this was the only one of the many gifts you you gave to us all, that I needed to illuminate. To me this was the gift that helped me understand why I always knew there was something golden in and around you. I think it was in your nature to be stubbornly, uncommonly and uniquely selfless. While I know this was was only one the many amazing things which characterized Anne Berry. I feel it not only anchors you among good and saintly company forever but also it is a part of you that will live on in me and others forever; you had an effect on this world. Thus making you eternally rare. I love you Anne. …… well Annie sometimes I can’t help but think of you ,and it’s hard to look at those photos , every time I see them, though they get very bitter Sweet and I hope that you remembered me as a sentimental person there’s always space for you in my little sappy lil ‘ heart I wish I had something better or more profound to say but all I can say is I was thinking a little bummed, so I thought I’d check this out and send you a note , love always, Pete
-Atticus Finch, [Harper Lee]
I know my words come late but I have found it emotionally difficult to ponder and I just felt like if I was gonna get anything close to perfect I wanted it to be this. So I have written and deleted many things regarding Anne until I recently found that quote. I don’t want anyone to misunderstand how that quote regards Anne so please don’t assume Anne was a person who needed room or “comfort” to shine. She always shined bright like a winter sunrise and soft and comforting like a late summer sunset. To me that quote characterizes a large part of Annes character and it’s relationship to the world around her.
She was person who rather than challenging me to be myself sacrificed and shared parts of her world giving me the “comfort “ and attention which she somehow knew I needed to be the the person I wanted to be and was comfortable with; a better version of myself, helped me grow. That was the “ magic” that Anne could make and I REALLY mean it. Now regarding the source , if that makes me Boo Radley and Anne Scout and Jem then I am happy because if any one in this world ever read that book and instantly felt for old Boo; well that would be Anne, heck he maybe even was her favorite character. Now if that alone doesn’t make you want to love Anne, then one of us doesn’t get it or her.
I know I cant be the only one she did this for , because The more I think about it the more I think she may have been a true empath and one whose nature it was to give from her abundance of HEART. Hindsight being 20/20, I believe she could slip a roomful of people into an indefinable ease of mood either with her mere presence or just a few kind words whispered in private or dropped in conversation. ( without us ever understanding the gift she just gave us over and over)This must have helped many people be themselves at a time in our lives (college) when that was both hard and important. Thank You Anne for that gift. You gave much of your self. I pray I remembered to understand it at the time and thank you ( but like so many at that time I hardly understood what was happening to me let alone what helped me.)However I did know how special you were.
This way, I can at least thank your parents and your family for creating the events that allowed you to be who you were as well as express my most sincere condolences; this is not fair and I am so angry. I just read some anecdotal information about how much pain and discomfort she was in. That makes it hard not to take it personally because this series of maladies seemed to attack Anne right where she lived I.e. she was not a person to be permanently convalesced , because this world is always going to be in desperate need for more women like Anne( so to her nieces please ,be like her you will probably find that it is already coming easy to you.). Also it seemed like because of-the rarity of her illness modern medicine did not allow her much of a chance to fight back and robbing her of the simple mechanical abilities that allowed Anne to be "Anne",So Yeah Every time I come to this site I am both hurt by her pain and charmed once again by Annie, charmed that is, by learning of the sheer multitude of lives you touched in such a meaningful way. Anne, I always felt so close to you despite only knowing you for a relatively short time. So when I read that quote I found myself realizing that this was the only one of the many gifts you you gave to us all, that I needed to illuminate. To me this was the gift that helped me understand why I always knew there was something golden in and around you. I think it was in your nature to be stubbornly, uncommonly and uniquely selfless. While I know this was was only one the many amazing things which characterized Anne Berry. I feel it not only anchors you among good and saintly company forever but also it is a part of you that will live on in me and others forever; you had an effect on this world. Thus making you eternally rare. I love you Anne. …… well Annie sometimes I can’t help but think of you ,and it’s hard to look at those photos , every time I see them, though they get very bitter Sweet and I hope that you remembered me as a sentimental person there’s always space for you in my little sappy lil ‘ heart I wish I had something better or more profound to say but all I can say is I was thinking a little bummed, so I thought I’d check this out and send you a note , love always, Pete