so toda marks a year since the day we had to put you to rest , and it's so hard . i wish that you were still here , laughing , playing , you shouldn't have been taken so soon . i wish i would've gotten to see you grow into the strong and amazing young man you were supposed to be . i miss you more and more everyday anthony . you were awlays there for me , always trying to cheer people up . i know if this was another family member's funeral  you'd be comforting everyone . i know that you would be upset , but even then you would make sure your younger brother and sisters were okay . you were such an amazing big brother anthony .. they all look up to you and i know marcus can follow in your foot steps because you did such an amazing job helping out with them whenever you were asked . i know some bad things have happened to our family in the past .. but i never would've thought i'd have to say goodbye to you . or any of the children in our family . it's so unfair that you had to go , especially at such a young age . but you lived a good life bubby , you made a huge impact on all of us . i love you so much anthony , you will never be forgotten .. 

Tonight as time draws near I sit and cry why because i miss the fishing and the watching tv and playing the willi i remember you and marcus would always tease me when i missed a boweling and then when i would get a strike you guys would say ooohhh someone learned how to bowl Anthony you knew when i was down and you always knew how to make me laugh like playing tug of war with spot lol i remember you and him playing every day and he would not eat till you started feeding him or you were sitting next to him well my grandson i could go on for hours but i have forever to write you RiP Anthony You are gone but never forgotten 

Oh my son how I miss you son much even tho its only been 8 months its hard for me to expect the reality that you are no longer with us oh how I'm gonna miss your smile your laugh and your beautiful voice telling mommy how much you love me I understand that your gone forever but I promise that you will never ever be FORGOTTEN I PROMISE you my son MOMMY LOVES YOU SO MUCH..... R.I.P. R.I.H. ANTHONY BULMARO JIMENEZ FLY HIGH MY SON YOUR GONE BUT I PROMISE YOU WILL NEVER EVER BE FORGOTTEN EVER!!!!!!